"Don't say it, don't say it, I want to kill me now to cheer him up." Fang Qinghe was tired.

"I'm so ashamed." Fang Qinghe raised his head to the sky and roared.

Cheng Muyue ran back to her room with a snort, hugged the pillow and threw it on her bed, "I'm going to sleep with you tonight, Xiao Qingqing~"

"Don't disgust me." Fang Qinghe's body consciously drilled to the edge.

"Tell me why you didn't want him in the first place." Cheng Muyue got into the quilt and hugged her, "No, you better start from how you know him, I love to listen to the full version." ”

Fang Qinghe glanced at her, and his behavior gradually scratched his hair, "It's not that you don't, hey, it's okay, ahhhh ”

"This scumbag, please don't blur your evil deeds, confess leniently, and resist strictly." Cheng Muyue sat in front of her.

Fang Qinghe covered her head and lightly talked about the thoughts that she could never forget in the depths of her memory.

She is a freshman reception volunteer, Zheng Wangshu is a freshman, when he reported, it was the most crowded time, Fang Qinghe had just returned to the base camp after receiving a freshman, and when he came, she happened to be left with a reception volunteer waiting in the base camp.

At that time, Zheng Wangshu was wearing a black peaked cap, his green face was covered with difficult sweat, and the scorching sun was difficult to endure in the summer when it was prosperous.

What impressed her the most was that he carried two black suitcases, one large and one small, with a schoolbag on his shoulder and a large bag of things in his hand, she rarely saw a boy carry such things, so she was very surprised.

When I arrived at the check-in desk, I found that I had received the wrong person, she was from the School of Management, and Zheng Wangshu was a student at the Law School, and later because of manpower problems, she could only continue to pick him up.

Fang Qinghe thought that he also came here alone from afar to study, and he couldn't help but feel pity for the same disease in his heart, and took care of him in every way.

"Study hard, if you have any questions, just ask the senior sister, the senior sister will definitely answer all the questions." Fang Qinghe looked at him.

Zheng Wangshu bared his big white teeth at that time, and said stupidly, "Okay." ”

"By the way, why did you come to our academy."

He rubbed his head embarrassedly, "The law school's signboard is close to the School of Management, and I read it wrong." ”

At that time, she still thought about how this child could be so cute, if only her future child was as cute as him, otherwise it would be good to treat him as a son, it was simply a flood of heart-warming maternal love.

After they were together for a long time, she learned that his family lived in the city, and his parents drove him to school that day, and Zheng's mother disliked him for hanging his son and going on a date, so she left him and Zheng's father to go on a date, and only then did she know that Zheng Wangshu is really an idiot in life, and he is really like a child, thinking about eating and drinking all day long, directly satisfying her desire to be a mother.

As for who confessed first, Fang Qinghe was slow by nature and emotionally dull, Zheng Wangshu hinted that she was not white a few times.

Later, Zheng Wangshu injured his leg in the sports meeting, and he always dragged his stumbling leg in front of her, asking her to help bring food, and Fang Qinghe was stupid to bring him food for a month at that time.

But if she didn't like him, it was impossible to agree to bring food for so long, although she was always ashamed of her junior brother at that time for having strange thoughts.

Later, after a long time, they were together, and it was a matter of course.

In the playground in the evening, the autumn wind was wheezing, the young man with a sweet wish, quickly caught up with the girl who was jogging, Yu Xia stretched their figures, the petite girl, the thin boy, the laughter in the ears, the slightest coolness from the wind carried how much sweet honey tasted.

"Senior Sister Qinghe, I want to make friends with you."

Fang Qinghe choked, squatted next to him and inhaled oxygen, and took a breath, "Haven't we always been friends?" ”

"Boyfriend and girlfriend, I think it's very appetizing to eat with you!" He grinned at her, and the setting sun was shining right behind him, like a god descending from the heavens.

Her heart shook violently.

Fang Qinghe always felt that he was really like a silly white sweet, silly and simple, white and tender, sweet little boy.

Later, she looked at him like a god, and Leng Leng nodded in agreement, because, watching him eat, Fang Qinghe also had a special appetite.

