Chapter 1069: Insomnia
It hurts the heart, and it hurts, the corners of the eyes.
And this result is what Lu Jinrong wants, they are all calculating people, and they usually calculate all kinds of things, including each other and themselves.
Lu Jinrong was sure that he wouldn't go back to Xia Ruoxin, no, it was Lu Xiaohua, so he told him all this, and even if he knew, in the end, the decision he made was like this.
From now on, you are you, and I am mine, each owes nothing to each other, and each has nothing to do with it
It's just, why is it so unbearable and so uncomfortable?
He thought that they were dead and parted, and he couldn't destroy the original, but now the people are still there, but they have become life and death.
The cold potion melted into his blood drop by drop along his veins, and he put a medicine into his throat, but his throat was still hissing and painful.
Jia Xinbao came over, and when he saw the child sleeping in Chu Lu's arms, he also lowered his voice, "Why are you sleeping here, don't you want to sleep by yourself?" ”
"Well, she is stubborn," Chu Lu stroked his daughter's soft hair, "I can't drive it away." ”
"Stubborn like you," Jia Xinbao pulled out the needle for Chu Lu, and then glanced at the little face sleeping on Chu Lu's lap, "I don't look like you at all, but my temperament is very similar to you." ”
"The child is still young, do you want to find a mother for the child? After all, it's not easy for you to be a big man with a child. ”
"I'll think about it," Chu Lu carefully picked up his daughter and nodded at Jia Xinbao, and he said so in his mouth, but he never thought of finding a woman for himself and a foreign mother for his daughter.
Yang Ruolin has seen it, Xia Yixuan has also seen it, he will not let any woman get close to his daughter again, and then hurt his daughter, so he refuses to be a woman.
He will take good care of his eldest daughter and watch her grow up, get married and have children.
"Baby, don't be afraid, Dad will take good care of you," Chu Lu put his hand on his daughter's forehead, he was actually not alone, didn't he, he still had a daughter.
"Ruoxin, don't worry," he smiled, but the smile was bitter, "You live a good life, forget everything before, just be Lu Xiaohua, our daughter is very good, your little rain is very good, she is very healthy, and she will live a healthy life." ”
He took the doll next to the bed and put it in his daughter's arms, the doll was still the same as before, although it was a little old, but it was still the beautiful doll.
The white rabbit is not as good as the new, and the people are not as good as the old.
A light was suddenly turned on, Lu Xiaohua sat up again, she touched her wrist, and her back was almost soaked.
And she sighed softly, and then took a look at her watch, and then she knew that it was only three o'clock, and after three o'clock, she almost didn't want to sleep, she seemed to have entered a kind of dead end again.
She dreams almost every day, but she never remembers what she dreamed about.
Whether it was her past or not, she didn't know, if it was her memory, she didn't know.
She grabbed a handful of her hair, she really felt like she was going crazy, and if she continued like this, she would definitely go insane, she covered herself with a quilt and covered her head, but her eyes were always open, she wanted to fall asleep, but she didn't dare to fall asleep
When she sleeps, she has those dreams that she can't remember, and if she doesn't sleep, what will she do tomorrow.
"Xiaohua, what's wrong with you?" Jian Qingying put her hand on Lu Xiaohua's forehead, why is her face so bad recently, look, the circles under her eyes are dark, what's wrong with you, are you sleepwalking at night.
"Mom, I'm fine, I just didn't sleep well," Lu Xiaohua pulled Jian Qingying's hand, and then yawned, she was sleepy, after all, she hadn't slept all night
"I didn't sleep well, I'll go to bed again," Jian Qingying was very worried about her daughter, mainly because her complexion had been too bad recently, just like then, it wouldn't really be an accident.
"Mom, I'm fine," Lu Xiaohua smiled at Jian Qingying, then took a piece of bread, smeared it with jam on it and ate it, although her person was not too comfortable, no, she still didn't want Jian Qingying to worry.
"If it's really uncomfortable, look for Gao Yi to take a look," Jian Qingying's heart doesn't know what to do recently, it's just quite uneasy, but Lu Xiaohua's temperament is indeed quite pouting sometimes, although it is not really the Lu family, but the temperament is about sixty percent with Lu Keen
They have long regarded her as their real daughter, can this not be in a hurry.
"Okay, I remember," Lu Xiaohua agreed, and her slightly lowered eyes, long eyelashes, were a little sluggish.
Yes, Gao Yi is a doctor, but she is such a doctor, she doesn't dare to let him know, her feelings for Gao Yi are very complicated, and she always has such an unknown fear, as if he will take away something from her, even if she wants to find a doctor, she will not look for Gao Yi.
After breakfast, she took out her bag and prepared to go out for a walk, and then secretly went to the hospital.
This is a large hospital in the city, she registered, just waited in line, waited for the doctor to call the number, she could go to the Lu family's personal doctor, but she didn't dare to do this, if she did, Gao Yi would know, so she found a hospital farthest away from Gao Yi, and her registered number, brain department, she just wanted to know what was wrong with her, could it be because when she hit it last time, the posture of the collision was wrong, so she broke herself.
She had not been sitting down for a long time when a mother and daughter had walked by, and she did not see them, and of course they did not look at her.
"Mom, how are you feeling, are you okay?" It should be the daughter's who asked the mother she was supporting.
"Don't worry, Mom is fine," the woman coughed lightly, the voice in her throat didn't sound too right, but it should be just an ordinary upper respiratory tract infection, after all, this season is the season of this respiratory disease.
Lu Xiaohua couldn't help but take a look, but she saw a familiar face, and she couldn't help but be stunned, and hurriedly lowered her head again, how could it be hers, Yang Ruolin, shouldn't she be working in the Chu Group?
"Thirty-sixth, Shen Yijun, who is Shen Yijun?" There was already a woman's number called inside, it was number thirty-six, Lu Xiaohua turned over her brand, she was number thirty-seven, it was really a coincidence.
"Mom, it's our turn," Yang Ruolin helped Shen Yijun up, really like a filial daughter.
"Thanks to you this time, Ruoxin, if it weren't for you, my mother really wouldn't have thought of coming to the hospital," Shen Yijun patted his daughter's hand, and really felt that his daughter was back.