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She was full of love, and she was trampled into shamelessness by him.

However, she still did not wake up, and she would be ecstatic because of his occasional smile, and her heart would be overjoyed by the glances he would pay attention to from time to time.

Until one day, she saw him kissing in front of her with a woman.

Later, she learned that it turned out that he was not born indifferent, and later, she also knew that he was not a nothingness to women, and later, she also knew that he was actually loving.

"Do you know how I felt at that time? I don't even want to live. Shen Wei suddenly opened her eyes, in those eyes, I don't know when she had already burst into tears, not that she was not sad, but it was too painful, not that she didn't want to mention it, but she couldn't mention it, every time she mentioned it, no, even if she just touched the edge of that memory, she would be in pain, she was tearing her lungs like pain.

"What about your parents?"

Xia Ruoxin asked cautiously.

Shen Wei laughed miserably, "It's not here, because of my willfulness." ”

"Do you still want to hear it? It's just half a story," Shen Wei asked her again.

Xia Ruoxin closed her eyes, for some reason, this half of the story made her heart hurt and felt the same way.

Shen Wei turned over, she smiled, but those tears were swallowed by her lips, "You exchange half for my half first, if we can go out again, I will give you another half, of course, you also owe me half of the story." ”

"Okay," Xia Ruoxin knew that she was listening, but she didn't sleep, in fact, this night, I don't know why, none of them fell asleep, because there was that half of the story, hers, and hers.

As for Xia Ruoxin's story, Shen Wei is not the first to know, Gao Yi is the first to know, it's just that she can't see each other again in this life, she doesn't know anymore, her story was in the past, she didn't want to touch it, because every time she touched it, it was all hurt, it was all pain, it was a past made of her flesh and blood, she was used as a tool by her mother since she was a child, just to please her stepfather and stepdaughter, and because of hatred, she married Chu Lu in the years when she was retaliated.

She broke her heart, her body, her arm, and finally her daughter.

She also said half of it, because Shen Wei knew the second half, and she didn't participate in the second half of Shen Wei's story, but Shen Wei was serious in her past.

She helped her get through the most difficult level, and when she needed help the most, she appeared in her life, without her, Xia Ruoxin really didn't know what the situation was now.

Don't say thank you, because Xie is too light, it's just that she hates her inability, maybe both of them are going to die here, and even half of her story has been heard.

"Shen Wei ......"

"En......" Shen Wei replied softly, as if she was asleep, but Xia Ruoxin knew that she was not asleep, and she could not sleep.

"Can I know his name?"

"Yes," Shen Wei opened his eyes and smiled, with a strong sense of sarcasm, "His surname is Wang, and he is called a bastard, you can also call him a scumbag." ”

Xia Ruoxin closed her eyes, okay, she went to sleep.

I don't know where the wind is blowing in the house, with that kind of cold, biting bone

"I hope the river will still be frozen tomorrow," Suddenly, Xia Ruoxin opened her eyes again, if that's the case, maybe we can rest for another day, only what is the use of resting for a day, when the ice melts, they still have to stand in those ice water.

I don't know when I can't stand it.

I don't know when I won't have to put up with it anymore.

And when you don't have to endure it, you die.

She stretched out her finger and stuck it to the wall, not knowing what was drawn.

After a few strokes, this is her little raindrop, has she gained weight, has she grown taller?

A few more strokes, this is Gao Yi, are you okay? Either way, I hope you can do well.

A few more strokes passed, and her fingers paused

Chu Lu, if I'm gone, please take good care of Xiaoyudi.

She closed her eyes, this time she really slept, but those cold winds insisted on freezing the droplets of water rolling down the corners of her eyes, and she stretched out to wipe them off, but what fell was the coldness of the ground.

The next day, someone would come and knock on the door, and the door would be banged, and the wind could still be heard outside, so you don't have to guess to know that it's almost a cold day.

"It looks like you're going to be disappointed," Shen Wei said to Xia Ruoxin in her clothes.

Xia Ruoxin could only laugh, "Yes, if I hadn't said that it was better to freeze at the beginning, maybe it would have really frozen." ”

"It's useless," Shen Wei had already gotten out of bed, still stepping on the ground barefoot, she seemed to be not afraid of the cold, she had already gone out to wash her face and brush her teeth, Xia Ruoxin also followed, and now she still adheres to her previous habits, and there are only the two of them.

It's not because they love to be clean, it's because they want to live like a person, to remember that they are still a person, not a cargo.

Shrinking her body, Xia Ruoxin's teeth were about to be frozen, she stretched out her finger and put it in the river, and as soon as she touched it, she hurriedly took it back.

"Ice wants to cry."

"Are you crying?" Shen Wei stood up and was ready to go to work.

"Obviously not," Xia Ruoxin also stood up, her feet were full of chilblains, but the pain was numb, it didn't hurt much anymore, but it was numb from the cold, it was still cold, it was still uncomfortable, and it still hurt.

Her face was bare, and there were indeed no tears.

She put her legs into the icy water and began her day's work, hoping to find a little gold, eat more today, and save more calories.

She would pour the sand from the plate into the river, and scoop up some sand from it, saying that she knew how many times she had repeated it, and now she could tell if it was gone, almost by touching it.

It's a pity, no, again,

And so on again and again, until she touched something different, different from the texture of the sand, softer than the sand, and smoother. She opened her eyes and carefully flicked the sand outward, and sure enough, it was a small golden particle.

She breathed a sigh of relief, it was so good that she had found it, and she could drink a bowl of hot soup today.

She went ashore, but she didn't want to go down again, because going into the water again was for them. It's a torture for the body and soul.

She exchanged this small grain of gold for a big bowl of hot soup and two small cakes, which she shared with Shen Wei.

"You always share with me, and you don't feel distressed?"

Shen Wei took a sip and felt that his whole body was warm.