Chapter Twenty-Eight: The Green Years 2
Later, after discussing with Liu Min, Ma Pingfan decided that Liu Min would continue his university studies, and Ma Pingfan began to prepare for the next year's college entrance examination.
So later, Ma Pingfan rented a small rental house near Liu Min's university, because Ma Pingfan did not have any financial resources, so many times, Liu Min's living expenses were supported by his usual daily expenses. Liu Min just hopes that Ma Pingfan can concentrate on learning, so that their future can be clear and they can be together for a long time.
Although Ma Pingfan felt guilty in his heart, he also knew that the only thing he could do now was to work hard for Liu Min and himself.
So at that time, Ma Pingfan devoted himself to his usual study.
As the saying goes, the emperor lives up to his hard work, but Ma Pingfan feels that the emperor seems to have been living up to himself, as if he has never treated himself well, in fact, he also needs to be treated well, in fact, he also needs to be encouraged, especially at this moment, he really needs some sincere support, some visible support, but what is going on now, what is going on now!
Blow after blow, Ma Pingfan felt that he really had no way to continue.
At that time, Liu Min had always been by Ma Pingfan's side, in fact, Liu Min was also very sad in his heart, but now that things are like this, he has no way to change it, so he can only go with the flow.
"It's ordinary, it's okay, it's not more than three, so I think next time, maybe I can do well." Liu Min comforted Ma Pingfan and said.
"But, Xiaomin, I really don't have any confidence in myself, it's been twice, if it's still like this for the third time, I feel like I really don't have any face to live in this world." Ma Pingfan now wants to plunge into the cold sea water and sober himself up.
"It's just an exam, it's fine." Liu Min gently patted Ma Pingfan's back, hoping that through his warm patting, Ma Pingfan would feel that he was no longer so sad.
"Xiaomin, will you go out for a walk with me?" Ma Pingfan said to Liu Min.
"Where do you want to go?" Liu Min didn't know what Ma Pingfan wanted now.
"I want to go to the beach, I want to blow the sea breeze, so that my mood can be calm."
The most beautiful place in this city is the seaside, where you can feel the gentle sea breeze blowing on your body, stepping on the soft sand, and the whole person's mood will be much better.
So every time Ma Pingfan is in a bad mood, he will go to the beach alone for a walk. But now Ma Pingfan wants Liu Min to be by his side. The person you like is willing to be by your side, and your mood will definitely get better faster.
"Okay. Then you wait for me. I'll go back to the dorm first, I'll talk to my roommate, and I'll be out soon. Liu Min said.
"Well, okay, I'll send you back to school, it's not far from your school anyway. By the way, we can talk that you walk alone and you will not feel lonely. Ma Pingfan said.
If you are not in a very good mood now, and you have to stay alone and think nonsense, then in the end, the more you think about it, the more you will fall into your own emotions, so you might as well take advantage of the present, walk everywhere, and see the outside world.
"Xiaomin, in fact, there are many people who are much better than me, handsome than me, better than me, and better than me, but why do you like me instead of them?" Ma Pingfan used to have a special inferiority complex because of his life experience, and because he was often looked down upon, so Ma Pingfan rarely took the initiative to interact with other people, so that whether it was his own happiness or his own sadness, only he knew such feelings. It's not okay to talk to someone.
"Why did you suddenly think to ask such a question? You didn't seem to care about such problems at all, did you? Liu Min turned his face sideways and looked at Ma Pingfan and said.
Ma Pingfan has always felt that Liu Min is the most beautiful girl he has ever seen. Not only beautiful, but also very good-hearted, no matter what, will take care of other people's emotions, will be particularly careful and considerate, will always take care of a lot of people's emotions. According to Liu Min's appearance and such conditions, it is actually possible to find a better dating partner, and Ma Pingfan knows that behind Liu Min, there are really not a few people who covet Liu Min, so in fact, many people are pursuing Liu Min more seriously than themselves, so Liu Min doesn't need to work as hard as he does now.
Ma Pingfan used to feel that he could be happy with the woman he loved, but now it seems that he is an unfortunate person, so those who are close to him will also become unhappy because of himself.
"It's just because this is a fact, so I also want to know, in fact, in your heart, what do you think of me, and now are you willing to be with me, in fact, because of a sympathy in your heart? If that's the case, I think there's really no need for us to be together anymore. Ma Pingfan said indifferently.
Although Ma Pingfan feels that he is inferior to other people many times, but no matter what he says, he is a big man, as long as he is a big man, then he will definitely have machismo, and he has the dignity of being a man, no matter what, no man can bear the sympathy of the woman he loves.
"Ordinary, do you think of me like this?" Liu Min thinks that up to now, he is with Ma Pingfan, so for his own thoughts, for his feelings, other people may not understand, but no matter what, this Ma Pingfan should understand, even if people all over the world do not understand themselves, but Ma Pingfan must understand himself, otherwise, he really doesn't know what the meaning of two people together.
"No, I'm just talking about a possibility." Ma Pingfan said with a little humility.
"I don't like to hear such words, ordinary, since I chose to be with you, then no matter what you encounter, I am willing to stand side by side. So I don't want to hear questions like this in the future, because it's really boring, and I'm going to be very unhappy when I hear something like that, so don't talk about it. Liu Min said angrily.
"Got it." Ma Pingfan said wiltedly.
Regarding what Liu Min said, Ma Pingfan's most impressive sentence is such a sentence, no matter how you are, I will stand side by side like this.
At that time, such a sentence really warmed my whole life, and it was really like lighting a lamp in my life full of darkness.
The promise at that time was really beautiful, and the promise at that time was really sincere, but now there is no one next to me, so sometimes, you have to sigh that fate makes people!