Chapter 37: I Want to Die
"I'm sorry......" she apologized blankly, wiping away the tears from her face, and even wiping a face red.
She didn't dare to touch him, let alone touch him.
Stretching out her fingers and clenching them, she finally put her hand carefully on his face.
"I don't regret marrying you, no matter how cruel you are to me," she put her finger to his cheek, and found her eyes hazy again, and she quickly turned her face away, as if something had fallen in her eyes again.
"I don't regret it, I really don't regret it," she shook her head, "but, you know what? Her voice added sadness, "I don't regret it, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day, I will no longer love you, here, there will be no more of you," her hand was on her chest, in fact, I was already forgetting what it was like to love you in the first place.
She sniffed her nose, choked in her throat, withdrew her hand, and she retracted to the other corner of the bed, and this was her whole world, her lonely world.
And she didn't know that Chu Lu had already opened her eyes, but she was half-squinting thoughtfully, and her thin lips were raised.
His hand suddenly rested on his face, and he didn't know what he was thinking, and then his eyes narrowed slightly, even in the dark, it was cold and fierce that could not be hidden, and once again he wiped his face vigorously, as if there were bacteria there that could not be erased.
In the darkness, the man's face slipped through some faint light, and in the half-light and half-darkness, the thoughts in his eyes flashed.
Xia Ruoxin held a rag in her hand, half of her body was hanging outside, she glanced out, the two-story villa, although it was not too high, but, looking from here, she just felt a slight dizziness on her head, and hurriedly grabbed the window with her hand, and carefully twisted her body again.
Suddenly, she stopped what she was doing, and looked down again, her clear eyes became a little hazy at this time, if she fell like this, would she die, would she be free, she had never been a coward, otherwise, in the years of the Xia family, she could have died hundreds of times,
It's just that now she really wants to try, if she dies, then will anyone make her cry, or... Sneer.
"What are you doing?" The sudden male voice roared. Xia Ruoxin hurriedly grabbed the window, almost letting her body fall, and then there was a strong force, which could break her bones.
"What do you want to do? Want to die? Chu Lu said angrily, there seemed to be a red light in his black eyes, I don't know if it was Danxin, what else?
"Didn't you see it, I'm cleaning the windows," Xia Ruoxin just raised his eyes lightly, he seemed to want to eat her, but she didn't believe it, he was worried about her now.
"Who the hell told you to do this?" The man no longer had the demeanor of the past, only a face with great anger, as if he was going to eat her.
"Did you forget, was that you?" She looked at his hand on her shoulder, her voice mocking, and her voice sarcastic.
Chu Lu's fingers loosened, and Luo Sha, who was standing next to her, shrank her body, in fact, she really wanted Xia Ruoxin to fall just now.