4.17 Sunday

I woke up very early, and I was lazy in bed and refused to get up, but finally I got up happily and stood in front of the mirror, my hair messy and my eyes hazy. I washed my face and became much sober. I won't go to school for a weekly exam today, and I don't want to go to school even if it's convenient, so I went to a newly built public toilet in the distance. In the toilets, the volunteer in charge of toilet sanitation advises those who are listed to pay attention to hygiene. He also mentioned that some people in the vicinity unconsciously unscrewed the faucet used to wash their hands, and now the water pipe is sealed, so that there is no water to flush the public toilet.

At noon, at the dwelling, the quilt was dried, and people sat by the fence and listened to the songs. With his eyes in the direction of the class, he looked carefully and found that there were few people, and most of them were on Sundays. I washed the sheets and just put them on the rope to dry, but the sky changed. The fiery sun hid behind the clouds, looked up at the sky, and it would not rain. The boring singing is full of boring time, and the thought of reading a book has never come up. In the empty courtyard, I sat alone, and someone in the other rooms was asleep. Will this emotion of wasting time torment your heart in the future?

In the afternoon, while I was sleeping, my roommate told me that the puppy in the yard had died, and he had been hit by an electric car. Oh, dead, I didn't say anything either. Rest for a while before asking why. A boy on the first floor of the courtyard rode an electric car to deliberately scare the puppy, but failed to brake in time, so the puppy died. Dumped the puppy's body into a dead corner outside the wall. Iniquity, several people stood on the balcony, looking at the wall, and sighed in their hearts. Just hope that the puppy will rest in peace soon, silently praying.

I stayed at my accommodation until 6:15 a.m. before leaving for school. Sitting in the class, I started self-study in a few minutes. There are still many people missing, and it is so quiet. I don't know how many people are struggling, and how many people are sitting stupidly like me, facing the flat spread of information, staring at it, but not moving, and not caring about writing. It's business as usual.

Every day is a little sad and emotional, from a lively and cheerful person gradually became silent, not wanting to say anything more. Slowly, I will turn into a touch of gray, what else can I do but add sadness to the environment? If you leave happily now, maybe it won't be so sad anymore. There is no difference between day and night for me now, and I walk in it in the alternation, and I can't walk for many days, maybe it was a relief at that time.

Thinking quietly, his heart still longs for the arrival of the real Li Yin. Let me distinguish between day and night, so that I will no longer be dim. Struggle, get up, I beg you from your sleep, wake up soon, and don't let me be tormented anymore. I can't stand this kind of leisure. I am willing to beg myself, don't talk about it anymore, I can't afford to talk about it, take advantage of my young age, and work hard!

The sky is high and the birds fly, and the sea is wide and the fish jumps.