Chapter 56: Countdown to 44 Days

Tuesday, April 26

Today is a special day, and both of my table mates are here. Even if one of them took a leave of absence after a few classes, he was still happy. After all, I saw a new table mate I hadn't seen for a long time. In the homeroom teacher's physics class, I was very sleepy in the second half of the class, and I fell asleep on the table carefully. I was woken up by a loud voice at the end of class, and the last two classes were spent very soberly. After school, you can go to dinner, and after dinner, you have to go to the class for self-study.

This is true every day, and basically there will not be much change. The number of people who are missing for evening self-study remains the same, and occasionally a few more will be added, and if it is seen in other classes, our class must be a decadent class. How can there be a good learning atmosphere when there are so many people lacking every day? In fact, everything can't be concluded just on the surface, and you can still feel motivated in the class.

At noon, a propagandist from an ordinary college came to our class to give a brief introduction to the college. After getting the profile, I suddenly realized how eager I was to go to college. Discover that there are many things in the university that can lead to the development of oneself in one round. In college, you can learn what you want to learn without being controlled by others. But I found that it was so difficult, seeing the end of time approaching step by step, and the dream still seemed to be far away.

I've been in a daze for too long, so I'm afraid to fall into it again. Maybe there are some things that I should not be thinking about now, and thinking about them will only add to the burden, but sometimes I start to fall into it before I know it.

There is a lyric that the more you grow up, the more lonely you become, but I think the more you grow up, the more complicated it becomes. How innocent it was when I was a child, everything was simple in the eyes of children, they could play with their toys and immerse themselves in it, but still smile sweetly. All of them are fun because they are simple. When you are a child, you don't have to think about a lot of things, you don't have to worry about anything, and you don't have to plan for your future. Happiness in the extreme, so beautiful.

The joy of childhood, the memories of the present, is still incomparably joyful. Now, I know how to cover myself, and I can endure the pain without showing it. Some things are so complicated, I get a little tired of my heart, and when I grow up, I have to work hard for my childhood dreams. It's no longer simple.,More and more white life meaning.。。

Life is a mixture of happiness and pain. Throughout your life, you have to think deeply about these two words. Maybe it's a big realization, or maybe it's really impossible to figure out what it is. The philosophy of life of great wisdom and foolishness, how many people throughout the ages have been able to comprehend fame and fortune? Can a high school student talk about life? More and more questions pop up, I can't think about it anymore, and the more I think about it, the more confused it becomes. It's better to hurry up and prepare for the exam, and the monthly exam will be in two days.

If all the gods and horses are floating clouds, why should I worry about the unknown?