Chapter 1131: How to Pay Back What You Ow
Chu Lu analyzed with her word by word very incisively, what was the fact of this matter, she thought that no one else knew, but she was really not a liar.
How she fell, she knew, and not necessarily others didn't know.
Xia Ruoxin's fingers holding the chopsticks shook slightly, and she continued to eat, but she didn't know what to eat.
"If the Heart"
Suddenly, Chu Lu called out her name, Xia Ruoxin raised her face, but she quickly realized something, she lowered her eyelashes, and then ate the rice in her bowl.
"Mr. Chu, why did you admit your mistake again?"
"Have I confessed my mistake, don't you know it very well in your heart?"
Xia Ruoxin really felt that this man was terrible, and it was no wonder that in the shopping mall, so many people would be afraid of him, or afraid of death.
She put down her chopsticks and stared straight at Chu Lu like this,
"You know, I remember the past?"
"Yes," Chu Lu nodded, and when you were about to see Xiao Yudi, "I already know." ”
"How did you find out? Xia Ruoxin touched her face, obviously her face has changed, and her temperament has also changed, where did she do not do well, and where did this man find out.
Chu Lu sandwiched some dishes and gave them to his daughter, and the little guy ate obediently and didn't speak. And Xia Ruoxin was still waiting for Chu Lu's answer.
"Xiaoyudian recognizes you, because you are his mother, although his voice is still a little cold as always, but at this time it is surprisingly soft, I recognize you because you are Xia Ruoxin," It is also my wife, he added such a sentence in his heart.
"If you don't recover your memory, it's impossible to take the initiative to see Xiaoyudi, if you don't recover your memory, it's impossible to have a complicated expression, Lu Xiaohua's painting is lifeless, but Xia Ruoxin does."
"I say that, do you understand?"
Xia Ruoxin's heart couldn't help but tighten.
And she really got it
Lu Xiao's painting was created by Lu Jinrong, the Lu family and Gao Yi, she has no past, how can she have vitality, but Xia Ruoxin is a living person, she denies Xia Ruoxin, it is equivalent to denying herself, how can there still be vitality, how can there still be reality.
"Then how do you know that I am Xia Ruoxin?" And at this moment, Xia Ruoxin knew that this man might know earlier than she realized.
Chu Lu gently rubbed the cup on the table with his thumb.
"I knew a long time ago that you were Xia Ruoxin, but I didn't think about what to do to you again, Lu Jinrong was right, you forgot the past, and it's not a bad thing, when you were Xia Ruoxin, you suffered from childhood to adulthood, and when Lu Xiaohua painted, she had everything, an unbearable past, and a beautiful future, it seems that I have no choice."
"So, do you know that I'm a fool too?" Xia Ruoxin really wanted to stand up and slap this man, she had the right to know her past, her life was her own.
And when they make such a decision, do they ask her what she means, whether she thinks, whether she wants to, whether she wants a better future, not the memory of the past?
All said that her memory was unbearable, but no matter how unbearable it was, it was her.
No one treats you as a fool, Chu Lu's eyes were a little forbearing, and the corners of his lips were slightly bitter, just wanting to make you better, if you can, I also hope that you can remember me, remember the little raindrops, but remember all this, don't you feel sad, that kind of past.
Xia Ruoxin poured herself a large glass of juice and drank it one bite at a time.
Chu Lu didn't stop her, but Xiaoyudian raised her little face and tilted her head strangely.
"Dad, what's wrong with Mommy."
Chu Lu stretched out his hand and rubbed his daughter's little head, "Eat obediently, my mother is menopausal." ”
Xia Ruoxin's eyes widened, she never knew that in addition to being heartless, this man had a mouth that was extremely bad, she put down the cup and continued to eat.
The corners of Chu Lu's lips were slightly hooked, and there was some warmth, as if the cold around him had melted.
"Aren't you going to tell Gao Yi about this?" Chu Lu gently folded his legs under the table, "Don't tell me, you didn't push down with Bai Xuanyin?" ”
"No," Xia Ruoxin raised her face, she didn't lie, and of course she didn't exaggerate the facts.
"She didn't push me down, I fell on my own," she just stood by and watched, so she could only say that she would not save me when she saw death, and she could not say that she was deliberately killing someone.
That is also indirect killing, Chu Lu sneered, his thin lips outlined a trace of arc, and the more cold he saw.
That was her freedom, Xia Ruoxin said lightly, of course she didn't dare to say it, in fact, she fell to save Bai Xuanyin, she was afraid that if she really said it, Chu Lu's peace at this time might be broken.
As for whether to tell Gao Yi or not, she won't.
"Why don't you say it?" Although Xia Ruoxin didn't say anything, Chu Lu understood what she meant.
"I owe him a few lives," Xia Ruoxin raised her eyelids, "Mr. Chu, don't forget, your daughter owes him a life, I was pushed into the sea by your mother, and it was Gao Yi who saved me, I lost a little raindrop, and when my spirit was sudden, it was he who saved you, you tell me, how can I pay back these lives?"
Chu Lu was silent, of course, he was speechless.
Of course, in addition to making him uncomfortable in the bottom of his heart, in fact, he will be the same as Xia Ruoxin, Xia Ruoxin is now just thinking about what will happen to Gao Yi knowing what will happen, whether he will regret it, and whether he will be in a dilemma, but what Chu Lu thinks is that Gao Yi is already out of Xia Ruo's heart.
Yes, Gao Yi is out, in fact, even if Xia Ruoxin does not recover his memory, maybe the final choice will no longer be Gao Yi
Feelings are not memories that people have lost, and if they say they don't remember, they won't remember, and of course they can't be lost to a person.
The two of them didn't talk much at first, because they had already talked enough, and if they continued to talk, they wouldn't even want to eat.
This is the first time that their family of three has sat together so quietly in so long years, just like ordinary people, they can eat together and enjoy this rare family fun together.
It's just that Chu Lu knows that this is just stolen.
Because he still has a long way to go.
Xia Ruoxin took her daughter out of the car, and Xiaoyudian obediently let her mother hold her, but a pair of eyes never left Chu Lu, she wanted her mother, but she also wanted her father, so when her father left, she was still sad.
"Mom, shall we sleep with Dad?" Xiaoyudian raised her little face and asked Xia Ruoxin.