Pastoral Confessions of a Family (1)

My name is Tianyuan, and I have ten fields in my mouth

Hanyuan's garden, I like my name very much,

I love my family and my neighbors

I like my teachers and classmates very much.

Anyway, I like it very much, I like this very much, and I give birth to it

Life gives me joy as well as pain

The world, everything in the world, me

Once familiar and strange, I am equally familiar now

It's strange and strange. Did you know? I've been a child

It's just one that seems to be living happily and carefree

Child, but why everything is everything

Isn't it as good as I imagined? Five

Late one night that year, I, my mother and

The five brothers were all lying in bed and asleep, and suddenly

The quilt was taken away, and I woke up and earned

When I opened my eyes, I saw my drunk father grabbing it with one hand

Mom's long hair pulled Mom up hard

, one hand slapped vigorously on the mother's face,

My mother cried and shouted in pain: "It's a big night,

What are you going crazy about?" he said, squeezing hard with his hands

Hold yourself and be caught and tear your head apart

The hair, Dad listened to it and was not soft-hearted, sound

Si Li said exhaustively: "Stinky, you don't want it."

I still have a face, don't always do those that don't give

My face, otherwise you look good",

After speaking, he shook off his mother heavily and continued

"Get out of here", he said

I got out of bed in the dark, and there were a lot of curses

As people leave, they also drift away. Mom

Hurriedly got out of bed and picked up the frightened one

My fifth brother and I went to the third sister's room to sleep in the dark

。 As soon as he lay down, his expression was undecided, and his father was silent

The ground appeared and took the quilt away from us

I panicked and hugged my mother even more

Tight. Thankfully, Dad didn't have anything more

Let's go. I didn't know if I was freezing and sleeping that night

No, my heart is still so cold that I can't sleep, hug

The mother who has not slept all night listens to the five brothers

Even the sound of deep sleep also did not sleep all night. from now on

I'm all watching and wary of Dad. My dad

Dad has made me admire since I was a child, and I like her to be tall

A big, straight body can protect me, but

I thought our family was holding up a piece of the sky. I always do

Staring at him, he doesn't care if he is carrying heavy loads or not

It's a drunken body that is always straight, so

I envy him and want to be such a top

Heaven and earth people. I often think, my dad

Won't your body bend over, of course?

No, it's still that drunk so badly

Standing tall in the sky. So I trusted my dad

Dad, both now and in the future, will always be

Then stand up to the sky. But my dad flat

Shi is really a person who is as quiet as the deep sea, none

No matter what others say, no matter how much they scold him, he will keep it

His stillness. The villagers often talk about him

Do things slowly, and can't keep up with the rhythm

, he just does things quietly, quietly

Listen; Mom often nagged her to be dull and unknowing

Fun, it's a fake honest man, he's just Shen

Do things quietly, listen quietly; brothers

Friends said he was drunk and off to good times

Don't tell him, persuade him to drink less, scold less, and less

Causing trouble, he just does things quietly, quietly

Listen...... yes, that's my dad

kind of person, but I always can't see through him, always

It's scared of him. From the first time I was impressed

The events began, and my people and hearts were like mothers

It's all the same thing that has changed with my father

Down, down and down, and then down and down

The cycle goes on and on, and I feel like I'm endless

Flee. My mother once took me and my fifth brother to the sheep

Hiding in the pigsty, he also took me and my fifth brother

I went to my uncle's or other relative's house to sleep peacefully

Take me and my fifth brother to the cave to find clean

…… Everything is because of drunkenness

The post-demon father wants to cut his mother to pieces

。 I've also thought about why I'm drunk

Dad will hate Mom so much, Mom will be in the end

Something was done wrong. Of course in my heart, Mom

Mom is so good, there's nothing wrong with her, even if it's okay

There's nothing wrong with that, and it's not going to be tortured like that.

That day, I saw someone who had always been well-behaved and sensible

The third sister abandoned school and fled, and then dropped out of school. I

began to sigh at the third sister. I remember it vividly

That time, my third sister and I were drunk in our father

When I slept, I was rummaging through the board on the opposite partition

of the bag, suddenly carelessly divider heavily on the ground

fell to the ground, and my third sister and I gradually pressed in with my father

fled to the neighbor Jiang's house, us

Hide in the Jiang family's room together. Daddy's scolding

The sound of sound and footsteps is getting closer and closer to our hearts

also jumped faster and faster, and finally, Dad returned

It was to walk into the room where we were hiding and lift the curtains of the bed

