He actually sensed that something was wrong, but he didn't want to believe it.

You see, he's always like this, always refusing to believe in some bad things, to face those bad things.

My father must have left at night, not long after my mother's birthday.

Perhaps with foreknowledge, he washed himself, changed into a clean white shirt, and wore a tie and cufflinks that his mother had given him.

The face is serene, as if asleep.

In just two years, he lost his mother and father.

But life is like this, just like a white horse passing through a gap.

After his father's funeral, he took the puppet she carved to Puji Temple.

He reverently bowed from the foot of the mountain to the temple, prostrating step by step.

He wanted to pray for them in the next life, for her to have a full and happy life, and for her parents to be loving and to stay together.

The monk who changed his name for divination has long since passed away, and now the host is his most proud disciple.

I still know him and remember him.

When he knelt in front of the Buddha and prayed for them, the monk just looked at him and let out a long sigh.

When he was forty years old, he became addicted to a certain drug.

Even Fu Donghuo verbally ordered him not to touch it again.

Uncle was already old at that time and became a grandfather.

He was about to hit him with a cane, and his body was so badly damaged that he couldn't dodge anymore.

But the uncle was still reluctant to hit him in the end, he just had red eyes and kept sighing: "Why do you bother, why bother, Li Zheng." ”

It's a hallucinogen, and people have a fantasy after the injection, and in that fantasy, your regrets, your desires, can come true.

It's just that, after so many years, he hasn't once been fulfilled in that fantasy.

His obsession was to go back to the moment when she called him.

He wants to be the first to go to her and the child in his fantasy.

But there's always something missing.

It's always a mistake, and once again it's missed.

Until the last time.

When her phone called.

Without Jiang You, she didn't hang up.

She sobbed on the phone and whispered to her brother: "Brother, I'm scared, I seem to be pregnant...... Brother, what should I do now......"

"Where are you, Zhien, I'll go over now."

She choked up and said where she was.

He didn't dare to hang up the phone, and rushed to her side as fast as he could.

In the hallucinogen-fueled fantasy, he finally got his wish and finally found her and the child.

Finally, when she was most helpless and scared, he held her in his arms.

When he finally left, he even had a smile on the corner of his mouth and eyes.

He held the doll she had carved, held it tightly in his palm, and held it close to his heart.

When the family found out, his body was already cold.

But it doesn't matter, he's going to see his sister.

He obeyed his mother's last wish, sent his father away, and supported the Zhao family.

Now that the Zhao family has an uncle and two cousins, he has nothing to worry about.

So, he was finally able to go to her.

Many years later, when she traveled to Paris, she and her husband accidentally passed by a Hong lamp district.

There are scantily clad street girls everywhere on the roadside.

As she passed by a shop, she happened to meet a skinny Oriental woman with a headscarf and a skeleton.

She smoked a low-quality cigarette mixed with marijuana, and the wind blew through her messy gray hair, revealing a face mixed with wrinkles and acne.

It makes people feel familiar.

The woman was about to cross the street smoking a cigarette when the kite tried to shout, "Jiang You." ”

The woman's steps paused suddenly, but she didn't look back, and the next moment she walked forward quickly, until she came to the opposite side of an Indian-looking man in a jacket and a beard, who grabbed her in his arms and held her in his arms, regardless of the casual lightness on the side of the road.

The kite stood there, in a trance.

A woman like Jiang You, she originally thought that she wouldn't have a bad life no matter what.

After all, she's so scheming.

But she never imagined that she would fall to such a point.

She is very good at dancing, and she has a good diploma, even if Zhao Lizheng ruined all her future back then...... But he only drove her out of Kyoto, and he didn't retaliate against her.

She couldn't figure it out, but what did it have to do with her.

Everyone has their own destiny, maybe this is the retribution of the world.

The kite didn't look any further, and her husband came over with a hot drink, took her by the hand, and left.

One year and another, and so it passed.

Those who left, never to return.

……

"Brother Li Zheng, Brother Li Zheng...... How are you hiding here alone? Everybody's looking for you! ”

A handful of cool water splashed in his face, and he sat up suddenly, and the huge lotus leaf covering his face fell to the side.

Cool droplets of water slid down his neck, instantly fading away all the heat.

The sun was shining to the extreme, and the two beautiful and cute little faces of the dragon and phoenix fetus were reflected in front of him.

He lost his mind for a moment, but was soon pulled down from the boat by Twilight Chao's left and right arms pulled from the boat: "Hurry up, Brother Li Zheng, Sister Yuzu's cake is ready to be launched, if we don't go, we will miss the most important part!" ”

He was dragged by the two children in a daze, got off the boat, and walked towards the main building of the Chen family.

He was familiar with every grass and tree.

Just as Yuzu is familiar with the Lufeng Mansion, he knows almost everything about the Chen family.

Including this small pond in the shape of a half-moon, including these awning boats, including the three small buildings in the house.

There is even a clump of phoenix tail bamboo planted in the open space in front of the main building, and when he was a child, he also broke the bamboo branch as a horse to ride.

But he clearly remembered that in the year she left, this clump of bamboo withered inexplicably.

Later, Uncle Chen, they thought of many ways, but there was no way to resurrect them, so they could only clear them.

But now, that clump of green bamboo is lush and extraordinarily vibrant.

As he walked past, he could still hear the rustle of the wind blowing through the bamboo leaves.

He felt as if he was trapped in a dream, and all of this was really unreal to the extreme.

When he reached the bottom of the steps, he suddenly reached out and grabbed Chaochao.

Chao Chao didn't come back to his senses, but Zhao Lizheng held Chao Chao's face.

Twilight's eyes widened little by little, what, what the hell?

What are the two older brothers doing?

She didn't understand, but she was shocked!

Chao Chao was stunned and let Zhao Lizheng rub him flat and round, and after a while, he said: "Li, Brother Li Zheng...... Have you touched enough? ”

Zhao Lizheng suddenly gasped.

The touch of the palm just now was warm and real, and the sun fell on him, which was also warm.

The figure of the three of them is at the foot, a small lump.

He looked at Chaochao, and suddenly pinched him in the face again.

Chao Chao yelled in pain: "Brother Li Zheng, what are you doing!" ”