For the first time, she wanted to die alone, she wanted Xia Ruoxin to die, and she also wanted that child to die.

In her current life, she does not allow anyone to destroy it, and no one alone can destroy her happiness.

Xia Ruoxin: Is it?

She wouldn't let her have a chance to meet Chu Lu, absolutely not.

She clenched her hand hard, and a grim smile slowly appeared on her face.

Xia Ruoxin ran back to the house she rented, and then leaned against the door weakly and slowly slid down, her body was covered with rain, drenching her clothes and icing her heart.

She gasped for breath, and then changed her clothes like a machine, but a pair of trembling hands could not warm up no matter how much she cared for.

She shuddered and took out her few savings from the cupboard, only a little narrow, it was impossible to match the astronomical amount.

She held the money tightly in her hand, turned and ran out, and in this hut, there was no longer the warmth of the past, and there was also a cold despair and silence.

The rain outside was falling from time to time, constantly hitting the clean glass window, splashing and rippling.

Xia Ruoxin returned to the hospital, the smell of disinfectant water made her head hurt violently, she clenched her hand, trying to make herself sober, otherwise, she was afraid that she would really collapse, the toll office, she handed over all the money, but it was still not enough, not enough, and even, it was still very far away.

Walking to her daughter's ward, Xiaoyudian didn't know when she had woken up, she sat alone on the bed that was too big for her, her little head was lowered, and the nurse around her kept talking about something, but the child never responded.

"Light raindrops......" Xia Ruoxin's slightly hoarse voice sounded.

Xiao Yudi suddenly raised her head, with two tear stains on her small face, and tears like teardrops on her long eyelashes.

"Mom......" She stretched out her two little hands, wanting Xia Ruoxin to hug, she woke up here alone, without her doll, without her mother, she kept crying, crying, but still without her mother.

Xia Ruoxin hurriedly hugged her daughter's small body, it was she who was not good, it was she who left her daughters here one by one, it was she who didn't take good care of her, so that she had such a serious illness at a young age.

It's also that she is not good, and she is not even unable to pay her daughter's medical bills.

"Mom, Xiaoyudi will be very well-behaved in the future, Mom, don't want Xiaoyudi, okay? Xiaoyudi doesn't want anything, no new clothes, no new shoes, and no dolls, Xiaoyudi only needs to be a mother, Mom, don't leave Xiaoyudi......" The little child's crying shoulders kept shaking, very pitiful.

And Xia Ruo hugged her daughter tightly, and there was a sadness in her heart that could no longer be stopped.

She picked up her daughter's little face, which looked so much like her, she stretched out her fingers and carefully wiped the tears from her daughter's face, and then gently pinched her little face that seemed to be able to pinch out the water.

"How can mom not want Xiao Yudian, Xiao Yudian is Mom's baby, you see, Mom just helped Xiao Yudian take this," she took out Xiao Yudian's favorite doll from her arms.