He looked up at the time, then got up and prepared to leave.

Seeing this, Zhou Ying hurriedly put down the wine glass and sent him out.

She wore a small dress tonight, delicate light makeup, and although her hair was short, it was also tied in a low bun.

Zhao Chenglin glanced at her and said with a smile: "Yes, she looks like a woman now." ”

Zhou Ying also smiled, but her eyes were slightly red when she smiled.

"What's the matter? It's a happy event that I'm about to get engaged. ”

Zhao Chenglin has been thinking about it for so many years, he is with the girl he likes, and Zhou Ying is also getting married.

Everyone seems to have a good home, and for a while, there are some indescribable feelings.

"Zhao Chenglin."

Zhou Ying suddenly had the audacity to call out his full name.

After returning from abroad and joining the Zhao family, she strictly abided by all the rules, and never called him by his name as she used to do when she was a student.

The smile in Zhao Chenglin's eyes slowly subtracted, he seemed to realize something, and subconsciously wanted to stop it.

But Zhou Ying has already opened her mouth: "I'm about to get engaged, and there are some things that I have always felt out of place, so I haven't said them, but if I don't say them now, I may have to bury them in my heart for the rest of my life, Zhao Chenglin...... Can you give me a chance to speak up, I just want to say it. ”

"Zhou Ying, since you feel that some words are out of place, then don't say it again."

After Zhao Chenglin finished speaking, he turned around and walked out.

Zhao Chenglin...... Do you know. ”

Zhou Ying's voice was very low and soft: "My parents are very affectionate, my brother and sister-in-law are sensible and filial, and they are all living very well and happily." ”

"So, the whole center of gravity of my world can revolve around you."

"You are the only motivation for me to live and work in Kyoto."

"You are also the most important being in my life."

"I seem to have lived for you all these years, although you don't know anything about it."

"I didn't expect anything, I didn't expect any response from you, I just didn't want to leave myself with regrets."

"Zhao Chenglin, you are a very important person to me, an irreplaceable important and unique."

"Even if I'm just an insignificant subordinate of yours."

Zhao Chenglin stopped at some point.

Zhou Ying's words can be heard sincerely.

Although he had no affection for her, he couldn't help but be faintly touched.

It's the most important and unique thing in a person's life.

Zhao Chenglin was even thinking at that moment that if he liked Zhou Ying, he would definitely be very happy.

"Zhou Ying, you are about to get engaged, you are a very smart woman, I believe that you can run your career and family well, you are my trusted subordinate, and also my classmate, friend, I sincerely hope you can be happy."

Zhao Chenglin turned around and looked at her: "You only say these words once, and I only listen to them once, in the future, no matter what, it will rot in your own heart." ”

"Over the years, in addition to friendship, classmates, and friendship between superiors and subordinates, do you have any ...... for me?"

"No, never, not even a moment, a second, not there, Zhou Ying, you be sober, don't mess up the rhythm of your own life for a man who doesn't love you."

Zhou Ying's tears fell, but she smiled and nodded vigorously: "I remember, Zhao Chenglin, I remember everything." ”

"I wish you happiness, Zhou Ying."

After Zhao Chenglin finished speaking, he didn't stay any longer, he turned around and strode away.

Zhou Ying stood in place, looking at his distant figure through the mist of tears.

She knew that she should let go of this obsession completely.

Zhao Chenglin drove back to his residence and changed into a motorcycle suit.

He took the keys to his motorcycle and went downstairs and raced all the way to the top of a hill in the suburbs.

The mountain wind was fierce, like a knife, abusing every inch of skin.

Zhao Chenglin arrived at the top of the mountain, took off his helmet, and lay on the saddle of the car with his back on his back, just looking at the starry sky above his head.

He didn't know how long he had been looking.

It's so long that it seems like the night is as deep as ink.

The hole in his heart can't be filled.

An unfulfilled childhood takes a lifetime to heal.

And he wasn't even sure if Xu Miao would love him until the day he died.

He's such an eccentric and unlikable man.

He didn't even know if he could be a good husband or father.

In his life, he can't pull Xu Miao to try and make mistakes.

But he was selfishly unwilling to let her go.

I want her to give him more and more love, love that never ends.

But she's still so young......

Maybe one day she will meet a man with a bright sun.

She will find that normal lovers and normal love are like this.

So why did she go for that medicine that healed others, instead of being cured by others.

Zhao Chenglin dialed Xu Miao's phone at three o'clock in the morning.

She should have slept very deeply, and the phone rang for a long time before she picked it up: "Brother Chenglin? Why are you calling me right now...... Is something wrong? ”

Xu Miao sat up, she was completely sleepy for a moment, she was a little nervous holding her mobile phone, but her heart was raised.

"Meow meow."

Zhao Chenglin had a lot of things he wanted to say, but after those words came to his mouth, they became an inexplicable sentence.

"Do you have a household register?"

"Hukou book? I have it, in my bedroom drawer. ”

"Do you have nine bucks, then?"

Xu Miao was confused, but still nodded: "Yes, what's wrong, Brother Chenglin?" ”

"Then you prepare these two things, wait for me, and I will look for you at dawn."

"Oh." After Xu Miao sighed, she suddenly realized something, and at that moment, she only felt that the back of her neck was numb: "Brother Chenglin......"

"There will be four hours before dawn, Xu Miao, you think clearly."

"Think about what?"

"In Myanmar, a girl who marries someone dies is her husband's, even the ashes, and there is no such thing as divorce."

Zhao Chenglin obviously told a big lie.

But what is more obvious is that the two of them, one lies with his eyes open, and the other believes the lie with his eyes open.

"But you're ten years older than me, and I'll outlive you."

"I can't care about what happens after I die, and when the time comes, if you, the old lady, are restless and want to remarry, I can't do anything, so I don't have to think about it."

"But why should I prepare nine dollars? If you want to get a certificate with me, don't you even want to pay nine yuan? ”

Xu Miao felt that she always had to twist it for a while, but the reason she found sounded naïve and ridiculous.

"Do you think it's easy to get a daughter-in-law? If you need to prepare a dowry and a bride price for marriage, you need to spend a lot of money, so save a little if you can. ”

"Oh......"

Xu Miao couldn't help but curl the corners of her lips: "Why did you suddenly get nervous at night?" ”