Chapter 805: I Want to Come Myself
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She didn't look at her legs, but she heard Gao Yi say that a piece of skin and flesh was bitten off her leg raw, and she needed a series of surgeries, and even skin grafting, the skin was cut from her front, and the skin was stiffly stretched open and painful, in fact, even her own didn't know how to endure it.
And she endured it like this, because she didn't know what else she could do besides a word of forbearance?
By the way, she still has one more thing she can do, take care of this broken body, take revenge, and revenge.
I don't know how many times she has been lying on the operating table, she turned her face sideways, and saw that Gao Yi, who was already dressed, was talking to the nurse, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his face, although he couldn't see his face clearly, but those eyes were still as warm as ever.
Suddenly, she had the feeling of being separated from the world, and the first time she met it was yesterday, when he was a doctor, and she held her sick child and stretched out her thin arm.
And now, he is still a doctor, but she is a patient.
Gao Yi also glanced at her, although his face was covered under a mask, Xia Ruoxin knew that he was smiling.
"It's okay, don't be afraid, just get some sleep."
A calm voice that makes people feel safe, as if it is hypnotic, no matter how big the damage is, when you come to him, he will help you smooth it out Xia Ruoxin gently moved her red lips.
"Thank you......"
Then she closed her eyes, and her consciousness had gradually faded away, and under her long trembling eyes, there were faint droplets of falling water.
The operation was very successful, in fact, it was only a small skin graft, which ordinary doctors could do, but Gao Yi came by himself, and the operation was done for two hours, exerting his efforts, of course, it was perfect, and after such a pain, it would not hurt again.
Xia Ruoxin woke up on the second day, and there was Chu Qing's pain on his legs and back, although it hurt, but it was within the tolerable range.
Gao Yi walked over, still holding a medicine tray.
"I'm going to add some analgesic medicine to you, it won't hurt, sleep a little longer, and you'll be fine in a few days."
"Okay," Xia Ruoxin agreed, her voice was slightly hoarse, the worse her face became, although it was not a big skill, but for her broken body, it was actually a big burden.
But all this, Gao Yi is powerless, he is just a doctor, but not a god.
The physical wounds need to be healed by herself, and her heart is often not the same.
He added several medicines to the drip, and soon, the medicine had an effect, and bursts of sleepiness struck, and again, Xia Ruoxin fell asleep again.
There was a fresh bouquet of stars in the ward, although this flower did not have much fragrance, but it was easy to preserve, and the flower had been placed here for the rest of the day, and it was still like it had just been bought.
Gao Yi took the medicine and walked out, now that she is asleep, let her sleep well, and she has also been sleeping for a long time, she has not really slept before, it is rare that she can sleep for such a long time.
Time passed day by day, the bouquet of stars on the table, finally failed, was the nurse on duty, all of a sudden thrown into the trash, and then there are more other flowers here, there are fragrant, fragrant, but no matter what kind of flower, after a period of time, it is also withered, I don't know how much withered, I don't know how many such flowers bloomed, how many flowers fell, how many times the flowers fell.
Xia Ruoxin's injuries have begun to heal day by day.
She can stand up and walk, but people are still floating like they are floating, without any life, and she has recently bought back a lot of business magazines like crazy, and she is actually learning about the business field.
She didn't graduate from these majors, so it was very difficult to learn, but she always believed that diligence could make up for her clumsiness, she was not smart, but she would work hard, and her talent was insufficient, so she used time to resist.
Gao Yi also tried his best to help her find relevant books and teach her personally, although he is a doctor, but the Bai family's property, to put it bluntly, is also taken care of by him, although it is not as good as Chu Lu's section, but it will definitely be much stronger than others. finish
He didn't ask Xia Ruoxin what she wanted to learn, as long as she wanted to learn, what he could give was his support.
Until the day Xia Ruoxin left the hospital, in fact, I don't know how long it has been.
Facing the mirror, Xia Ruoxin gently pulled out her hair that grew under her ears, her delicate facial features seemed to be separated by a layer of mist that could be seen clearly, between laughing and not laughing, it was an ambiguous contradiction, the eyes that were clear before were also like being covered with a layer of frost at this time, and the place of brightness was hazy.
"Do you really want to go?" Gao Yi stood up, in fact, he didn't know how long he had been waiting here, he took his hands out of his pockets, and then approached, habitually arranging Xia Ruoxin's hair.
"Don't you need my help?"
"I want to come by myself," Xia Ruoxin smiled, as before, it seemed that there was no harm, but the damage was extremely deep.
"Thank you," she clenched Gao Yi's, but Gao Yi's eyes dimmed.
"I'm sorry that those words I said to you at that time drove you away and made you homeless again." Gao Yi suddenly stretched out his long arm and hugged the woman in front of him in his arms, but she would never belong to him again, when he drove her away like that, he still tore her previous wounds, or the current her, and even he didn't want to love him anymore.
"I don't blame you," Xia Ruoxin's fingers on her side clenched hard, she didn't move, she just let him hold it like this, and with such an embrace, she was no longer qualified to be nostalgic.
Gao Yi put it on her face, and she saw the sadness and pain in his eyes, but she was powerless to help him smooth out anything.
She believes, really believes, that he will definitely find a woman who truly loves him, understands him, and is willing to spend his life with him, instead of a scarred Xia Ruoxin.
Her body was injured, and this injury may not be good in this life.
She can't even cure herself, how can she help others.
She didn't let anyone send it, just carried a small bag of her own and left this place, Gao Xin said that she would help her find her daughter, Gao Xin has always been walking without giving up, and said that she must help her find Xiaoyudian, but this kind of search, is it meaningful, is it lying to herself, or to deceiving others.
These people who are not related to her are all helping her, loving her, and protecting her, but what about those so-called relatives. And what did they do?