Chapter 363: This Is the Past

"Things have to start from a very early age, at that time, I was only four years old, and I had the same birthday as the daughter of the Xia family, but there was only one Xia Yixuan in their eyes, but they had forgotten me, that day, I met a boy, and he gave me a talisman......"

She spoke very slowly and carefully, talking about her life in the Xia family, without much complaint, nor much pain, because everything had passed.

She talked about Xia Yixuan's death, her revengeful marriage, Chu Lu's hypocrisy, and finally how she gave birth to a small raindrop, raised her alone, and even lived a miserable life with her daughter.

"Xiaoyudian is sick, very seriously ill, I need money, a lot of money, I know it's not a minor illness, it's not a doll's business, it's not that I can sell blood once, even if I sell my own blood, it's impossible to come up with so much money."

Xia Ruoxin continued to speak, but she felt that hot tears fell from the back of her hand from time to time.

"I went to my mother, she said that my little raindrop was a wild seed, and she deserved to die, she didn't want to save me, and she didn't want to save my daughter, I went to find Chu Lu, but his wife stopped me in every way,"

"I know that they don't want to let my little raindrop live, they all say she is a wild seed, but she is not, she is my baby, she is my daughter. So, in the end, I could only sell myself, I met Shen Wei there, so I started to accompany the wine, but let others bully me, but I could only endure it, because, no one can help me, and no one can help my little raindrop, she wants to save her, she must save her. ”

"Later, when I knew that Chu Lu's bone marrow could save Xiaoyudi, I really had a feeling that I had survived, I could face all his humiliation and bullying, he could treat me as a "prostitute", I could not be regarded as a human being, as long as he could save Xiaoyudian and save her, I would do anything. ”

"It's just that he really doesn't want to, because his wife also has a child, and she doesn't want him to save my daughter, so I go to him and beg her, but he just says, he hates me, so he will hate my daughter together, and if I really give birth to his child, then, even if he doesn't die, he will strangle her."

"At that time, I was really desperate, I thought that Xiaoyudi would die, I thought I would die too." She swallowed hard, Gao Yi's fingers were on her eyes, gently wiping her tears, and she just felt that her eyelashes were so heavy that she couldn't even open her eyes.

"You know what?" She cried but laughed, "If it weren't for you, maybe there would be no me and Xiaoyudi in this world, and no one would remember it, and they would know about us, maybe there would be no one to collect my body." ”

"I know, I know everything," Gao Yi's eyes were slightly red, he thought that her past life would be very hard, but he didn't expect that what she had experienced was even harder than he imagined, even Xiaoyudi was born by her alone, he was a doctor, he knew how much danger there was, how painful it was.

"Ruoxin, it's okay, it's really okay," he hugged the suffering woman tightly in his arms, he wanted to know everything about her, but now, when he knew, he regretted knowing it, because this was not for her to experience such a painful past again, and he understood that what she said was far less than what she had experienced, and it might be even more pitiful in fact, and a lot more wronged.

Xia Ruoxin closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, the emotions in her eyes began to fade, she smiled, and the corners of her eyes were a little moist, "Today, I met him again, and he told me that he already knew that the little girl he met when he was a child was me, he said that he wanted to make it up to me, and he said that I could do whatever I wanted, but, what can I want, what can I need?" ”

"I'm afraid, will this be another conspiracy of his, will he hurt Xiaoyudi?"

Gao Yi's hand was placed on Xia Ruoxin's shoulder, and gently patted her shoulder, don't be afraid, with me, I won't let you have anything, his face has never been cold, the person he Gao Yi wants to protect, no one can hurt him, whether it is Xiaoyudi or Xia Ruoxin.

"Gao Yi, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid," Xia Ruoxin grabbed Gao Yi's clothes from time to time, the more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, the more sincere the man's words were, the more sincere his attitude was, and the more scared she was.

Gao Yi put his chin on Xia Ruoxin's head and hugged her tighter, "Trust me, Ruoxin, I won't let you have anything." His embrace was as warm as before, the same as it was reassuring, Xia Ruoxin slowly closed her eyes, well, she believed, really believed.

"That's right, Ruoxin, forget those things, we still live like before, he is him, you are you, you will not have any relationship anymore," Gao Yi's voice was extremely gentle into Xia Ruoxin's ears, as if it was a warm wind, and even the wetness on her eyes had been slowly dried.

Gao Yi's eyes closed shallowly, and a flash of killing intent that distinguished him from his calmness flashed.

Unbeknownst to them, a small door was also closed.

Xiaoyudian turned around, picked up her doll from the bed, and then put her face on the doll's face,

"Mom......" She called Xia Ruoxin softly, and there was a faint coldness on her little face, she was still cute, but at this time, she was not the easily approachable child.

Outside, the soft light fell on the two of them, as if the bitterness just now had already been completely evaporated, and only a reassuring aura surrounded the two of them.

After a long time, Xia Ruoxin raised her head from Gao Yi's arms, Gao Yi stretched out her hand, and naturally tidied up her messy short hair, "Don't cry like this in the future, it's not good for your eyes, you are all a mother, remember to be a good example for Xiaoyudian, don't teach Xiaoyudian to be a crybaby like you." ”

Xia Ruoxin couldn't help laughing, how could she cry, obviously it was only sometimes, but every time she would be properly seen by this man.

By the way, Xia Ruoxin remembered something, she quickly stood up, almost fell down, Gao Yi was scared into a cold sweat, this woman simply didn't scare him out of her heart, didn't she do it.