Shen Jiaojiao laughed at her before, saying that she had never seen such a fool to chase, and she had never seen Tie Han chasing people so much, what a couple.

Zheng Wangshu, like those sunny teenagers, has active sports cells and a simple optimistic attitude, probably because he has too few things to worry about, and he always has a happy feeling.

"Then why did you break up with him, it won't be because you're old, right?" Cheng Muyue picked her nose with disdain.

Fang Qinghe choked, at first she did care about age, but in fact he was indeed immature in some aspects, such as the concept of time and thinking about things.

"That year, my dad had a car accident and went bankrupt, my dad became a vegetative person, owed more than 500,000 foreign debts, the perpetrator had no money to pay, my mother's mental state also became very poor, the family was like a mess, everyone didn't know what to do, I didn't have the strength to maintain a love that needed sweetness, and I didn't have enough confidence to feel that I could stay by his side, he was so beautiful, and the family was rich." Her eyes are full of stars, gentle like water, and like the valley of despair.

"If the people in their family knew about my situation, I don't think they would allow their son to fall in love with such a girl, I don't want him to see me embarrassed, I hope he can live so carefree forever." Now that she has said this, she is as calm as water.

Time sends away not only the pain, but also the long thoughts.

"Well, how can I say it, I think you are a little selfish, because of your inferiority, after all, Zheng Wangshu is innocent, but no one is you, no one can understand you, it's understandable." Cheng Muyue raised her eyebrows.

Fang Qinghe shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "To the point." ”

The stars in the city don't shine, and the people in the night talk with lights.

Cheng Muyue likes to crawl on Fang Qinghe's bed, and the two of them sleep in a quilt every other day.

"And what's going on with you two now?" Cheng Muyue moved to Fang Qinghe's side again.

"There is no situation, there will be no situation, he has his way to go, and I have my bridge to cross."

Cheng Muyue felt pity, "It's a pity for you two, you didn't think about trying again?" ”

"He's married, and even if he's not married, I don't plan to meet him again, and no one will stay where they are." Fang Qinghe wrapped himself in the quilt.

Cheng Muyue seemed to be a little shocked, slowly focused, and nodded in agreement.

Suddenly, he sat up nervously again, wrinkled his brows and said, "He's married!" ”

Fang Qinghe was frightened by her startled, "Can you speak lightly next time, my heart was almost shattered." ”

Cheng Muyue shrank into the quilt, "That's a pity, it's difficult to achieve the first love since ancient times, except for me and Big Bear, hehehe." ”

Fang Qinghe snorted: "That's right, turn off the lights, I'm going to sleep." ”

"Actually, Zhong Qimo is not bad, how are you two doing?"

Speaking of this, Fang Qinghe has a headache, Zhong Qimo is indeed very good, but he is too dull and lifeless, staying by his side always feels like he is in the cold wind and rain, and obviously he is also to complete the tasks given by the family, and the two are not each other's dishes.

"Not well, sleep!"

Fang Qinghe was lying quietly, Zheng Wangshu was her entire youth, and all the beauty about youth was left with him.

The first love is the most unforgettable, but the first love full of regrets is the most difficult to let go.

But when two people are far apart, all harmony is shattered by inferiority.

Zheng Wangshu's family is superior, his father is a university professor, his mother is a glorious military doctor, a scholarly family, beyond the reach of ordinary people, Fang Qinghe didn't know when he first started dating, so his wavering heart can be at ease for a moment, plus he has a cheerful and simple personality, although he is two years younger than her, he studies for a year in the morning, and he lives like an idiot, except for eating all day long, but in formal and important things, Zheng Wangshu is often more thoughtful than her, better tempered and more patient than her.

Fang Qinghe even sometimes wondered if it would be different if he had told him the truth at the beginning, and then slapped himself hard because of shame, after all, people can't overcome people's hearts and fragile illusions.

No one is going to wait in place to abandon his bastard, unless he's a stupid man who has been abandoned by his brain.

After Cheng Muyue turned off the light, there was only a faint bed lamp left in the whole room, and the quiet room occasionally heard the sound of Cheng Muyue turning over the bed and the sound of cars outside the window.