640 She became a joke
Ji Hanzhen knew what he wanted to say to herself, and she was ready.
She is really grateful for Jiang Runnan's appearance, and she is also very grateful, in the face of Ji Hanzhen like this, he can still appreciate and like it, which really rekindled her confidence, and it is a very important turning point for her.
It's just that because I am grateful to him and care about the existence of this friend, I can't promise him and delay him.
"Hanzhen, I hope my existence won't put pressure on you, I know, you won't accept me so quickly, then start with friends, we meet occasionally, eat, drink tea, day by day, month by month, year by year, in short, you can ...... as long as you want"
Ji Hanzhen wanted to speak, but Jiang Runnan said: "Hanzhen, look, in the thirty-three years before I met you, I never thought about falling in love and getting married, I originally planned to live alone, so you don't have any burden, I think it will delay my life, it is a lucky thing for me to meet you, and I am more grateful and happy in my heart." ”
"Jiang Runnan ......" Ji Hanzhen felt very uncomfortable, refused, hurt a very good person, no one could bear it.
"I get it."
Jiang Runnan gently lifted her wind-blown hair and hung it behind her ears: "The moonlight is very good tonight, let the bright moon and breeze be a witness." ”
"I don't know how long it will take......"
Ji Hanzhen knows her temperament very well, between her and Xu Yanzhou, there may be no more, but starting a new relationship and accepting a new man is completely unknown to her, and she doesn't know how much time she needs.
Even many times, she would always be a little depressed and wonder, if it was because she broke her oath in front of Yao Zenan's tomb, and Xu Yanzhou was so unclear, and Yao Zenan Jiuquan complained about her, she would get such retribution.
Ji Hanzhen knew that her state was wrong, she seemed to have the symptoms of early depression, but she had no way to control herself.
"It's okay, I'm a very boring person, and my only strength is patience."
Jiang Runnan stood in the moonlight and smiled very movingly.
In any case, this is far beyond all his previous expectations.
"Jiang Runnan, people like me don't deserve to be happy......"
Maybe it was because the beach was too quiet and beautiful that day, or maybe it was because the man in front of her spoke too softly, and she had a little desire to talk.
"In the past, others said that I was a father and a mother, and I thought those words were too ridiculous, they were all feudal superstitions, nonsense, and I didn't take them to heart at all, but now, I'm older and have experienced more, but I believe it a little......"
Her eyes seemed to be forever gloomy, and the clear black was covered with a layer of confused mist.
"Jiang Runnan, can my life still get better?"
Ji Hanzhen, who used to be like a thorny rose in Aocheng, once loved passionately, desperately, and bravely lived alone, but now, the rose has been ravaged and broken, and even the thorny flower stems have been broken.
Jiang Runnan didn't deliberately understand Ji Hanzhen's past, but in such an era of information explosion, a lot of news is bombarded in turns for you to passively accept.
He knew that the man was now a married woman, and he also knew that Ji Hanzhen had been married, her husband died in a car accident, and her daughter was born to her deceased husband.
Regardless of whether Ji Hanzhen loves the man after him, or whether the man loves her or not, whether he is sincere or not, but he married another woman, and his wife is pregnant, so it is enough to show how selfish and shallow his love is.
A girl who can be hurt by love can only prove her kindness and softness.
Jiang Runnan only had pity and distress for her.
"You still have a long few decades ahead of you, why won't it get better?"
Jiang Runnan held her shoulder and looked at her seriously: "Hanzhen, in this world, good girls will be wronged a little more, and good girls will encounter more injustice than ordinary people, because they are kind and soft, without edges and hard thorns, so they will be more likely to be injured, but Hanzhen, God will always give them good results in the end." ”
Ji Hanzhen didn't believe in these comforting words, but when people are in such a situation on the verge of depression, some warm words seem to be able to soothe her heart for a moment.
She looked at Jiang Runnan, but Xu Yanzhou appeared in front of her.
If she said such things to Xu Yanzhou, how would Xu Yanzhou react?
He may ask her directly, who bullies you, who slanders you, Lao Tzu kills him, and he may also say, of course your life will be better, because I, Xu Yanzhou, will spoil you to death.
Ji Hanzhen suddenly smiled.
Seriously, she deserves it, she deserves it, why would she believe the words of a man who lied to her.
Lo and behold, he took a wife with a turn of his face.
Look, as soon as he turned his face, he reneged on his oath and touched someone else.
made herself a joke and bore all the unbearable consequences.
"Jiang Runnan, thank you very much for taking me and Kite out to play, I haven't relaxed like this for a long time."
In a strange city, no one knew her, and she seemed to dare to look up at people and laugh softly.
I found out that the sky was so blue, and the feeling of walking on the street in the light during the day was so relaxed and comfortable.
"In the future, there will be more opportunities and time." Jiang Runnan said softly and pulled out a shawl for her: "The wind is a little cold, go back." ”