Chapter 44: Countdown to 58 Days
Thursday, April 14
It seems that I am tired of studying, and I haven't studied at all these days, and I repeat the bad situation before.
The examination is insignificant, and it is destined to fail, so even if it is hard work, it is only for a while, and when I think about the hard work, the result is not ideal, and there is a trace of pain in my heart. Although there are many reasons to comfort myself, I still can't avoid sadness, and when so many people choose to flee and give up, what can I do not make myself regret?
Today's mood is really bad, I don't know what bad luck happened today, the teacher left early in the English class at noon, and there are still two minutes before the end of class. I suddenly started doing push-ups next to my seat, and when I finally finished it, I was shocked to see that the old class was outside. Really, you're here after class. I opened the door and came in, looked at me and didn't say anything, I didn't feel good in my heart. After school, everyone left, I sat on the chair with my back against the wall, but the person and the chair fell down at the same time, but fortunately I didn't fall, and I patted my clothes and left immediately.
It's hot today, and I can't walk a few steps and I'm sweating.
As soon as I arrived at the class after eating, my face was already sweating, and I took off my coat and wore a short-sleeved shirt. At this time, the old class entered the class and looked at me, I was more disgusted, did I think I had just finished push-ups! He looked at the rest of the class and left.
The fourth period is an activity class, where students borrow a basketball and a few people go down to play in the playground, and the teachers have a meeting in the conference room. After that, it was hot, and the time was almost up, so I was going to go back to class, but it happened that the teacher broke up, and several people hurriedly hid, because the head teacher didn't let us come out to play during normal physical education class, not to mention that this was not a physical education class. In the second half of the third semester of high school, physical education classes have died in name only.
When I came to self-study in the afternoon, I was in a particularly bad mood when I came to the class, and I planned to take leave and study at night. There are quite a few people missing tonight, and it is estimated that there are more than 20 people.
I asked for leave, and when I returned to my residence, I planned to reflect on myself, but I had already had the intention to go out when I saw that it was dark. Where to go? I went to an Internet café, I didn't go online, I just asked my classmates to see if they were among them. It happened that there was a classmate who was watching him play a game next to him. Playing so proficiently, I never played the game at all. In addition to not liking a little trouble outside, I was going to go back, but I went out of the door and touched my pocket to find that the key was gone, and I remembered that I had forgotten it in the house, and I was very depressed, and I turned back and didn't go back until I got out of school.
I bought something to eat, but suddenly my mouth hurt again, my mouth was inflamed, and I accidentally had an accident when I was shaking my teeth a week ago, which became more and more serious, and I had problems eating. When the doctor gave me a needle, it startled me, and I was most afraid of the injection. Fortunately, it was filled with liquid water, and it dripped on the inflamed area, so I was relieved.
After going back, I took medicine at ten o'clock, and then took out a book to read. How to put it, now is the time to read a book. I found that I was in no mood to study at all when I stayed in the class, and it seemed that everyone was studying hard, and I suddenly felt depressed and uncomfortable.
A person quietly detached from the society at that time, quietly thought about his future, his dreams are also very good, try to control himself, and don't let those trivial things entangle his heart and make people upset.