414 No wonder I can't conceive
"I'm like this now, it's really difficult to deal with any of you, after all, I didn't let your mother rely on your son to be expensive, which means that I haven't worked hard enough."
"Don't want a mother to rely on a child......
"It's all about fun, Zhao Pingjin, don't worry, I won't do such a stupid thing, how can I say that I am also a top student who studied at Kyoto University, and I have to go to graduate school, I can't get pregnant and have a child now."
"Xu He, don't you think it's hard for you to serve? You're the one who won't let you buy condoms, and it's you...... who are saying that now."
Zhao Pingjin seemed a little annoyed: "How long are you going to be hypocritical?" ”
"Then do whatever you want, I'll listen to you."
Zhao Pingjin said coldly after a while: "Anyway, it's hard for you to get pregnant, don't use it, no man likes to wear that thing." ”
Xu He hummed softly, tentatively wanting to shake his hand, but Zhao Pingjin twitched it and didn't pull it out, so he went with her.
The car drove for a while, and Zhao Pingjin asked her, "Does it still hurt?" ”
Xu He shook his head: "Actually, it doesn't hurt much, it's just a psychological effect, and I'm scared." ”
"It's good not to look at the needle."
"Then you will accompany me tomorrow and hold me."
Zhao Pingjin snorted, and Xu He snuggled up to him again: "It's a little cold." ”
"Squeamish."
Zhao Pingjin glanced at her with lowered eyes, did not turn up the temperature, but hugged the person into his arms.
Xu He hugged his waist tightly.
After a while, Zhao Pingjin felt her hands wrap around her waist and measured.
"Zhao Pingjin ......"
"Hmm."
"You've lost a little too thin."
He didn't say anything, and Xu He whispered again: "It seems that the muscles are a lot less." ”
Zhao Pingjin still ignored her, and Xu He muttered again: "No wonder I won't get pregnant." ”
Zhao Pingjin: "??? ”
"Through the before and after comparison after I came back this time, I think you are not in the same shape as when we first got together two years ago, probably because of the lack of these muscles."
Teacher Xu finally came to a conclusion with great certainty: "So, you have to eat more fat and be stronger." ”
Zhao Pingjin lowered his head, looked at Xu He sympathetically, and touched Xu He's face with pity: "What Teacher Xu said is very reasonable, and he has been taught." ”
In the next three days, Zhao Pingjin was busy going out early and returning late all day, except for taking Xu He to acupuncture every afternoon, the two did not have much intimate contact.
Many times when he came back, Xu He had already fallen asleep sleepily.
He hadn't touched her, and he hadn't done anything to her.
It seems that he has become pure and has few desires in an instant.
On the day I returned to Kyoto, I went out of the airport and went back to the apartment, and Zheng Fan and two assistants also followed upstairs.
Xu He was still a little puzzled, but as soon as she entered the door, Zhao Pingjin asked her to pack her personal belongings.
"Where are you going?"
Xu He looked at him, I don't know if it was Zhao Pingjin's illusion, he always felt that Xu He looked at the bottom of his eyes, as if he was looking forward to something.
"Change the apartment, it's too far away from Tongsheng."
Xu He slowly lowered his eyes: "Oh......"
She turned around and went back to the bedroom to pack her things, Zheng Fan and the two assistants didn't enter the door and waited outside.
Zhao Pingjin was in a somewhat depressed mood and walked to the balcony to smoke.
The person who didn't let her go back to the Lufeng Mansion was herself, and now she is also the one who regrets it.
Xu He doesn't have many things, and the box doesn't need to be opened when he travels, and the other items are sorted out into a big box.
Zhao Pingjin had an arm injury, and Zheng Fan hurriedly came in and carried the box downstairs.
Xu He stood at the door and looked around the room, but he was a little unspeakably melancholy.
In fact, she still likes this apartment, maybe because it has the sweetest time between her and Zhao Pingjin.
"Reluctantly?"
Zhao Pingjin wanted to say that he was reluctant to buy it.
Xu He shook his head and smiled: "There's nothing to be reluctant to, let's go." ”
Yes, life is constantly letting go, constantly making trade-offs, constantly having, but also constantly losing.
She walked out and didn't look back.
Zhao Pingjin looked back at the moment the door closed.
He seemed to see Xu He and Zhao Pingjin two years ago, a heart like a mirror who knew what he wanted, and gave a little sincerity, but took away a girl's purest and sincere love.
A dark and innocent moth who puts everything to the fire, but does not know that he will be given up at any time.
But he still misses the original like that.
I miss the time when Xu He loved him without distractions.
There is no one else in the world that misses her, and her tenderness has never been given to others.
Zhao Pingjin gently closed the door.
If you can, in parallel time and space, let Zhao Pingjin and Xu He stay forever in the summer of two years ago, don't break up, don't hurt each other.
Let them, there they love each other forever and ever.
……
Xu He realized that the new apartment was not too far from her school, and if she drove it, it would take about fifteen minutes to get there.
But it was a little farther away from Tongsheng, and Xu He instantly understood his intentions.
This person is always like this, doing anything, in fact, he is completely thinking about you in his heart, but he just refuses to say that a girl like her, who is a little sluggish, is often an afterthought.
The new apartment is located on the top floor, which is almost 200 square meters, and then there is a huge terrace garden on the top floor, which is privately owned by them.
When Zheng Fan asked the cleaner to clean up a few days ago, he also repaired the large garden on the terrace, especially the glass conservatory, every glass was wiped bright, and in winter, Miss Xu basked in the sun, read a book or something, it must be very comfortable.
The long-distance business trip is actually quite tiring, Xu He doesn't even want to pack his luggage, he just wants to take a shower and lie down to sleep.