I, Tian Sen, am the second brother of the countryside. idyllic

It's my most precious fourth sister, when she was a child

Lively and cute, but after too many families and

Life changes, and when I grow up, I become deep and gloomy

, the more I can't understand it, and the more I can't understand it, the more I can't understand it

Distressed.

For a few of us older siblings

Sister's departure, I think she is actually some

Hate it, for we are gone, and she will

You have to learn to grow up overnight and be brave enough to face home

in everything. But we don't hate

What about yourself? But we're not like that

Was she forced to grow up? So actually, all

It's the same, except that we're going to be faster than her

Towards society, society is actually more disabled than home

Cool, more unbearable, but social

It allows me to escape from my family for a while and not think about it

Those helplessness, don't think about the pain, so

It took me two years to come home, and then I was in a hurry

Married, after getting married, my wife is also like a sister-in-law

I can't stand Dad's crazy words and deeds

Stop, so after giving birth to a child, she strongly requested

I set up a separate house, so I used about half of it

years to ask someone to help build a new house, a house to build

Well, after the renovation, the house was separated. When building a house

, Pastoral every day during the weekends of junior high school school

Help carry the sand and carry the cement, and the sand is all back

The basket is full, and the cement is also a big bag

A big bag, others will be divided into two halves,

And she didn't distinguish directly, and she was sweating profusely

Still running hard, I often told her to stop

Rest for a while and then do it, she always says no, no

Tired, stop for a long time and work harder, so

With never stopping, many people praise her for being so diligent

Hercules, she just smiled and said nothing, again

Keep dry. I, as an older brother, saw her

The way I worked like this was happy and sour

, happy to feel that his sister really

Growing up, it was my sister who was sour

It's too hard, so you'll be tired to death

Target. But luckily my sister is only on the weekend

Help with the work, day after day, year after year

If you do it like this, your body will really be exhausted,

Many people are worried that she will hurt her muscles by doing this

bones, will be hunched early, indeed in a few years

I saw her hunchbacked, and she helped others

Busy is to do your best and never keep it

。 I feel like I'm not as good as her when I see it, but

Is my sister really going to fight that hard? Good

It's like I'm afraid I'm going to the end.

Later, by chance, I caught a glimpse of her

That thick black notebook, it was written

With a ten-yuan heart, it records her size

Small thoughts, with a thick layer in between

There is writing, jump directly to the back and write it backwards, on

A small part of the noodles is about the rivers and lakes, its

The rest is my own study life, no

There is something painful and sad handwriting. Let's be honest

, it would be stranger to write like this, but neither do I

Know what's weird. But I really should

I care about her feelings about the rivers and lakes, okay

Okay, how would you write about a man

As for the matter, although the surname of the Tao is not specified, but

According to that description, who will it be if it is not the rivers and lakes.

So I began to try the things of the rivers and lakes

probed her, directly scared her to death,

Then you have to stop it, so you use Jiang

Lake got married to get her hearted. She didn't do

The person who is obsessed with something that has no result is very

Soon it will return to normal, only deeper

It's gloomy, I still can't read it. Let me celebrate

Fortunately, she is proud of her academic performance

Well, never let us remind you to worry, no

After this kind of learning obsession, I am very obsessed

Xing but worried, still the same sentence, afraid of himself

The ruthlessness and madness that is coming to an end.

Later, the family broke up, and I had to work hard to run myself

family, and rarely pay attention to her state

, only occasionally ask her about her studies

, she said it was okay, normal. I can only do that

Encourage her a little and let her calm down

, she said she understood, everything was understood, but there was gas

Weak, careless, subject to too much outside world

interference, may never stand up again. I

Helpless, tell her that she is young, what

Like you're dying of old age? She said it

Her heart died a long, long time ago

, so many years alive in fact and the walking dead

There is no difference, look at other people's lives

Tired, like my own life, I am

It's helplessness.

Later, she really had an accident because of saving people

I hitched myself up, I don't know if it should be for her

Pride is still sad for her, and then she is happy

I asked about the violence of cheating on her about getting married

Angry, then missing, and then stupid

Son, I really feel sorry for her

, I feel that I have indeed committed a big and very big crime

Wrong, but I still have to do it again, I can't let it

She and Jianghu, the half-brother

Incest, that's absolutely wrong, absolutely wrong

Wrong. So I told my mother personally

told the secret to the rivers and lakes and asked him to be a good parent

Brother does his duty, take care of his sister. They go

Later, although I believe in the rivers and lakes as people, but also

It's unconsciously worried. Later, the fourth sister sobered up

Then he contacted me and asked me to pick her up in Beijing

, but Jianghu insisted on sending her back,

Said that there was no need for me to go to Beijing, but City A

Just pick up from the airport. The third sister heard that the fourth sister was going back

came, immediately rushed from home in other provinces to accompany the fourth sister

, it just so happened that the third sister had just arrived in City A that day, me

I went to the station to pick her up first, and then we went to the plane together

Pick up the four sisters. After receiving the fourth sister, I didn't

When I saw the rivers and lakes, I asked casually, fourth sister

said that Jianghu was busy with work, and she insisted that he go to work

I can come back by myself. I whispered

The voice was clear, but the rest of the eyes glimpsed not far away

In the corner, he wore a black hat and was dressed in black

The trousers are turning away from the figure.

After the fourth sister came back, she has been devoted to the life of the mountain village

Live, never slack off. I thought she would follow

Time is slowly getting better, but she is from above

fell off the cliff and died. Me and pro

Friends searched for a day and a night before finding her body

body, such a horrible corpse.

I didn't cry right away when I saw it, just

My heart hurts, it hurts fiercely. My dear sister

Sister, life is already so hard,

It's still so hard to die, brother, right

I didn't protect you. But die

Then you will be relieved, and you don't have to work so hard anymore

It's bitter, if you can, my brother doesn't have to bear it

I'm so tired, and my brother wants to be so early

and depart from the world and go to Elysium.

My sister, I hope you go peacefully

I hope you won't have that in the next life

It's hard. My brother is not a good brother,

But my brother really wants to be nice to you

, want you to live well, so the next life

You must be happy, you must grow well

Big, to live a long time, full of children and grandchildren

Don, you have to really realize yourself

dreams, to grasp their own life,

Create your own future. Brother though

I don't have much power, but I'll take your share with me

Keep alive, and I know you want me

Those of you who love you and the people you love

To be able to live well.

Goodbye, my sister, brother Yong

Love you from afar!