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She grabbed her hair hard and hit her head against the wall, although she didn't rise very quickly, but this feeling of mental breakdown, no one without insomnia, will never understand.

She opened the drawer, then took the note out of the drawer, and held it tightly, tightly.

She sat like this until dawn, and then she picked it up and called the phone number written on the paper, and indeed she didn't need any slips of paper anymore, and the string of numbers seemed to be written down in her head.

She was going to move to her ears again.

"Hey, Dr. Wu, my surname is Lu, I was introduced by Dean Bai, I heard that you can hypnotize ...... there"

She changed into a dress and went out, there was a blue mark under her eyes that was not too clear, she tried her best to cover it with powder, if there was no powder, she felt that her current appearance was like a ghost.

This is a very secluded, sanatorium-like place, surrounded by large areas of trees, and Lu Xiaohua feels that this Dr. Wu's should not be bad for money, and the area where he lives is not something that ordinary ordinary people can live in.

Dr. Wu was about the same age as the doctor who treated her, about fifty or sixty years old.

And this is the first time she knows so much about what hypnosis is.

"You feel like your eyes are heavy, you want to sleep, you look at a beam of light, and then your body relaxes, and then you relax, first your head, yours, your arms, your shoulders, you feel as if you're losing your left, then your right, but don't worry, they're all there, you have to follow them, relax them...... When you hear the ding, you're really asleep......"

Lu Xiaohua closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled at first, but then they hung down heavily.

"Tell me, who are you?" Dr. Wu asked her.

The sleeping woman was very quiet, only her red lips gently persuaded her, and the sound of her about to exit.

"My name is Xia Ruoxin......"

I don't know how long, she just heard another dinging sound in her ears, she opened her eyes, and the person also shivered, and then, she gently exhaled a mouthful of turbid air in her lungs, as if she had slept for ten or eight years, this feeling of exhaustion, she had not experienced for a long time.

"I already know about Miss Lu's situation," Dr. Wu flipped through what he had recorded, "I can already be sure that Miss Lu has been hypnotized by others, but as I said, sometimes hypnosis is not to deprive people of consciousness and memory, but a kind of treatment, if there is a bad memory, such a memory, for the body, it is a burden, and for the sake of the patient's life, let the patient lose this negative memory, it will be a kind of protection for them." ”

"This is what Miss Lu wants to know, I have already written it down, Miss Lu can take a look at it for herself," Dr. Wu handed over his recorded things to Lu Xiaohua.

Lu Xiaohua clenched his grip and didn't look at it as a dang,

"Dr. Wu, can I recover my previous memories?" What Lu Xiaohua wants to know now, if she is indeed hypnotized, okay, is it possible for her to be hypnotized again, and then remember

"I may not be able to do anything about this," Dr. Wu apologized, "although it is also hypnosis, but hypnosis requires a special sound or hint, if Miss Lu wants to recover her past memories, what she wants to find is the person who hypnotized you in the first place." ”

When Lu Xiaohua left the place where Dr. Wu worked, she still maintained the stiffness just now, at this time, the sun was scattered on her shoulders, but she didn't feel any warmth, only the cold, on her fingertips, she gently put it on her face, the tips of her fingers were cold, almost extremely cold.

When she got home, she said to Jian Qingying, she was tired today and wanted to rest, and she had eaten outside, so when she was eating, she didn't care about her anymore.

And she closed the door, in fact, there was no sleep, she sat on the edge of the bed, and then held her bag in her arms, but still did not have the courage to open it, I don't know what kind of past those things in the bag will bring her.

Slowly, she unzipped the bag, then took out the page and placed it calmly on her lap

She said that her name is Xia Ruoxin, she said that she had a daughter, she lost it, and she was gone, she said, she hated a man, and she hated that man's mother, but she didn't say that man's name.

Chu Lu, Song Wan.

Lu Xiao's red lips moved slightly, and he whispered these two names, the first is complicated, and the second is resentment, which cannot be dissipated in this life.

It's just that how is this possible, she closed her eyes hard, and there were drops of water falling on her back, she thought about countless possibilities, whether she had done anything before, maybe she had love to ask for it, maybe she had love to go away to the countryside, and there were many, many possibilities, but she never thought that it would be like this all the way, and she didn't even have Lu Xiaohua.

She crumpled the piece of paper into a ball, then opened it layer by layer, tore it up little by little, and threw it in the trash can on the side, and she didn't even have the slightest suspicion that she was not Lu Xiaohua, but Xia Ruoxin.

Outside the kindergarten, she hid to the side, looking at the children standing at the door waiting for their parents to come and pick them up, there were many children, both boys and girls, but there was one inside that was the most conspicuous and the most beautiful, this was Xia Ruoxin's daughter, and her daughter, in addition to those instinctive closeness, there was also more habits of her body.

She suddenly felt pantothenic acid on the tip of her nose, they said the child was lost, they said the child was gone, but now she is still there, she is fine, she is still in school.

But she forgot about her daughter.

A car stopped, all black, very high-end, and very low-key car, a man walked out of the car, and the little girl, happily ran to her father's side.

The man picked up his daughter very easily, kissed his daughter's little face, and took out a small kettle from his pocket and gave his daughter to drink, the man seemed to have said something to the teacher, and then left with his daughter in his arms, until the car drove away, Lu Xiaohua walked out of the shadows, she stretched out in front of her, but she began to feel uncomfortable with the sun at this time.

"What's wrong with you?" Gao Yijiang shook it in front of her several times, and she has always been a little restless and absent-minded recently.