436. Escapism

An Lai glanced at Hewen apologetically, and at the same time motioned with his eyes to hand over the next matter to himself:

"Naxi, I know you didn't like that experience, but if you don't talk about it with others, how do you overcome it?"

Naxi sneered:

"There are things that I can't overcome in my life, even after death, and I can only try not to think about it. ”

Naxi glanced at Hewen again:

"I'm sorry, I just lost my temper, come in. ”

Anlai looked at Hervin and nodded.

Although Hewen was a little confused, he still followed An Lai and Naxi into the house.

The environment inside was the same as Naxi's messy clothes, with wine bottles and all sorts of messy things piled up in half the room.

Naxi sat directly on the ground:

"If the person who came here today was not Anlai, I would never talk to anyone about it, but I owe him a lot of favors before, so if you have any questions, just ask, I will try to answer them.

"But don't expect too much, I'm not like everyone else, I rely on force and wit to pass the test, I rely on ......"

Naxi pondered his words, and then said with some certainty:

"Luck. ”

Hewen gets straight to the point:

"Have you ever met Morgan Le Fay?"

Naxi raised his eyebrows and said:

"Oh, Anlai told you, right, yes, everyone who passes the test can make a wish. ”

The handsome man let out a sneer:

"What is Morgan Le Fay, the Wish-Granting Elf? Who would believe such nonsense?"

An Lai sighed helplessly, but said nothing.

His friend's personality has always been withdrawn and strange, although he has been trying hard to get him active, but he has frequently failed, but fortunately, Naxi may also be used to it, so now his approach is not guarded and repulsed.

Naxi looked at An Lai:

"There were hundreds of people who passed the test, most of them went to meet Queen Morgan, and how many returned. ”

安 Lai says:

"It is still possible to confirm that thirty-two others did not leave or died. ”

Naxi says:

"They all said that those people had met King Arthur, and I could understand that meeting King Arthur was a very attractive thing, but didn't anyone find it strange?

"None of the disappeared people came back. ”

Anlai defended:

"It's certainly not an easy thing to come from there, so they won't come back without any special circumstances, and maybe someone has already come back, but we don't know. ”

Naxi said vividly:

"It will not be easy to come back from there, for they have all been imprisoned and have become the dogs of the Great Queen like collared animals. ”

An Lai looked at Hervin and explained:

"He's always been pessimistic about a lot of things. ”

Hewen nodded:

"I can understand. ”

His speculation about the fate of those men was worse than Naxi's.

Naxi says:

"So if you really have the slightest desire for that legendary wish, I advise you to dismiss it, right? No one has ever heard of King Arthur's kingdom as it was like, except Morgan Le Fay. ”

安 Lai says:

"How many people are coming back?"

Naxi sneered:

"How do you know it's them who have returned? Besides, even if they are fine, it is likely to be a trick on the part of the Queen, no one knows what is behind that door, but I guess there will be nothing good in it. ”

Naxi looked into Hewen's eyes and said:

"And, Mr. Herwin, Anlai said that you are also the one who passed the test, and he does not know why we never talk about the specific content of the test, thinking that there is some special rule. ”

Naxi smiled, as he noticed the meaning in Hewen's eyes:

"Oh, you know, right? The reason we don't talk about it is simple, because it's not a good memory.

"My share almost hurts to the core. ”

Hewen asked with a serious face:

"What did she do to you?"

Naxi smiled:

"You shouldn't want to know, 'What did they do to me?' and I don't want to think about it, so let's wrap it up and leave me a little bit of privacy.

"Don't push me off a cliff, I don't feel like I'm going through another fall. ”

Hervin nodded in understanding:

"What I saw wasn't very good, that's why I wanted to find you. ”

An Lai's expression was a little puzzled, he had never heard anyone talk about this topic.

Naxi says:

"Nowadays, I am an alcoholic, except for drinking and sleeping all day, there is not a moment that is completely clear, including now, many people think that I am in a bad situation, and Xiao Anlai's innocent little head also thinks so, but you may understand it, or not, but it doesn't matter.

"I paralyzed myself because I knew that the reality was far worse than my current self, and that as long as I stayed awake, pain would surround me all the time.

"I'm not degrading myself, I'm saving myself, even if it's slow and painful, but at least it's working. ”

Hervin steers away from the topic:

"Have you ever spoken to someone like us?"

Naxi glanced at An Lai:

"Yes, but there are some words that are not suitable for children, Anlai, can you leave for a moment?"

Anlai sensed something was wrong, and he instinctively repelled what was about to happen.

But the beautiful boy still nodded, and he turned around and walked to the door without hesitation.

Syllable.

The door was gently slammed shut.

Naxi immediately lowered his voice:

"I've seen a couple of guys coming back from the palace. ”

"What I just said is not all true, I said that it is not the original who I said, no, I am just metaphorizing the fact that it is they who have returned, but there must be something more in their souls. ”

"They may not have any ill will towards us, but what is parasitic in their souls, is watching everyone, they are the Queen's agents, but even now, I am not sure if I am under surveillance, those who return, Anlai is unreliable, I am unreliable, everyone in this place is unreliable. ”

Hervin replied:

"From my point of view, there may have been someone spying on you, but at this moment, no one will be able to hear our conversation. ”

Naxi's face changed, and then he stepped forward and walked directly to Hewen's side:

"No matter, although it is very risky, but I have never said the next words to anyone, you listen to me, if I die, at least collect my body.

"They thought I was numbing myself with alcohol because of my past experience, and Morgan Le Fay must have thought that I was caught and tortured and oppressed by the fairies of the lake, so I didn't dare to face the world.

"That's bad, I'm not that vulnerable, I've disfigured myself, I'm going to numb myself......

"It's because I'm sharp enough that I realize that everyone in this world, everything has problems, it's dangerous here, and Avalon is not a land of reason, but a cage, and we are her slaves.

"I'm escaping from reality.

"This whole reality where I live. ”