The glow of the fireplace burned away the winter cold.

The fire of the surging love tide of young men and women has also burned the last reason and retreat.

In the end, she still cried.

Maybe it's pain, maybe it's panic and uneasiness.

When he hugged her and kissed her softly, she asked him in a trembling voice: "Brother Zhao, we will be together for the rest of our lives, right?" ”

"Of course, we'll be together for the rest of our lives."

He kissed her drenched sideburns, holding back his lust and waiting for her to accept him.

She had tears in her eyes, but she smiled at him again: "Then I'm not afraid, Brother Zhao, Yuzu is not afraid of anything." ”

She hugged him tightly and greeted him, not only the clearest and cleanest heart of a girl, but also the most precious thing in a woman's life.

Unreserved, wholehearted delivery, willingly...... Regrets.

She was afraid of the cold, and she used to hate winter the most.

Later, because of that winter night, she briefly loved winter.

But in that short life after that, what she feared the most was winter in Kyoto.

The heavy snow is not over yet.

Zhao Lizheng told her that he was in love with a girl.

And just three days ago, when they saw each other for the last time, the elders were chatting and laughing in the room.

And upstairs in his study, they listened to the conversation and laughter downstairs, and secretly kissed and hugged in fear.

Three days.

Just three days.

Three days easily erased the nearly twenty years they had been together.

At that time, she was sitting in a warm pavilion in the Lufeng Mansion.

Mellow tea was cooking in the pavilion, and the snow outside the window was still blowing.

A few minutes ago, she was still pulling him to chatter happily.

Therefore, when Zhao Lizheng suddenly said that sentence, the smile on her face had not faded.

It's ridiculously hung like that.

Shaking and shaking, with the crimson blood on her cheeks, it slowly disappeared little by little.

There was silence in her ears, and she seemed to hear the sound of snow falling.

She stood up and walked to the window, where the cold wind blew in the snow and landed on her long eyelashes.

"Yuzu."

Zhao Lizheng called her name softly.

She stood still, with only a small, sad thought in her heart.

They have known each other for so many years, and they have kissed so many times.

They have ever done the most intimate thing between couples.

But she didn't realize that he had never said a word of love to her.

But now, he tells her that he is in love with a girl.

But she couldn't cry, she didn't have a single tear.

She just stood there, letting the cold wind blow through her body.

Zhao Lizheng pulled her over and closed the window.

She sat down quietly, her hands on her laps, the fire beating in front of her.

The snow on her eyelashes melted and turned into tears.

Zhao Lizheng slowly squatted down in front of her, he held her cold hand, slowly lowered his head, and buried his face in her palm, feeling distressed like a knife.

But I can only say one thing, Yuyu, I'm sorry.

But I'm sorry, but it's three words that hurt more than not loving you.

She looked at him through the mist of tears, he was still the same Zhao Lizheng, the person she had chased behind since she was a child.

Everything about him is closely related to her, she knows it well in her heart and engraved it in her heart.

She knew him even more than she knew herself.

So she didn't even struggle, she didn't even question a word.

The moment he spoke, she accepted it all so painfully and peacefully.

Maybe she will never forget it in her life, when he said the phrase 'I fell in love with a girl'.

How bright and sparkling the light in his eyes was.

It was something she had never seen before.

The light was because of some other good girl.

"I went to ask my uncle and aunt for guilt, it's me I'm sorry for you, it's me Zhao Lizheng...... Chaos begins and ends abandoned. ”

Abandon the chaos at the beginning.

She suddenly smiled.

She grabbed him by the sleeve and grabbed him as he stood up.

"Brother Zhao."

"Mom and Dad, what are they doing right now?"

"I'm probably discussing how to spend Christmas Eve together tonight, and my parents will go back to the south after Christmas."

"How were they talking when we came over?"

"It's so happy, my mom and your mom are laughing all the time."

"Don't make them sad and sad."

She clenched his sleeve a little: "Don't tell them, don't say anything." ”

"Yuzu!"

"I was willing to do it, and you didn't force me, you can divorce if you get married, and you can break up when you fall in love, not to mention ...... We haven't decided on a relationship yet. ”

She gently wiped away her tears and whispered to herself: "I just borrowed a copy from my classmates yesterday to read, and the green plums in it have not fallen from the sky, and finally became very bad and distorted, and I also said to my classmates, if this author knew me, he would not write like this......"

"Yuzu...... If you're sad, hit me, scold me, you can ...... anything."

Zhao Lizheng only felt a piercing pain, he grabbed her hand and hit him in the face, but the moment her fingertips swept his cheeks, she jerked her hand back.

"Grapefruit ......" Zhao Lizheng gently read her name, and in his eyes, there was pain, pity, deep self-blame and remorse.

"Brother Zhao."

She raised her hand, her cold fingertips brushing his eyebrows, and then down, gently touching his face.

"You know, every time I have a birthday since I was a child, the last wish I made was to hope that you would be safe and happy."

She lowered her hand and slowly took a step back: "This time, it's the same. ”

"Yuzu ......"

"I only have one request, everything between us, don't let the elders know, don't let them be sad because of me, because our affairs have hurt the relationship for so many years."

"But pomelo ......"

"If Uncle Zhao and they find out, they will only force you to marry me."

Zhao Lizheng suddenly fell silent.

She was right, if her parents knew that the two of them had secretly eaten the forbidden fruit, no matter what, the sky would have fallen and let him marry her.

He never thought of not marrying her, just as he never thought that Jiang Youhui would suddenly break into his life and change the fate of all of them.

His silence, like a rusty blunt knife, stabbed into her heart, and then slowly pulled out inch by inch.

She's really, really, in pain.

"Brother Zhao, just ...... Rotten death in the hearts of the two of us, okay? ”

……

That Christmas Eve, the Lufeng Mansion was lively almost all night.

The elders chatted and laughed together, and the juniors also had countless fun together.

She has been a very simple-minded and laughing child since she was a child, but that night, she felt that keeping a smile was probably another kind of torture.

Sister Iris, they joked about her and Zhao Lizheng from time to time.

As usual, they try not to show any flaws.