I saw us sitting on the bed. can

It was to my surprise and delight: Dad was

Only dragged the third sister away, leaving me alone

on the bed. Surprised why not take me one

Pick up and drag it away, obviously I knocked down the plank

It's all my fault; Rejoice, I don't

By being punished, Daddy doesn't know that he made a mistake

I am the one who is the one who is the sister. Shocked again

I was afraid that I couldn't calm down in bed for a long time

I sat down for a long time before I got out of bed and walked out of the room

, walked out of the Jiang family, and cautiously came to Neng

Clearly see the hidden corners of the door, see

The thread looked straight at the stone pillar tied to the door in front of the door

's third sister, and the heartbroken non-stop three

Sister slaps the madman. I've been watching it for a long time,

only to realize that the mother came to save the third sister. I fly

Quickly run to the cornfield not long away from home to find his mother

Mom, tell the plot one by one, Mom listens, I just look forward to it

Mom went home to save the third sister, but Mom

Mom said calmly: "Your third sister used to be

Doing something wrong, stealing oil from your uncle's house,

Your dad was very bullied at the time, so

When drunk saw her, he took advantage of the topic to play. The third sister didn't

Anyway, if my mother goes, the trouble will be even greater

Let's pick the corn first, it's dark

Go back again", hearing this, I couldn't

retorted, and even followed his mother with relief

After the blind work. But is there really peace of mind?

? I'm still too young to be sensible, right?

Or is it heartless? At dusk, I and

When my mother and fifth brother came home, the house was very quiet

, only I saw that it was still tied to the stone pillar

The third sister's eyes are red and swollen, and her face is full of tears

The face is red and swollen. Wait for Mom to put down the heavy back basket

, we just walked to the third sister and tied up the three

Sister's rope is untied. The third sister saw us one

The face was calm, and I didn't dare to look into her eyes,

I'm afraid she will resent me and hate me. But my third sister is one

Naoto has been very nice to me, and since then too

Never let go of the care of me, never

It made me feel uneasy and heartbroken for a moment. yes

, my third sister is the best sister in the world,

I'm not a good sister, but I really feel it

Well, thank you, the biggest bad guy in the world

I really want to meet the best people in the world

I am very lucky and lucky, I hope you can in the future

Peace, health, happiness and happiness. Second Brother High School

I wasn't surprised to drop out of school, because my family was educated

With a scarcity of money, it's strange to be able to go to school for so long

traces, not to mention that the second brother has seen too many dad folds

Grinding the picture of the mother, if he is there, it will be one

will definitely stand up and block, fight with Dad, and help

Help mom escape. So things developed to one

No one can stand the fixed situation, and there will be no more

Hold on and hold on, and return when it's time to fight back

Hit. But we're just kids after all, no

To understand the original reason, judge only from the surface

Break the essence, and in the end it will end without a disease,

I didn't succeed in a lifetime, and I became the one I always hated

Devil. I actually felt a little bit about my mother's disappearance

Extrication. The eldest brother and sister-in-law have just given birth to a daughter for less than a year

It's understandable that I resolutely chose to split up

, because Dad did face to face many times when he was drunk

Scolding the sister-in-law's dowry and wealth, not insulting

Sister-in-law, sometimes rises to the sister-in-law's maiden home

, not only that, but also scolded the sister-in-law for being a daughter-in-law

laziness and so on, especially after the sister-in-law gives birth to a child

It's even more fierce, my sister-in-law is a strong person, in

Dad retorted when he was sober, and Dad only

It's silence, and I really listen to it every time I watch it

I think Dad is really two-faced, and Dad

Dad doesn't insult people even if he's drunk, but every time

From morning to night, and from night to morning, he had a loud voice

The son talks to himself, really disturbing people all the time

It's quiet, it's sleepless at night, and that's it

He was helpless, and adults couldn't sleep

, of course, also affects the child's sleep, so

It is indeed a miracle that my sister-in-law can endure it for so long

, the separation can be regarded as her relief, not too much

It is indeed difficult to live at home, may I

The eldest brother and sister-in-law can enjoy the purity at the same time

Can you overcome the difficulties of living alone...... I

I really know that I really can't do that in the future

I'm a little adult.

But I don't really know how I'm going to develop

It's good for yourself and for others, but no

relationship, growth, what is this pain?

If you don't stand up now, you will be able to stand up later

There are even fewer opportunities. Grow up, I love

Grow up, may I not hurt others or myself in the future

, although it is difficult and difficult, you still have to work hard

Do it; Idyllic, I am pastoral, wish

I'm in the future even if the blooming time is very short

To be delicate and beautiful, generous and elegant, although very

It's hard, but you still have to do it with your heart!