5.6 Friday

Now we are really familiar with us, and most of us have begun to plan and plan our lives.

Continue to study or step into the society, and suddenly understand why the college entrance examination is a major turning point in life. Because it carries many, the watershed of dreams and reality. More than ten years of hard study, a choice, pain and happiness are born together, but everyone can only harvest one of them. You may feel cruel, and after years of hard work, you may get frustration. So, I gradually understood what life is.

For those who don't pin their hopes on the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination is indeed irrelevant. But there may be a lot to endure, such as the confusion and disappointment of family members, the ridicule of others, and being regarded as deviant, etc., everything has a price. I have begun to take care of my family, I have begun to think about the future, and I have begun to notice my age. Everything seems to have grown overnight, the first and second years of high school are childish, but the third year of high school is about to end in the blink of an eye. I have to pay for my high school life, and I have to face it directly what the outcome is. After going through some things, you will understand and grow.

We who used to be dominated by learning have now begun to incorporate the colors of life. I always think about something, and after the exchange, I realize that everyone is the same. In addition to the college entrance examination, many things have followed. When I grew up, I had more troubles, and the isolation between life and campus was so brittle, and I really entered the society and integrated into the torrent, and now I still hear the surging voice of life.

A few days ago, the head teacher said that at the end of the second year of high school, the person who had dropped out of our class was now planning to repeat it. Is it really that society is tired and bitter? Or is it due to a momentary maladaptation? For those of us on the verge of high school life, where do we go after all? It's not that simple.

I don't know how many people are still holding on to their dreams, refusing to relax for a moment, the closer to the end, the more tense the atmosphere becomes, and the more panicked and impetuous the mood becomes. It's not that I don't want to learn, but I mess up my mentality again.

In today's class, the number of self-study leave requests tonight has hit a new high, 27. This already says something. I'm bored with the class or tired of studying.,It's really unknown.。。

It's really a very turbulent day but it's not raining coolly, it's really a somewhat caring me and an indifferent ending. I used to fight for my dreams and worked hard for the college entrance examination. Now that I have become mature and introverted, the memories of the past can only stir up ripples in circles. It's not that I don't understand that the success of the dream depends on whether you work hard or not, but the loneliness in it always has to be borne by one person, not that you can't bear the pain, but you can't bear the loneliness.

The heart of thinking has occupied the heart of learning, and what cannot be let go has now become a burden. Messy and restless hearts, they can only be frozen with natural water.