But Jiang Nick felt that such a Zhao Pingjin was happy.

In the past, he was of course the best in Jiang Yu's eyes, but she always felt that under his dashing, there was also a pain that could not be dissolved, and when he smiled with his eyebrows and eyes, his heart was not completely relaxed.

More often than not, he prefers to be quiet, just alone, smoke, drink, and doesn't like to be disturbed.

Jiang Nick always felt that he was trapped in a very small world, and he refused to reconcile with himself, nor did he allow others to come in.

So when Xu He suddenly appeared, Jiang Nick had great expectations.

Along the way, she watched them divide and merge, sad for them, and happy for them, she looked forward to someone who could walk into Zhao Pingjin's heart and give him a little warmth.

It's just that I didn't expect that the two would be entangled like this, but fortunately, in the end, they have achieved a positive result.

Mrs. Zhao naturally also saw Zhao Pingjin's circle of friends.

Before her son got married, he called her, she didn't say anything, the two of them were still destined to be together, so there was really no need for outsiders to interfere, feelings and marriages are like this, such as people who drink water and know themselves.

She never wanted to be a wicked person who interfered with the child's right to choose, but everyone made a choice, and they had to bear it to the end.

Her son is almost thirty years old, and he should have a home and a wife.

After Xu He woke up the next day, he learned from countless explosive WeChat messages that he had posted such a 'hypocritical' circle of friends.

After seeing Zhao Pingjin's circle of friends, she instantly understood who the culprit was.

Xu He didn't make a fuss with him, and she didn't say anything, she looked at the photo he sent and thought of herself that winter.

She couldn't even think of what she was like at that time.

Just looking at the photo, the memories came roaring, and they swallowed her whole person in an instant.

It turns out that she has also been so brave.

It turned out that she had such a decisive moment.

Wen Jun has two intentions, so he came to make a decision.

Zhao Pingjin falls in love with someone else, so she Xu He can turn around and leave immediately, even if she cries, she will only hide alone and cry secretly.

It turned out that Xu He, who was in his twenties at that time, had also lived a life that he was envious of now.

Tears welled up in her eyes.

For Xu He, who had been severely injured in the past but still gritted his teeth and stood up with his back straight.

also for this scarred and unrecognizable self now.

"What's wrong? Why did you cry so well...... He'er, if you're angry, I'll delete ...... right now."

Zhao Pingjin was a little overwhelmed, just watching Xu He suddenly shed tears, he panicked, thinking about it, the problem was still in the circle of friends.

Xu He shook his head at him with tears in his eyes: "Zhao Pingjin, do you know when this is a photo?" ”

"You know, the winter we first broke up."

Xu He pointed to the photo, and then pointed to himself: "I just feel that I lost myself, Zhao Pingjin, can I still get the former Xu He back?" ”

Zhao Pingjin stepped forward and gently pulled her into his arms: "You have always been the same Xu He, no matter when, what happened, whether you were sick or not, your heart has never changed, He'er, don't stick to the past, don't limit yourself to a certain state of life, we have to learn to accept every side of ourselves, just like I ......"

He rarely showed his fragile side in front of her: "My life before the age of thirteen was a splendid pile of gold and jade, I was arrogant than anyone else, conceited, high, no one under me, the young man in fresh clothes and angry horses can be described as my best portrayal, but after the age of thirteen, I seemed to be sealed into a dark and small world, I sealed my life, and at the same time did not allow anyone to take a step, I hated myself like that, but I was powerless to change, I originally thought that this life would be like this, but I didn't expect that I would meet you......"

Zhao Pingjin stroked Xu He's hair: "There are many people who say they like me, love me, and want to be my girlfriend, even if it's just my woman, but they look at me with some impurity in their eyes, they may really love me and like me, but more, they want to get something, I hate that kind of person, I hate that kind of purposeful love, I see the tragedy of my parents, I also see my own tragedy, maybe in order to avoid this tragedy in the future, it will happen to me myself." , so I resist talking to any woman about feelings...... He'er, before I met you, I thought that I would not be moved by feelings in this life, I would marry a most suitable woman, but I don't love a woman as a wife, just like this alone to go through this life, but when I met you, many decisions were gradually overturned, in the process, I also hated myself like this, I was afraid that in the end I would lose a defeat, I contradicted myself, and self-denial, I also felt that I was unrecognizable. ”

"As you think now, many times I can't sleep at night when I am tortured by myself, and I have also thought about how good it would be if I were still the former Zhao Pingjin, but in the end, I am still willing to accept myself like this, as long as you appear in my life, I am willing to live so badly in the first half of my life."

"Learn to accept every side of yourself? No matter how bad it is, it's still us, isn't it? ”

"That's right, that's the truth, He'er, you have to love yourself well first, and then love others, even if it's me."

"What about you?"

Zhao Pingjin suddenly smiled: "I am a man, as a man, the first thing to do is to love my woman, protect my woman, shelter her from the wind and rain, and be her support behind her, the big tree." ”