Shen Miaoyan nodded, Han Xuzhi looked at Jun Tianlan again, and happily took the little servants back to the Han Mansion.

On the long and silent street in the vast rain and mist, there were only two people left.

Shen Miaoyan urged the horse forward, and her voice was cool: "Three years ago, I came to your side. In the past three years, I have seen many things that I have never been exposed to before, and I have learned a lot. Fourth brother, I don't want you to be caught between me and Gu Qinyuan, Gu Qinyuan, you said that your mother wants you to marry the young lady of the Xue family, then you can marry her. ”

The horse's hooves stepped on the bluestone street, and she and Jun Tianlan staggered by: "There is a huge disparity between us, and I am probably not worthy of you." ”

It's not that she hasn't worked hard, but no matter how hard she tries, she can't cross the gap of identity.

This is the way of the world, without family background and background, it is nothing.

And she is powerless to change the world.

Jun Tianlan held an umbrella, and his cold and delicate face was terrifyingly cold.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is a high-ranking and powerful, talented and good-looking.

Many people envy him, but those people don't know the inferiority complex he hides in his heart.

He was afraid that there would be too much blood on his hands, he was afraid that the life he was carrying would be too heavy, and he was afraid that such a dark self would not be worthy of the bright and bright little girl like the sun.

The feeling of powerlessness and inferiority spread from the deepest part of my heart, like a drop of ink falling into clear water, quickly spreading the dark dark color.

Even his voice trembled: "Are you tired of me? ”

Shen Miaoyan stared at the white rain and mist in the distance, speechless.

Jun Tianlan turned around and saw the girl riding a black horse, walking slowly towards the end of the street in silence.

The vast rain and mist separated the two, Jun Tianlan stood on the street, no matter how hard he was in his heart, the pain on his face could not be concealed at all.

Shen Miaoyan returned to Linshui Pavilion and wanted to pack up his things, but it was only early March, and there was still a month before the agreed time.

She didn't ask Su Wen and the other little maids to help, she brought two buckets of hot water by herself, took a hot bath, changed into a clean and snow-white silk shirt, combed her long hair that was scattered around her waist with a mahogany comb, and walked barefoot to the window.

This spring rain is more like fog than rain.

The surface of the lake is full of white mist, and it is all pure white at a glance, and you can't see the distant scenery at all.

The white and tender little face, which is as beautiful as a peach and plum, is full of chill at the moment, revealing a maturity that does not match his age.

She slowly combed her long cloud-like hair, and she thought, while she hadn't completely fallen into that love, it would be better to let it go early.

It's ridiculous to can't see his identity clearly, and he wants to be his wife, like that.

She slowly curled the corners of her lips, her amber eyes full of mockery.

I don't know how long it took, Su Wen pushed the door open, "Miss, the master wants to see you." ”

"Nope."

Su Wen stared at her back, hesitated for a moment, and had to retreat behind the door.

Jun Tianlan, who was waiting in the hall on the second floor, heard Su Wen's reply, his face became even more grim, and after sitting for a while, he got up and left.

It was dusk, at this time the rain and fog were boundless, he did not hold an umbrella, stood alone by the lake, looked up at the girl standing by the window, so far away, the white and beautiful face could not be seen clearly at the moment, and he could only intuit the indifference faintly exuded from the girl's body.

There was a little helplessness in the phoenix's eyes, but he forgot how cold and hard this little girl's heart can be when she hurts someone's life.

She was never as docile and cute as she seemed.

He knows.

The lights were lit in the Linshui Pavilion, Shen Miaoyan glanced at the man on the edge of the lake, raised his hand to lower the curtains, and turned around to go to dinner.

It was late at night.

The rain and fog gradually dissipated, and Shen Miaoyan lay on the bed, but he couldn't fall asleep.

She climbed out of bed, walked to the window, and quietly opened the corner of the curtain, only to see the man in black still standing on the shore of the lake.

She frowned slightly, what was he doing there?

As if sensing the movement in the Linshui Pavilion, Jun Tianlan raised his head, and the two met unexpectedly.

The night in early March was slightly cool, and the rain and fog wet Jun Tianlan's hair and clothes, and I don't know how long he had been standing.

Shen Miaoyan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he hurriedly lowered the curtains, ran to the bed, got into the quilt, and gasped in horror.

Jun Tianlan silently looked at the soft glimmer from behind the curtains, the four fields were vast, and his beloved girl stayed in the soft light, accompanied by the warm quilt.

The thin lips have a little more curvature, she is fine, and he can be well.

The next day, the weather was fine.

After Shen Miaoyan got up, the first thing he did was to run to the window.

She opened the curtains, and the edge of the lake was empty, and there was no one.

Inexplicably a little lost in her heart, but she quickly laughed self-deprecatingly, what was she expecting? Expect an impossible love?

After breakfast in the flower hall, she planned to go to Yerin to learn some self-defense kung fu.

Now that she has a lot of strength, it would be very good to learn self-defense.

However, as soon as he walked into Hengwu Courtyard, he was pulled by Tian Xiang under the wisteria blossom trellis, and whispered: "Miss, what's wrong with you and your master?" The master stood by the lake last night for the night, and was persuaded to come back by the night rin this morning, and as soon as he came back, he coughed and had a high fever, and now he is still asleep in the bedroom. ”

"He's got a cold?"

"Not really! Imperial Doctor Bai personally came over and prescribed medicine to regulate his body, but the master refused to take it. The slave thinks that he will only listen to you, Miss, so can you persuade him? ”

"Won't take the medicine?" Shen Miaoyan's eyebrows furrowed, she raised her eyes and looked at the bedroom with the door curtain closed, hesitated for a while, and said softly, "Then I'...... Let's go in and have a look. ”

She grabbed the corner of her clothes and walked slowly towards the dormitory.

At this time, her mood was very complicated, she actually wanted to see Jun Tianlan, but she was afraid that she would not be able to control her heart......

The fourth brother said that the girl's innocence is very important, but she thinks that the girl's heart is equally important.

If you lose your innocence, all you lose is your chastity. But if you lose your heart, the whole world will be darkened.

A woman can live without a man and live independently, but she can't live without a heart.

The whisk guarding the door opened the curtain for her, and she stepped into the threshold, and the thick smell of medicine filled the bedroom.

She glanced at the white porcelain bowl at the head of the bed, the brown potion inside untouched.

The man lying on the bed had a white wet handkerchief on his forehead, and his face looked a little haggard.

Haggard, but still handsome and moving.

She looked at it in a daze, in order to get this man's heart, she worked hard for three years, and now she is told to give up, she is actually quite unwilling.

But......

Only if you like a person will understand that in fact, possession or not is not so important.

Like a person, then all the efforts are just to make him live a happier life.

Therefore, her letting go is actually to give the fourth brother freedom.

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