441 In your last days, be yourself

Although the menstrual period did not visit on time, it came after three or four days, but the body was too uncomfortable, and it was difficult for menstrual blood to go down, Xu He came intermittently for two or three days this time, and then suddenly stopped.

It's just that after the menstrual period stopped, the lower abdomen still had a little pain from time to time, and it took several days before it got better.

It is undeniable that this incident made Xu He's mood very low, coupled with frequent leg injuries, and Zhao Pingjin has not heard from her since she left, and she is becoming more and more disheartened day by day.

When Lin Hongchang's family was about to leave for country M, Lin Xiaocheng came to ask Xu He's opinion again.

"I knew that I wanted to continue studying, and my father said that you can apply to the school over there, and there is no problem with your grades."

Lin Xiaocheng looked at her pale and almost transparent face, and felt a little pity: "Why is your face so bad, hasn't it fully recovered?" ”

Xu He lowered his eyes and looked at the mobile phone in his hand, either he couldn't get through, or he was always just Zheng Fan answering.

I didn't answer a video call once, and neither did a voice call.

Xu He didn't even know where he was, what he was doing, whether he was doing well or not.

He would always be like this, she thought, so clearly separated from her that she would never fit in, and she would never know what he was thinking.

When I heard the news in Kyoto a few days ago, I learned that his father had died of illness.

After the suicide note was announced, Xu He knew that his father planned to recognize the illegitimate son and return to his ancestors.

She contacted Zhao Pingjin as soon as she learned about it, but there was still no news.

Afterwards, Zheng Fan called her back, but Zhao Dong, who was still an understatement, was very busy.

Xu He is used to him like this.

This is not the first time, and probably not the last.

If there is any difference in her mentality, it may be that this time they really said goodbye seriously.

The full stop was very successful, and she had no regrets.

Perhaps, this is fate, between two people, there is always almost a kick in luck.

She did everything she could.

She stepped on her self-esteem and tears countless times.

She was so low, so low into the dust.

But she didn't blossom in the dust.

From then on, she had to be herself.

Even if she will die tomorrow, in the last time, she is just Xu He herself, which is enough.

Xu He applied for a graduate student at Lin Xiaocheng's alma mater.

The day before leaving, she went to the cemetery to see Xu Liyong, and when she left, she took away the ring that Zhao Pingjin gave her, as well as the small silver bracelet and silver lock she wore on her body when Xu Liyong picked her up.

When he arrived at the airport, Xu He dialed Zhao Pingjin's phone for the last time.

The moment the phone was connected, what she wished she heard was Zhao Pingjin's voice.

But she was disappointed in the end.

"Miss Xu, Dong Zhao is in a meeting......"

Zheng Fan said this, and he was embarrassed.

"How is he doing these days?"

"It's good."

"Do you still take medicine every day? Zheng Fan, you have to persuade him more and let him take less medicine. ”

"Okay, I'll talk to Mr. Zhao."

"Zheng Fan, you have been with him for the longest time, the most, take good care of him."

"I will, Miss Xu, don't worry."

"There's nothing else, I'll hang up first."

Xu He hung up the phone gently.

She looked at the blackened mobile phone screen and muttered almost silently: Zhao Pingjin, goodbye.

……

Zhao Chenglin now has a big disagreement with his sister-in-law Yanhuan.

Yan Huan meant, let Zhao Chenglin stop wasting time, and directly kill Zhao Pingjin, everything in the Zhao family, they are not uncommon, anyway, Zhao Chenglin is the same as the uncrowned king in Burma, why bother to be the heir of any family.

In Yan Huan's opinion, those sons and sons of the family are the most hypocritical, half-hearted, not affectionate, pretending to be a decent gentleman, and deceiving her sister so miserably, then Zhao Pingjin is not a good thing, so he should be directly chopped and fed to the dog.

But Zhao Chenglin was a little hesitant.

One is his mother's dying wish, and the other is that Zhao Pingjin is really too different from what he thinks.

Seriously, Zhao Chenglin even felt that if the relationship between them was not so awkward, he might get along well with Zhao Pingjin.

The two had too many differences in thinking, and the matter was at a stalemate for a while, but in this stalemate, Zhao Pingjin was able to take it through for the time being.

Before he came to Myanmar, he had met Chen Gangsheng in private.

After the idea of letting his mother and Chen Gangsheng rebuild the old relationship, Zhao Pingjin thoroughly checked Chen Gangsheng's experience over the years.

When he was young, he spent more than ten years in Burma, and it is said that for nearly half of the time, his name was feared in Myanmar.

After the age of 40, Chen Gangsheng washed his hands for unknown reasons and left Myanmar to start a serious business.

This period of his past has almost been forgotten.

But Zhao Pingjin felt that even if the people who had been there were ashore, the intricate network of relationships was still there.

Although he was ready to die, he didn't want to lie down and wait for death for the sake of the fish and the flesh.

Zhao Chenglin's brother-in-law, Yan Huan's husband Wu Shanyou, also has his own little abacus in his heart.

He and the Zhao family don't have a blood feud, and who wants to get along with money.

In his opinion, it is a good thing for Zhao Chenglin to inherit half of the Zhao family's family business, and it is also a strong financial support for his future development.

Even so, then Zhao Pingjin has to live even more, not to mention that in the past few days, people have been going to him to lobby euphemistically, and Wu Shanyou's mind has been greatly shaken.