She now knows that Chen Xu is her father, and she is already very dependent and clinging to Chen Xu.

And their father and daughter have been together for such a short time......

Yuzu is still so small.

Jian Tong had insomnia all night long, and even if she barely fell asleep, she had all kinds of nightmares.

But she didn't dare to show anything unusual in front of Yuyu, she forced a smile during the day, and lost sleep all night at night, and the whole person soon couldn't stay up.

She began to have an intermittent fever, and she lost a lot of weight, and she couldn't even eat.

Even at this point, Jian Tong still refuses to ask for leave, the school is about to take the final exam, she is not worried about the students, and she has to go to class with her sick and crooked body.

Xu He really couldn't stand it, so he simply bypassed her and directly asked Zhao Pingjin to call the school to ask for leave.

Jian Tong's heart was divided into several petals, worried about Chen Xu's whereabouts, worried about pomelo, and worried about students.

Now she has asked for leave, but she still communicates with the teacher from time to time, the children are about to take the high school entrance examination, how can the teacher really not ask.

Xu He was distressed and angry, "Hitomi, if you continue in this state, if Chen Xu doesn't come back, you will collapse first, what will you do with Yuyu then?" ”

"Can you cheer yourself up a bit? Even if it's for the sake of pomelo......"

Jian Tong's eyes were red, and she suddenly burst into tears: "He'er, I never said that Chen Xu went there, mostly because of me......"

"Don't think nonsense, Chen Xu has been devoted to the company in the past few years, he has riveted himself and wants to do a career, this time to go there, it is a risk but also a great opportunity, he wants to seize this opportunity, so he went."

Jian Tong shook his head indiscriminately: "No, he told me before, Brother Jin also persuaded him not to go, what he has given up is that I questioned his feelings for me now, I said something not very objective, he made up his mind to leave, saying that he and I were completely separated, and each other calmed down and thought about it......"

Xu He gently held Jian Tong's hand: "Hitomi, you must not think like this, if you drill the horns like this, your whole person will collapse." ”

Yes, if Jian Tong put all the responsibility on himself, if Chen Xu really had three strengths and two weaknesses, Jian Tong would not be able to bear it at all.

Jian Tong just shook his head: "If I could ask one more question at that time, or ask Mr. Zhao, I would have prevented him from going on this trip, He'er, in the final analysis, it's still my fault, whether I still have him in my heart or not, and whether I love him or not, but he is Yuyu's biological father, if he really has something unexpected......"

Jian Tong was a little at a loss, how should she explain to the Chen family's parents, how to explain to Yuyu.

"I don't know how to face Chen Xu's parents and pomelo ......"

"Then have you thought about it, if Chen Xu really has three long and two short, pupils, what are you going to do?"

Jian Tong didn't speak, she just looked at a certain place in a daze, and the whole person was chaotic and blank.

She never thought about it, maybe she didn't dare to think about it, or maybe she didn't dare to face it.

But now that Xu He pointed it out directly, Jian Tong had no way to dodge like an ostrich.

She felt an indescribable tingling pain, densely diffusing from the bottom of her heart, gradually, along the veins of her limbs, and spreading to her whole body.

Yes, if Chen Xu had an accident, what would she do?

She keeps saying that she doesn't love him anymore, but how can a man who once left a strong mark in your life be easily erased.

Jian Tong's fingertips were cold, she held Xu He's hand tightly, and suddenly said: "He'er, can I go to him, I can find him back, my heart will be at peace, and I won't feel guilty......"

"And then, the best result, you find him, you go back to China together, then will you get back together with him?"

"If you don't find him and something happens to you, what will Yuzu do? Of course, Zhao Pingjin and I will take care of her and treat her as our own, but it is a lifelong regret for a child to lose his biological parents, Hitomi, can you be sober and sensible. ”

"If it's you, He'er, if it's you, can you be sober, can you be sensible?"

Xu He shook his head lightly: "I can't either, if it were me, I would be like you, but now standing in the position of your friend, Hitomi, I have to stop you......"

"But I'm going crazy, He'er, every minute and every second is torment, I'm really going crazy......"

Jian Tong hugged her head in pain.

Xu He understands this feeling, but she can't do anything now, she can only stay by Jian Tong's side, and she can only give herself the greatest comfort.

"Hitomi, there will be news soon, there will definitely be, Chen Xu is so clever, he must have a way to protect himself."

Xu He stroked Jian Tong's hair: "These times, instead of torturing yourself like this, you should also think about it, what kind of feelings you have for Chen Xu......

"I can't think about it, I can't think about it at all, He'er, you know what, my whole body is messed up, my nerves are straining every second......"

"So, Hitomi, shouldn't you think about why you're like this, just because he's Yuzu's father?"

Xu He wanted Jian Tong to be temporarily distracted, she was so indulged in self-blame and extremely tense worries all day long, Xu He was afraid that she would collapse.

It's better to let her thoughts diverge a little, maybe it can make her state a little better.

Jian Tong seemed to be stopped by Xu He's question.

Yes, she is out of control to such an extent, is it just because Chen Xu is Yuyu's father?

In her heart, she really didn't care about him at all, was it just that Jian Tong cared about him?

Jian Tong thought of the first time she found out that she couldn't contact Chen Xu.

What did she feel in her heart at that moment?

She vaguely remembered that it seemed that at that moment, her whole body was in chaos.

And when I learned from Zhao Pingjin that the country Chen Xu went to was the name that I often heard in the news.

At that time, she was completely confused.

For a long time, she simply couldn't think about anything.

"Hitomi, you can sleep for a while, you haven't been able to sleep well for a long time."

Xu He helped her lie down on the bed and told her to close her eyes.

Jian Tong closed her eyes, but tears couldn't stop slowly flowing out of her closed eyes......

……

Chen Xu leaned against the mottled wall, and he struggled to draw the twelfth vertical line on the wall with stones.

This was what he had recorded by confirming the day and night from the specks of light that penetrated through the tiny gaps.

He didn't know how long he would last.

Maybe he's really going to be here.