"What's wrong?"

Zhao Pingjin turned around, but saw Xu He's eyes looking ahead, and asked softly: "Do you remember the last time we lived here, I asked you, do you love me, you didn't answer me at the time, you are hesitating, Zhao Pingjin, can you tell me, what were you thinking at the time?" ”

Zhao Pingjin sat down beside Xu He, he held her hand, and was silent for a while before he said softly: "Seriously, He'er, my mind was blank at the time. ”

Xu He looked at him with some surprise: "Why?" ”

"I can't say it clearly, maybe, I've always felt that this word is far away from me, and I probably won't be able to say it for the rest of my life."

Zhao Pingjin clenched Xu He's hand: "Later, when I decided to go to Myanmar alone, I thought about what regrets I would have if I couldn't come back. ”

"When did you like me and fall in love with me?"

"The planned peaceful breakup gradually turned out of control and turned into cold violence and forced you to leave by yourself, which should be the time when I was completely moved by you."

Zhao Pingjin slowly hugged Xu He: "When a man doesn't even have the courage to say break up face-to-face, that girl is no longer ordinary in his heart." ”

"I was really heartbroken at that time, Zhao Pingjin, if I was really disheartened and married someone else, would you regret it, or would you accept everything calmly after a short period of discomfort and marry a suitable woman to be a wife?"

"Don't say it anymore." Zhao Pingjin hugged her tightly, it was a nightmare of hers, how could it not be his.

Up to now, he still didn't dare to look back at the first breakup, but if there was a slight deviation in the middle, maybe now, she was in someone else's arms.

"Zhao Pingjin ......"

Xu He was lying on his chest, his eyelashes were slightly moist: "One person at a time, we have leveled up, and in the future, no one will mention the past." ”

"Okay, don't mention it."

That night, after Xu He fell asleep peacefully, Zhao Pingjin did not feel sleepy for a long time.

He got up quietly, went to the kitchen to get water, took two pills, and then sat alone on the chaise longue under the eaves.

Half an hour later, there was still no sleep, and the feeling of palpitations still did not subside.

Zhao Pingjin sat for a while, he lit a cigarette, but in the end he still restrained himself and did not smoke.

Xu He is pregnant, and smelling smoke will be uncomfortable, and second-hand smoke is not good for her body and the baby in her belly.

He has already started to quit smoking, but he smoked too hard before, and he really can't quit completely for a while, especially at this time, the craving will be heavier.

Seeing that the cigarette was halfway burned, Zhao Pingjin finally extinguished the cigarette butt and cleaned it up without leaving a trace.

Obviously the body is tired, and I can feel that I need a good night's sleep, but my brain is ridiculously awake.

He couldn't control his body, which scared him from the bottom of his heart.

But no matter what, he has to hold on until Xu He gives birth safely.

Tomorrow I have to take her to the doctor, and in the afternoon my grandmother called Mrs. Wei and asked for help.

Mrs. Wei was very concerned about Xu He on the phone, and agreed in one bite.

The Wei family also heard about him and Xu He's marriage certificate abroad, and Mrs. Wei also congratulated Mrs. Zhao on the phone.

Zhao Pingjin got up and went back to the bedroom, Xu He was still sleeping quietly, and his posture had not even changed.

Zhao Pingjin slowed down his movements, lifted the quilt and lay down beside her, and gently held her in his arms.

Xu He's breathing was shallow, and she slept very peacefully, Zhao Pingjin's heart slowly fell back into her stomach, she rarely had insomnia now, and her body was getting better day by day.

As long as she's fine.

Zhao Pingjin closed his eyes, and he didn't know how long it took before he fell asleep with difficulty.

He didn't know that there was an undried tear stain on Xu He's pillow.

This was the second time she found out that he had left her late at night to go out to take medicine.

He didn't want her to know, worried, so he kept it a secret.

But as the closest pillow person, how could Xu He really know nothing?

What's more, although she sleeps much better now than before, it is still a little shallower than ordinary people, and even if he moves lightly, she is not completely ignorant.

He didn't want her to know, he didn't want her to be worried, so she would pretend she didn't know anything.

will do her best to treat him well, spoil him, and when the child is born safely, she will accompany him to heal and heal.

……

On the second day, after the two got up and had breakfast, they set off for Hong Kong City, the old doctor recommended by Mrs. Wei had long since retired and retired, and although there were a large number of disciples and grandchildren, each with his own achievements, he was only learning the surface compared to him.

Mrs. Wei's mother-in-law, Song Yun, was a confidant and old friend of the old doctor surnamed Jiang, and with this relationship, Mrs. Wei could invite him out of the mountain.

On the way, I met Mrs. Wei first, and then went to the mountain courtyard where Dr. Jiang was old.

When Mrs. Wei saw Xu He and knew that she was pregnant, she couldn't help but be surprised and happy, and took her hand and asked for a long time.

Every time Xu He is with Mrs. Wei, he has a different feeling, as if they are not related to each other, and he always feels very close in his heart.

"I see that your complexion is much better than before, it can be seen that Mr. Zhao is very good to you."

Mrs. Wei held her hand and was happy for her from the bottom of her heart: "You can be regarded as bitter and sweet, and in the future, you will only have to enjoy happiness with peace of mind." ”