Chapter 1009 - The Thinking Child
"I don't want a second time, you know?"
Chu Lu was quiet with a pair of black eyes, although his voice was soft, but the warning in it was extremely strong, he spent money to let her act in a play, he couldn't do it at all, what did he want her to do.
"I understand, Mr. Chu."
Yang Ruolin's hand behind her was always clenched, she went to take a shower after a while, and dyed her own with the smell of Xia Ruoxin, but obviously she was Yang Lin, not Xia Ruoxin, why did she want to be Xia Ruoxin, she wanted to be a dead woman, not a real self, at this time, her grievances, her unwillingness, had completely made her forget why she was here, why she was standing here.
Her reason was nothing else, it was to become a stand-in, a stand-in for a woman named Xia Ruoxin
She tried her best to imitate Xia Ruoxin's temperament, as well as her speech and fingers, dressing style, and even learning to paint with her, sometimes even she herself would be delirious, whether she was really Xia Ruoxin, but she was accidentally lost, and then lost her memory.
It's just impossible, she hasn't gone crazy yet, she still knows that she knows that she is Yang Ruolin, she has previous memories, she remembers where she was born, how many people there are in the family, and even everything she came out of, she remembers it clearly.
But this day by day imitating a person, she actually integrated herself into this role, she thought she must be crazy, even if she is not crazy, she is about to go crazy.
Xiaoyudi came out of the outside and ran towards her, and then smelled the smell, and obediently raised her little face to look at her, she would not take the initiative to let Yang Ruolin hug her, nor did she call her mother, although she was not very good at talking.
"What's the matter, Xiaoyudi, are you hungry?" Yang Ruolin squatted down and shook the child's small soft hand, although she was smiling, but for the strangeness of the child, this is not her biological daughter, she really can't do it, and she really can't do it, that kind of intimate out, no blood, how to pretend?
Xiaoyudian stared at her with black grape-like eyes, then she lowered her head and looked at the big hand holding her little hand, and then she pulled out her little hand and put her little hand behind her back, she was observing, and she was also thinking, is this a mother, and her mother looks like her, but not a mother, her temperament is more and more like a father, after so long, she is still observing.
She pushed open the door, and Chu Lu inside was dealing with work in the study, since his daughter was retrieved, he brought home a lot more work than in the past, even if he went to the company, most of the time, he would take his daughter with him.
As soon as there was a sound at the door, Chu Lu put down the pen in his hand, and then stretched out his hand, "Baby, come to Dad,"
Xiaoyudian ran over with her little short legs, and then climbed on Chu Lu's legs, sat on her father's legs, and a pair of small hands also grabbed her father's clothes.
"What's the matter, didn't you say you went to find your mother?" Chu Lu rubbed his daughter's little head, he didn't expect that his daughter would be so cautious, and she was also very repulsive to strangers, even if Yang Ruolin had been here for nearly half a month, but she still didn't want to get too close to Yang Ruolin, and she wouldn't let Yang Ruolin hug her, he knew that it was not too easy for his daughter to accept a person, it always took a certain amount of time, and it always took a certain process.
But at the very least, children don't have to hold each other in a daze every day, there is a ready-made person, a ready-made photo frame.
When it was time to eat in the evening, Xiaoyudian climbed onto a small chair by herself, Zheng Anze sat opposite her, Chu Lu sat next to her daughter, he pushed his bowl forward, Xiaodian automatically took a spoon and ate the inside of his father's bowl, what he liked to eat, then his brother, and finally his own.
Yang Ruolin also flattered and pushed his bowl forward, but Xiaoyudi lowered his head and ate his own small rice, which really made Yang Ruolin a little shocked, thinking, why is this little girl so difficult to handle.
She picked up the chopsticks and just wanted to pick up the vegetables, this is what Chu Lu said, some of Xia Ruoxin's living habits, Xia Ruoxin is not a picky eater, but she doesn't know everything, for example, she doesn't like a few things, radish and ginger, and today's meals made by the chef invited by the family are obviously added to these two things.
It's just that Xia Ruoxin doesn't like it, it doesn't mean that Yang Ruolin hates it, and these two combinations happen to be what she likes, and she likes them very much, but she can only pick out these two things in her bowl.
Chu Lu's gaze fell on Yang Ruolin's face, and his ink-colored pupils also dimmed slightly, this was Xia Ruoxin, which he created single-handedly, and it had already begun to take shape.
Xiao Yudian suddenly put down the spoon, she climbed down the chair by herself, and stood in front of Yang Ruolin, staring at her with a pair of black pearl-like eyes.
"Feed her," Chu Lu said lightly, he knew that it was because Yang Ruolin's habits were very similar to Xia Ruoxin's that Xiao Yudian had regained some familiarity.
Yang Ruolin took the spoon and fed Xiaoyu one bite at a time.
This child is actually very easy to raise, she is not a picky eater, everything that is sent to her mouth is eaten, but she never comes to eat the food fed by a raw person, several times Yang Ruolin wanted to try to feed her, but the child turned his face and did not eat.
And at this moment, Yang Ruolin had a feeling that he had finally come out.
Xiao Yudian just ate a few bites, and then returned to her own small chair, and then climbed on the chair and ate by herself, although Chu Lu loved this daughter very much, and also thought about letting her be a happy millet worm, but she was not endlessly used to her daughter, she had to wear her own clothes, and she had to eat her own food, even her own small clothes, she had to wash them by herself, so although Xiao Yudian was a delicate child, she couldn't knock or touch, but she was not enchanting.
At night, in a small basin of water, Xiaoyudi washed her little clothes in a decent way, she washed them by hand, and did not give her a washing machine, so as not to hurt her.
Yang Ruolin is also squatting on the side, some want to cry without tears to wash clothes by hand, she doesn't like washing clothes since she was a child, even if it is a rented house, but the washing machine always has to be bought, but now Chu Lu actually asked her to come over to wash the clothes, or she has to wash them by hand, and where did she get the old clothes now, they were all washed in the washing machine, and she had to take a new piece of clothes to wash
Xiao Yudian glanced at her, then raised her little face and smiled at her.