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Xia Ruoxin moved her fingers, and it was the unbearable itch, she instinctively wanted to scratch it, but the resistance from her fingers made her open her eyes.

She inhaled softly, holding back the uncomfortable sensation on her feet.

"Wake up," Chu Lu straightened the hair on his face, "Don't move, I'll give you medicine, and if you take medicine, you will be better," he said, he walked out, and when he came in again, he had already brought a tray in,

He put the tray on his lap, took the cotton swab, carefully glued some ointment, and applied it to Xia Ruoxin's fingers

Xia Ruoxin lowered her head, and saw that the man carefully smeared medicine on her fingers, in fact, hers, because of the reason why it began to fester, there would be a very rotten smell of meat, but Chu Lu did not dislike it at all, even the matter of foaming medicine, he was afraid that others would be stupid, so he insisted on coming by himself.

He stood up, pulled open the quilt, and then carefully exposed Xia Ruoxin's legs, helping her rub the medicine little by little.

Xia Ruoxin turned around and stared at her left arm, there was a faint rise that had already made her feel something wrong, as well as Chu Lu's increasingly gloomy look recently, as well as the doctor's desire to stop talking, and the nurse's sympathy for her when she saw her left arm.

"Chu Lu," she called out Chu Lu's name.

"Well, what's wrong?" Chu Lu sat down and put the medicine tray on his lap on the table beside him, "Is there anything uncomfortable, I'll call a doctor." ”

"No," Xia Ruoxin put it on his back with the medicine herself, "Can you tell me the truth?" Is there something wrong with my left arm? She smiled, she didn't feel sad, in fact, she was really satisfied to be able to pick up a life, to be able to see him again, and to see Xiaoyudi.

Chu Lu gently shook her fingers, and Xia Ruoxin also felt the warmth coming from his fingertips.

She smiled at him encouragingly, really, she wasn't afraid.

"The doctor said it might have to be amputated." Chu Lu's voice was a little hoarse, there were some things that the two of them couldn't mention, as long as they touched it, it was unbearable torture.

Xia Ruoxin was still smiling, as if it was not her who was intercepted, she shook him again with her fingers that she didn't actually feel much.

"...... Alu"

"Huh?"

Chu Lu was stunned for a moment, she called him by his name, just like before, if it was before, he thought he would be ecstatic, and he would be excited to sleepless all night, but now, that kind of sourness in his heart and pain in his body have turned these joys to those regrets and discomforts that can no longer be solved.

He did all this, and he will never forget who hit her with a stick on the arm, who broke her fragile bones, and who cut off all her financial resources, so that she could only sell coolies to support herself and her children.

Yes, it was him, it was all done by him, this is an irreparable fault in his life, and it is also a sin that can never be atoned for.

"It's okay, don't be afraid." He put his finger on Xia Ruoxin's forehead, his voice was very sandy, very hoarse, and silent, and Xia Ruoxin listened to it and nodded her head gently, she was still smiling, like the rising warm sun.

"Alu, I'm not afraid."

Her eyes when she laughed, just like the first quarter moon, without a trace of sadness, without a little damage, "Coming out of that place, I can pick up a life, I am already very content, is there a missing arm, what is the difference, although the arm is gone, it can't grow, but I still have eyes, I can still see, I still have a mouth, I can also speak, I also have a right, I can still draw." ”

I can see you and Xiaoyudi again, I am very content.

"Ah Lu," she called out Chu Lu's name again.

"Well," Chu Lu responded, and the corners of his lips seemed to have a little smile, but anyone could see what kind of despair was hidden in his dark eyes.

"Ah Lu, it's okay," Xia Ruoxin turned around and buried his face in his big palm, "I forgive you, I don't blame you, don't blame yourself, you've done a lot." ”

Chu Lu closed his eyes and hid all those heaviness in his eyes.

"Aru, thank you."

Xia Ruoxin fell asleep again, and if she fell asleep, maybe it wouldn't hurt anymore, she wouldn't itch anymore, and she wouldn't know that soon, one of her arms would leave her, and it would be forever.

Chu Lu pulled the quilt up for her, and then sat here for a long time, not moving.

Suddenly, the man covered his face, and the pain was not measured by tears.

Crying does not mean that you are really sad, but there are no tears, but it is not necessarily heartbroken, some people's injuries are on their faces, while some people's injuries are in their hearts.

It had been slashed deeply, and then bloody.

"Mr. Chu, please come with me," the nurse outside the door said cautiously, Chu Lu stood up, he turned around, and then glanced at Xia Ruoxin, who was already asleep, and then walked out.

I hope there is good news, but now, as it seems, all the news is desperate and unbearable for them.

And when Xia Ruoxin was the only one in the ward, she opened her eyes, in fact, when the nurse came, she had already woken up, but she didn't want people to know.

She lifted her left arm

Let's take a look at it now, and in the near future, I won't be able to touch it, and I won't be able to feel it.

She put her right hand on top of her left arm, this grip can still feel life, this arm has been with her for more than twenty years, no matter how much it hurts, how much it hurts, but it is a part of her body, she thought it would be with her for the rest of her life, until the day she died.

She closed her eyes, and the tears in the corners of her eyes seeped into the white sheets in an instant.

She turned her face, this day, she was crying endlessly, and this day, she was also silently sad.

In the doctor's office, several authoritative experts in orthopedics have been invited from all over the world, and they have held more than one such meeting, whether it is amputation or other methods, they have all thought about it, they have all proposed, but after research, in the end, the road of amputation is the only way.

"I'm going to keep her arm."

Chu Lu was very persistent, no matter what method he used or how much money he spent, he stood up suddenly and strode out, he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it at all, the Lord cut off Xia Ruoxin's left arm like this.