Friday, March 25

In the third self-study class in the afternoon, soon after class, the old class came, first issued an admission ticket, and then he asked each student in the class to write a testimonial and write their impression of the class.

After thinking about it for a long time, since I entered the class in the second year of high school, there have been almost more than 600 days and nights, and from the bottom of my heart, I still feel it. Now this class is not as good as it used to be. In the past, the learning atmosphere in the class was very good, and many students still loved learning. However, everything is subject to change. Before you know it, everything has changed. It's become a little unrecognizable. The names were unknown at the beginning, and then they became acquainted, but most of them were still only at the level of knowing each other. Deep understanding, basically very little. I suddenly felt funny, in the past two years, if I walked on the street, there were so many people who didn't greet each other when I saw each other. It would be a mistake to say that this is the case because of the closure of the individual. I'm still black and white, whether it's good or bad, I can talk about it, and the ones who are good and the ones who are excellent basically don't communicate with each other, and everyone has their own circle. The two circles do not intersect, which inevitably leads to separation. Students have their own silence and suppressed thoughts, resulting in unfamiliarity with each other.

There are still opinions about teachers. Most teachers wear colored glasses, but they should not be too overly visible, and teachers should also take into account the feelings of other students. For example, in the last class, the chemistry teacher did something very wrong. I suddenly asked why a girl in front of me hadn't come (with good grades) in class. The classmates in the back were not satisfied, and whispered, we are dead, and the teacher will not notice us. A classmate said jokingly, when the teacher hangs up, I won't go to see him. How can the relationship between classmates and teachers not be estranged? As a teacher, you can't always judge a student based on grades. Maybe I'm used to it, the teacher's unfairness, and I don't have too many sighs about it.

After school, I grabbed some things and went back to my accommodation. I found out that as long as there is an exam, all the students are super idle. You can't just sit still and read a book. Even if time is wasted, I won't make up for my weak lessons. Too many people choose to go out and walk around. I really can't bear this loneliness and go out for a walk.

When I arrived at the lively and prosperous area, I felt the bright life. Thinking that I will soon step into it, I have indescribable feelings in my heart. The crowd does dilute the loneliness in my heart. Although this excitement is not mine, I can put aside the college entrance examination for the time being. I don't feel too much pressure, I just want to take a look at this real society and fantasize about my future.

In the end, I still have to return. On the way back, I met many girls in the same class. I won't say hello because I don't know each other very well. In this lively city, how many people want to rush in, and how many people want to rush out. It's like a siege. I'm destined to stay away, at least for now.