She could see the sadness and guilt in her uncle's eyes, which was really moving.

She knew very well that they really loved her.

If she and Zhao Lizheng fall in love and get married, they will also become her parents, how happy she should be.

It's just a pity that she still lacks some blessings after all.

After Uncle Zhao left, the family of four had a reunion dinner.

The house was specially arranged, and the younger brother worked hard to enliven the atmosphere, and she also tried her best to cooperate with him, talking and laughing.

pestering her mother to be coquettish, pestering her father to ask for red envelopes.

Mom and Dad gave her a very thick red envelope, which was so thick that her younger brother was jealous and yelled at her parents for partiality.

She lay in her mother's arms, looking at her brother and smiling.

In the end, she was still a little happy, but her mother was not in good health, and she didn't stay up until twelve o'clock, so her father accompanied her back to the room to rest.

The younger brother stopped laughing, and slowly sat next to her for a while before saying, "Sister, when I grow up a little more, I will protect you and I will raise you." ”

She gently touched her brother's head: "You are jealous of my parents giving me a big red envelope, and you still have to support me." ”

The younger brother stood up suddenly, took out all the red envelopes and stuffed them into her: "Sister, give it to you, I will earn money in the future, no matter how much, I will give it to you." ”

Her eyes were red.

"Sister, I will never talk to you again in the future."

"Okay."

She teased tears and nodded slightly.

"I'm sleepy, I'll go to sleep first, sister, you go to bed early."

The younger brother turned around and ran away without waiting for the words to be finished, and she actually saw it all.

The moment he turned around, tears began to fall.

She didn't want her family to be sad, and her family didn't want to cry in front of her and make her sad.

Such a heavy love nourishes her, but it also weighs her down.

She got up and went back to her room.

It was almost twelve o'clock when his phone called.

She stared at the name until her vision was blurred, and she didn't answer.

He didn't call the second one again, just sent her a text message.

"Yuzu, Happy New Year, Happy Forever."

She clasped her phone to her and burst out laughing.

People who start a new life and new feelings have already made great strides.

But these people, as if they have been forgotten forever, have been left where they are, this winter.

On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year.

She suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and her stomach ached.

Going to the bathroom, she saw a dark smear of blood on her panties.

Only then did I remember that her period had been postponed for almost a month.

Now it's time to come.

She regretted her stupidity, but perhaps it was because of the negative emotions that she ignored the physical problems.

Now, I can rest assured.

She took a shower and changed into clean underwear and sanitary pads.

But at night, the menstrual blood has not yet descended, and the pain in the lower abdomen is intermittent.

She thought it was because of her illness, which caused her menstrual period to be sluggish, so she asked her aunt to cook brown sugar water and pasted a warm baby herself.

But in the middle of the night, she still woke up in pain.

The pain seems to be different from the pain I had every time I had a period before.

She had a bad feeling in her heart.

The next day, under the pretext of going out to play with her classmates, she went to the pharmacy to buy test strips.

When the second line loomed, she leaned against the back of the bathroom door, and her legs instantly went limp.

At that time, she was not very old, maybe even if she was a little older, a girl who had just experienced personnel would instantly panic and be at a loss when she encountered such a change.

Her mind was blank, she didn't know what to do at all, and she only had one thought in her heart, she couldn't let her family know, and she couldn't let the elders of the Zhao family know.

How uncomfortable they must be, how heartache they must be.

She can only find Zhao Lizheng.

Confused, dialed Zhao Lizheng's number.

It's like trying to grab a piece of driftwood on a stormy night in the dark.

It took a long time for someone to answer from his side.

"Yuzu?"

His voice was a little surprised, and a little hoarse.

She heard some rustling sounds, like the rubbing of the bedding from the bed.

She subconsciously glanced at the time, it was nine o'clock in the morning.

In the muddy mind, he couldn't think of what it meant.

Until she heard a faint female voice: "Ah Zheng, who is it, calling so early." ”

"You sleep a little longer, I'll go out and pick it up."

He answered so naturally that he forgot to remove his phone.

It wasn't until the sound of hanging up in his ears that he woke up.

He looked at the hung up phone and was stunned for a moment.

wanted to hit him again, but Jiang You leaned over and hugged his waist: "Ah Zheng......"

He lowered his eyes to the hands that had encircled him.

The knuckles are slender, but not soft, and Jiang You's palm even has a thin layer of calluses.

Unlike her, the girl who was raised from gold and jade clothes and jade food since she was a child can't find the slightest flaw from head to toe.

The soft ones are like rich clotted cream, and the sweet ones are like cheese and agar in a bowl.

Without him, she is still the eldest lady of the Chen family, and she will come from having a good marriage and a good life.

But Jiang You is different.

He turned around slowly, Jiang You's face pressed against the pillow to look at him, and his black hair was scattered on the bed like a waterfall.

Her long hair is naturally black and thick, and Zhao Lizheng remembers some old photos in her home.

One was from when my mother was very young.

is also like this, waist-length long hair, light soft but firm eyebrows.

They're all the same, they're the best girls in the world.

She shouldn't have suffered all those trials and tribulations, and lived such a bad life.

So he will also pull Jiang You out of the mud just like his father saved his mother back then.

He leaned down, Jiang You smiled in her eyes, raised her arm to hook his neck, and the moment he leaned down, she took the initiative to raise her face and kiss him.

A piece of spring, gradually rich.

She pinched her phone and crouched in the icy cubicle of the public restroom.

With his face up, his eyes widened, looking at the mottled lamp overhead.

The white lampshade is a little yellowish, and there are a few moths in it, trapped in it and unable to fly.

She felt like one of them.

But those moths may still be able to get out one day.

But she knew she was trapped forever.

On the sixth day of junior high school, she told her parents that she wanted to go to her classmate's farm for two days to play, and school was about to start, and her homework would only be busier in the future, and she probably didn't even have time for weekends.

Naturally, her parents are unavoidable, and they hope that she will be really happy.

The classmate is a classmate who has known each other since childhood, and the family background is also good, the girl is very kind and gentle, and she was a student of Jian Tong, so her parents are very relieved.

When her classmates came to pick her up, her parents personally took her to the car.

She sat in the car and looked through the window at her parents snuggling together.

I couldn't help but feel moved, and I felt envious in my heart.