She has lost some weight, but she has also grown a little taller, the baby fat on her face has faded, her shoulders are straight and her waist is slender, and she is already a very beautiful big girl.

Xu He was relieved but sad, in fact, she knew very well that the matter between Zhao Lizheng and Jiang You was probably irreversible.

The twisted melon is not sweet, even if they can force Zhao Lizheng to break up with Yuyu, Yuzu may not be happy.

"You just have to go to school with peace of mind, don't worry about this, Auntie understands, it's just pomelo...... In the end, you are the only one who has been wronged. ”

Xu He really felt sorry for her.

In this matter, the most innocent, hurt and aggrieved from beginning to end is only Yuzu.

But no one could bear it for her.

Xu He held her hand and patted it gently: "Yuyu, Auntie has it in mind." ”

The next day she left for school, where several families came to see her off.

Zhao Lizheng did not come, and there was no news.

Her parents and brother stayed with her at school for a week and then returned to Kyoto.

That night, Zhao Lizheng sent her a message, saying that he was downstairs in her dormitory.

She sat in the dormitory for a while, then changed her clothes and went downstairs.

It's been a long time.

It seems to have been since the end of that winter, and now it is the height of summer.

She slowly walked out of the dormitory building and looked at him from afar, her heart still beating up.

For more than ten years, a person who has lived in your heart for more than ten years has almost fused with your flesh and blood, and how difficult and painful it should be to be separated.

He stood in the shadow of a tree in his white shirt, with sparks between his fingers.

The girl who passed by looked back at him from time to time, and under the dim and unknown light, his face was handsome but solemn, and the person who peeked only dared to look at it, so he hurriedly withdrew his gaze.

He also saw her and subconsciously puffed out his cigarette.

She descended the steps and walked up to him in the summer evening breeze.

"Yuzu, the previous birthday present, do you like it?"

He asked softly, but her heart hurt like a pinprick in her heart.

How could he still ask her if she liked it so calmly?

That gift was prepared by Jiang You.

The card in the gift box is obviously the girl's handwriting.

She looked at him, sad thinking.

In fact, there is no need to give her any more gifts, instead of stabbing her in the heart again and again, it is better to completely abandon her from his life.

"Brother Zhao, I like the gift very much, it's just that I don't lack anything, you don't have to send me any more things."

She didn't seem to have changed at all, and when she spoke, she smiled crookedly, which was harmlessly gentle and sweet.

"Of course I know you don't lack anything, Yuzu ......"

"Brother Zhao, you came to me, is there anything wrong?"

She interrupted him.

"Yuzu, my brother wants to thank you personally for what I said to my mother."

"Auntie hurts me very much, I just don't want to make Auntie sad."

"Yuzu, do you hate me?"

She was silent and did not speak.

The wind of the summer night blew over their heads, and it was warm in her heart.

But the snow that fell on my heart in winter did not melt at all.

How could she tell him, not hating him, not even resenting him.

It's just better to see each other than not to see each other.

"Anything else?"

"If there is nothing important, Brother Zhao, I will go back."

"Don't come here again."

After she finished speaking, she didn't look at him again, just turned around and left calmly.

"Grace ......"

In fact, since he was a child, he rarely called her big name, most often called her grapefruit, sometimes teased her, would call her Xiaoyuzi, and made her angry and crying, so he coaxed her one sister at a time.

"If you don't have a good life and are not happy, my brother will be ...... in this life will have a troubled conscience, and it is impossible to be truly happy. ”

She wanted to laugh, but she couldn't.

A heart is like soaking in Coptis water, bitter, bitter.

"Zhien, in this life, I can't live up to you and let you down, but no matter what, you will always be the most important and beloved sister in my heart, I hope you are ......"

"Can you stop saying that?"

"Can you ...... Say no more! ”

She turned around suddenly, trembling violently, tears raining down.

"Zhi'en......" There was clear pain and pity in his eyes.

Should she be grateful to Dade?

Look at those scumbags, it is natural to split their legs, or for the sake of the third lover, they can't wait for their girlfriend and wife to die and disappear.

But he's in love, but he's still thinking about how the girl who doesn't even count as an ex-girlfriend is doing well?

She knew that maybe he was sincere in what he said, guilty, self-blame, tortured by conscience, and hoped that she would be happy, all sincere, true.

However, these only remind me over and over again of the desolate past like a dream.

"Don't say that again, okay?"

As if she had lost her strength, she took a step back in a daze: "Brother Zhao, if you really love me as a sister, leave me a way to live." ”

Zhao Lizheng watched her turn around and leave.

She walked very slowly, and even staggered a little, and when she reached the entrance of the dormitory, she stood for a while, holding on to the door frame, as if she would fall to the ground limply in the next second.

But she still managed to move forward.

Until her figure disappeared, the magnolia above his head was blown off by the night wind and a few petals fell slowly in front of his eyes.

He watched the petals fall to the ground, and there seemed to be a small, small sound of something shattering in his ears.

Then, it was quiet, quiet.

……

During the years they were in college, they hardly saw each other again.

But every year on her birthday, she still receives his blessing text messages at 0:00 on time.

In the first year of college, after Zhao Lizheng came to see her, she took antidepressant medicine for almost a year.

She asked Fu Donghui to prescribe those medicines for her and sent them to the school.

After she made this request, Fu Donghui made a special trip to her school.

He had classmates in the city, and he arranged for her the best and most professional doctors.

The result of the examination was moderate depression, and it was necessary to take medicine to recuperate.

Fu Donghuo is a doctor, her emotions are often not exposed, she has known him since she was a child, and for so many years, she has seen him move twice.

Once after her miscarriage surgery, and once after the test results came out.

She was very indifferent, and even comforted him: "I take the medicine on time and in the right amount, and it will get better, Uncle Fu...... I still want to trouble you, don't let my parents know. ”

Her emotions only fluctuate when she mentions her parents.

Fu Donghuo looked at her, but he couldn't say a word of blame.

After a long time, he agreed.

He asked his classmates abroad to send back the most advanced new drugs with the least harm to the human body, and sent them to her school on time every month.