Chapter 297: So Be It
"Yes," Xia Ruoxin smiled slightly, and gently clenched her daughter's little fingers with her own hand, "When Xiaoyudi grows up, she will be the same as her mother." ”
"So, will the little raindrops drift like their mothers?" Her eyes were crooked, and she was going to drift like her mother.
Xia Ruoxin twisted her daughter's little nose tightly, "Little guy, aren't you beautiful now?" You see, in the whole hospital, which child is like you, who has taken away the souls of these uncles, aunts, brothers and sisters. ”
"Mom, it hurts, you're such a fierce mother," Xiao Yudian pursed her little mouth, but she likes it so much.
"Mom, Xiaoyudi wants to listen to the story, I want to listen to the story of Snow White," she lay down quietly, pillowed on her mother's lap, and there were still drips on her little hands, not daring to move.
Xia Ruoxin gently patted her daughter's little body and began to tell, in fact, she doesn't know how many times she has told fairy tales, her daughter is very strange, what she likes will always be to the end, and what she doesn't like will always be hated to the end.
It's like she never gets tired of listening to that fairy tale and the doll she loves the most.
At this time, no one knew that when Chu Lu put down the phone in his hand, he felt that his body was slightly weak, until, an extremely warm and soft body was pasted behind him, and he instinctively clenched the woman's hand on his waist.
"Ril, do you think our children are boys or girls?" Li Manni said sweetly, she had already heard the call, heh, finally that wild seed could die, and it was impossible for Xia Ruoxin to survive.
In the future, she wants to see who can still rob Chu Lu with her, rob his husband, Chu Lu is hers, it will always be hers, and only she can get such a perfect Yan, even if he doesn't love her as much as he imagined.
However, they will be couples who live together and will live together for the rest of their lives.
"It's all right, boys and girls are fine," Chu Lu turned around, hugged Li Manni's body on his lap, and then reached out and put his hand on her lower abdomen, there was a child here, a child of his own.
It's just that, for some reason, he still doesn't have that sense of realism.
"Li, I'm really happy, because I have you and children with me," Li Manni's lips were smiling with happiness, even in her sleep.
But Chu Lu was silent, she was happy, and he, was he happy?
Unwilling to think about it, he hugged the woman in his arms tightly and told himself that he was already a husband and a father, that he had a successful career, that he called for wind and rain, that he had a beloved wife or an unborn child.
What else is he not satisfied with, and what is not satisfied.
He rested his chin on Li Manni's head.
The hand was still on her lower abdomen, caressing it gently.
Boy or girl.
In fact, he wants a girl, a little girl like that child, who will grow very beautiful, with big eyes, long eyelashes, a small red mouth, will call him dad, will let him hug, will be his little princess.
It's just that tomorrow's surgery is canceled, and the child may have to wait for the condition to recur and worsen.
And then leave this world.
His heart was extremely uncomfortable, a little heavy, and a little suffocating, he didn't want this, but, it had to be like this, he let go of Li Manni, patted her face, and said, "I'll go get some things, sit down by myself, don't run around," Now all the people in the Chu and Li families have regarded her as a baby, and sometimes, as long as she takes one more step, it will make them worry for a long time, because, the doctor said that the child in her belly is not very stable at present, and it needs special attention, especially in the first three months.
Li Manni nodded, she sat down, her eyes always stopped on the back of the person going out, but the corners of her lips that had been raised fell slightly, and her whole face also revealed a very strong displeasure.
He's out, he's going out to see the woman and the child, isn't he?
She stood up, walked by the window, and gently opened the curtains, and sure enough, Chu Lu got into the car, and then the car started, and soon disappeared from her sight.
She lowered the curtains, sat down on the couch again, looked up, and stared at the watch hanging on the wall, waiting for the minutes and seconds to pass, waiting for the hour hand to be exchanged.
Chu Lu drove very fast, he wanted to meet the child, maybe it was the last time, but he didn't know what he would do even if he did, he could have saved her, but in the end he still chose not to save her.
He could explain it to her, and she could understand it at such a young age.
The car creaked to a halt and leaned against the side of the road, he took out the cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and inhaled it vigorously, as if this was the only way to calm his extremely uneasy heart, at this time, his fingers holding the cigarette seemed to tremble slightly, and the smoke he spit out quickly blurred his eyes.
The mobile phone in the car rang at this time, and he didn't want to answer it, but the kind of music was unwilling to stop for a while, and it still kept shaking his eardrums, like urging him to die.
He finally took out his mobile phone, and when he saw the phone code on it, his heart was on both sides, at this time, he was at home, Li Manni.
Unable to refuse, he put the phone to his ear and said in a low voice, containing too much depression.
"Ritsu, I'm not feeling well, can you come back for a while?" Li Manni's almost crying voice came from the phone, and Chu Lu hurriedly put his face on the phone, and started the car with one hand.
I'll be back soon, Manni, don't be afraid, soon.
He threw away the phone, and there was an intersection in front of him.
To the left, it was the child he could save but couldn't, and to the right, his wife, who was pregnant at this time, his lips were pursed very tightly, and the hand on the steering wheel was clenched hard, and the knuckles of his fingers were vaguely white.
He turned the car to the right, and he still chose his wife, as for that child, no matter how much he likes it, it is like he met the little bride, but it can't be Yixuan, so nothing can be redone by Li Manni now.
It's just because her child is Chu Lu's.
The speed of the car was very fast, and he stepped on the accelerator without a trace of hesitation, and he knew that with this time, he would not be able to see that child for the last time, because, there was no need, he didn't want to see that cold, breathless little body, so, so be it.