"Ah Lu," and this sudden voice made Chu Lu's steps stop, and he clenched his daughter's little hand, his back a little stiff.

Xiaoyudian suddenly hugged her father's legs and didn't leave.

Chu Lu picked up his daughter, and two people had already walked by not far away, one old and one young, one old and one young.

Lu Xiaohua stared at the two people who were close to them lightly, to be honest, she didn't have a good feeling.

"Alu, why are you here?" Song Wan hurriedly walked over, "What, you're also here to eat, it just so happens that Xiangxiang hasn't eaten yet, let's go together?" ”

"Mom, you and Chu Xiang go to eat, I've eaten, I'm going back," Chu Lu's voice was a little cold, of course, he didn't look at Chu Xiang during the while, even if Chu Xiang had any grievances, it had nothing to do with him.

"Ah Lu," Song Wan felt a little uncomfortable in her throat, she clenched Chu Xiang's little hand, "You haven't been home for a long time, when will you come back?" ”

"I know, I'll go back when I'm free, and I don't know if it's perfunctory, or what?" Chu Lu still didn't have much heat in his voice, he turned around with his daughter in his arms, and Xiao Yudi was lying on his father's shoulder, a pair of eyes that looked like his father seemed to have become much deeper, she glanced at Chu Xiang, then turned her little face and touched the pearl hairpin on her head.

Lu Xiaohua followed, and she could feel that Song Wan behind her was still standing there, and as for what she was thinking at this time, it had nothing to do with them.

The mistakes she made, in this life, don't want to be forgiven by others.

"Send me home," Sitting in the car, Lu Xiaohua said lightly against the current, no matter how good the mood is, it has almost disappeared because of a Song Wan, and she is not in the mood.

Chu Lu tightened his grip on the steering wheel, turned the car in one direction, and drove towards Lu's house.

"Goodbye Mom," Xiao Yudian stretched out her little hand and shook it with Lu Xiaohua, a smile on her little face was very cute, the child's innocence can be infectious, if there is anything simple in this world, what is simple, then it may only be the child's heart.

"Goodbye," Lu Xiaohua also shook her hand at Xiaoyudi, there was a kind of sourness spreading in her heart, she turned around, the wind blew the hair on her shoulders on her cheeks, she used her fingers to pluck it, and then raised her feet and walked forward, no one knew her struggle at this time, for a moment, in fact, she wanted to take her daughter away, whether she remembered her daughter or not, it was her daughter, but in the end, she still held back.

Because of her, there is no identity.

Chu Lu opened the car door, let her daughter sit on the safety seat, and then pinched her little face, "Baby, we're going home." ”

"Okay," Xiaoyudian said obediently, although she was still reluctant to give up on Lu Xiaohua, and she still wanted her mother, but in the end, she was still very obedient and not noisy, she took her small schoolbag and looked at the books her father bought for her.

Brahman took a cup, first fed his daughter some water, and then drove home.

At night, he put a quilt on his daughter, and kissed her little cheek, "Baby, it's time to sleep." ”

Xiao Yudian grabbed the quilt with his little hand, and his long eyelashes were also closed, but Chu Lu closed the door, he stood on the balcony, took out a box of cigarettes, and began to smoke one after another, the wind outside was a little cold, but the ground also blew him more and more sober.

And at this time, the same night, the same wind, and the same people who can't sleep.

Lu Xiaohua put the easel away, then she sat down and began to paint one stroke at a time, she actually didn't know where to start, she just knew that she could also paint, she thought it was talent, and later learned that it turned out that these were all things that Xia Ruoxin would know before.

She is Lu Xiaohua, but she has no memory of Xia Ruoxin, she is Xia Ruoxin, but she only has Lu Xiaohua's identity, so sometimes, the two identities will give her a headache, and sometimes she can't tell who she is or who she is.

Is it Lu Xiaohua or Xia Ruoxin. Maybe she's nothing, just a monster with no past.

"Xiaohua, did you hear that?" Gao Yi said it again, but Lu Xiaohua began to be absent-minded, and he didn't know what he thought of just now?

What did you say, I'm sorry, Lu Xiaohua put down the cup in his hand, I didn't pay attention just now.

Gao Yi put his hand on Lu Xiaohua's forehead, "Xiaohua, what's wrong with you lately, has something happened?" ”

"It's okay," Lu Xiaohua pulled Gao Yi's hand away, then lowered her head, picked up the cup and put it on her lips, she lowered her eyelashes slightly, through the refraction of the glass, she could only see that her long eyelashes were slightly closed, as if they were trembling, but also seemed to be fluttering.

"Xiaohua, do you have something on your mind?" Gao Yi hasn't known Lu Xiaohua for a day or two, what is on Lu Xiaohua's mind, is it so difficult that he can't see it?

"What's on your mind, no?" Lu Xiaohua denied it, then she raised her face and smiled at him, "Gao Yi, have you forgotten that my sleep has never been very good, and I have started to have insomnia recently, can you prescribe me some of that kind of medicine again?" ”

"You can't take more of that medicine," Gao Yi frowned, "Why haven't you been able to sleep well lately?" ”

"Well," Lu Xiaohua rubbed the cup with his fingers, "I'm always dreaming, but I can't remember it when I wake up, it seems that in a dream, I'm not Lu Xiaohua, but another person, Gao Yi, you say, am I a fake Lu Xiaohua?" She seemed to be unintentionally tempting Gao Yi.

"What nonsense?" Gao Yi knocked her forehead, "You are Lu Xiaohua, even if I can admit my mistake, but your parents will never mistake their daughter, don't forget, you are born from them." ”

Lu Xiaohua smiled again, but the corners of her mouth were filled with a hint of bitterness, Gao Yi was the person she trusted the most, but it turned out that the most trusted person was the one who lied to her even more.

"Forget it," Gao Yi thought about it, and then couldn't help sighing, "I'll get you some medicine again, you take it first." ”

"Thank you," Lu Xiaohua picked up the cup on the table again, and also used this action to block her overly complicated thoughts at this time.

"By the way, what I just said, what do you think about, do you want to go once?"

"Where to go?" Lu Xiaohua really didn't pay attention to it.

"There's an outdoor mountaineering team, there are just a few empty pulls, I have a few days off, we can go once, your situation, maybe if you get in touch with nature, it might be better."

"Okay," Lu Xiaohua felt that there was no reason for her not to go, and Gao Yi was right, maybe she could really get close to nature, she had always lived a step-by-step life, and she was also cautious, the mountaineering team should be very thrilling.