Jian Tong slept in the dark for several days, until Xu He was not at ease and came to see her.

"Hitomi, what are your plans for the future?"

Jian Tong seems to be in good spirits, and she also ate some of the porridge and meals brought by Xu He, although she is very thin, she doesn't look so sluggish.

"I want to go back to my grandmother's house, my aunt told me that there is a shortage of teachers in the school there, I took the teaching certificate in college, I also have a degree, and I plan to go back and try to take the exam."

Jian Dekun made such a fuss, and the training institution where she worked before had no face to go again, and in Kyoto, she really didn't want to stay any longer.

"Don't you stay in Kyoto? In fact, you did a good job in the training institution before, and the children in your classes liked to listen to it. ”

"I don't stay here anymore, in fact, even after six years in Kyoto, I still feel out of place with the city, children from poor places like us, especially me, don't have very smart brains, and they are only admitted to university by studying day and night, which is really not suitable for staying in such a big city."

Jian Tong smiled bitterly: "He'er, my original family is too bad, it's hard for me to get rid of it in my life, Jian Dekun is only forty or fifty years old, his body is as strong as a cow, and he can live for at least twenty or thirty years, twenty or thirty years, what a long time, and more than half of his life has passed." ”

"Hitomi...... I can't bear to let you go. Xu He is really reluctant, unlike friends like Jiang and Gu Huan, Jian Tong and her are first of all alumni, and they are also friends with the same ups and downs, and many of the ideas between them are the same, so Xu He always has more understanding and distress for Jian Tong.

"I'll be a bridesmaid when you get married."

Jian Tong gently hugged Xu He and wiped her tears: "Don't cry, I heard people say that a woman who has just given birth should try not to cry, her eyes will hurt, He'er, you have to be good, you must live a very special and happy life, I will give you all the happiness that I can't get in this life, and in the future, you will live a good ......life for me."

Xu He cried and shook his head: "Hitomi, Chen Xu is not worth it, but there will still be a man in this world who only likes you and is only good to you......"

Jian Tong smiled: "If there is really such a good man, why should I implicate others, harm others, and make a mess of other people's good lives." ”

Xu He didn't know what to say, and for a moment, she even wanted to say that she helped her find Zhao Pingjin and completely solved Jian Dekun's big trouble, but why did she involve Zhao Pingjin and let him get into this mess.

"Hitomi, then when I get married, you must come to ......"

No matter how reluctant Xu He was, he could only respect Jian Tong's own thoughts.

She understands the feeling of wanting to leave the sad place after falling out of love, just like herself back then, not staying for a minute, not a day.

Go back to her grandmother's house, at least there are relatives by her side, if she takes the exam and her life and work are stable, Jian Tong's future will gradually have new hope.

But Jian Tong did not come back to attend Xu He's wedding.

Half a month after she went back to her grandmother's house, she found out that she was pregnant.

While preparing for the exam, Jian Tong quietly went back to Kyoto alone.

She and Chen Xu have been in love for almost a year, and she knows very well the places he likes to go.

She saw the picture of him and Yao Zhixue together, although it was just a short way to get out of the car and walk into the restaurant, Jian Tong also saw Chen Xu hugging Yao Zhixue's waist, and the two of them were talking and laughing and intimate.

You don't have to think about it to know that they have been in a relationship for a long time, and they have even lived together.

Jian Tong's heart was completely dead.

When she returned, her grandmother and aunt advised her to go to the hospital to get rid of the baby.

In and out of the words, what they mean is that she always has to get married, with a child, and the standard of marriage can only be lowered again and again.

Jian Tong also struggled, and even went to the hospital and paid the fee.

But when she sat in the corridor, watching the pregnant woman with a big belly slowly walk by, and heard the cry of a baby from the obstetric department, she touched her flat lower abdomen, thinking of the words she had said to Chen Xu not long ago.

Chen Xu, I'll give you a daughter, our mother and daughter won't get in the way of you.

She wanted to laugh, but she laughed and laughed and cried.

Why did she bring this poor child into the world to suffer?

Counting the days, when this child came, they hadn't broken up yet, she deliberately stopped the drug secretly in the past few days, and she did something stupid.

But who hasn't been stupid when they're young?

Fortunately, she was already sober.

She had also accepted the result calmly and numbly.

It's just, kid, what the hell should I do?

Jian Tong sat in the hospital and thought a lot, she didn't take medicine for a few days, but the child came so coincidentally.

This is the fate between their mother and son, where she is now, thousands of miles away from Kyoto, Chen Xu will never come to such a poor country, and she, as long as she doesn't go back to Kyoto, as long as she slowly breaks off contact with Xu He and those people, no one will know about her pregnancy.

She has her own hands and abilities, she can feed this child, she won't cause trouble to anyone.

But Jian Tong didn't expect that when she went back from the hospital, when her aunt learned that she didn't remove the child, she immediately turned her face.

"You did such an ugly thing of getting pregnant out of wedlock, how will your cousins and cousins get married when the time comes? With a sister like you, who would marry them? Their reputations have been ruined by you, and people still think that the daughters of the Lao An family are so indecent......"