Chapter 248: Insomnia
Feeling the invasion of the cold wind, he tightened his clothes. Turning around and looking at the abandoned garden behind him, Sixin suddenly felt that there was something strange here, and he couldn't help but feel a chill down his spine.
In this way, Sixin was silent for a while. Then, he resolutely turned around and left the place.
When Sixin returned to his apartment, there was still a candle flickering in his room.
Although, Sixin hasn't pushed the door open yet. However, Sixin knows who is inside. Because, only she will get up early at this time, stay in her room, waiting for her own self who has not returned.
When Sixin pushed open the door, looking at Qingxue who was asleep on the table, a warm current flowed through his heart, gradually soaking his limbs and bones, and his heart couldn't help but quietly surge with emotion.
For Sixin, in his previous life, he almost never felt warm. The taste of being cared for, in fact, is very beautiful, nostalgic, and unforgettable.
Otherwise, when Sixin was in his previous life, he would not have indulged in the gentle trap woven by Xuanyuan Qiye like a moth to a fire, and he couldn't extricate himself.
It was because of the gentle smile that Xuanyuan Qiye gave him at that time that made her mistakenly think that it was a sign of concern. Since then, a senseless chase has begun. was taken advantage of, and in the end, ended up in such a miserable end.
Luckily, she was reborn. Otherwise, I really don't know how to repay this revenge. After all, this kind of opportunity is not something that exists.
Reborn once I thought about it again and again, and I felt the warmth that I had never felt in my previous life.
Perhaps, the thinking of the previous life is also concerned by someone. It's just that at that time, she had already walked into a dead end and couldn't find an exit. will take Xuanyuan Qiye as the life-saving straw and approach him step by step.
Because, the heart is blinded, so that the mind cannot see anything. His mind pounced on Xuanyuan Qiye's body, and there was nothing else in his eyes except him. So, it's normal to ignore the others.
However, the price paid for that kind of thinking is also huge. To be precise, she couldn't bear it. However, again had to bear it. Because, those are all self-inflicted.
However, fortunately, with the lessons of the previous life, Sixin will not repeat the mistakes of the past and be deceived by them again in this life.
In this life, thinking will rewrite the history of previous lives. Let those who killed her, and her children, be punished as they deserve. This revenge, she will slowly revenge, let them live worse than death, torture, in order to solve the hatred in her heart.
It's not that Sixin is vicious, but that in their previous life, they were too resolute, so that Sixin couldn't find a reason to forgive them and forgive them. Even if Sixin forgave them generously, Sixin's dead child must not agree!
Whenever she dreams back at midnight, Sixin dreams of her dead child, and keeps saying to her, "Mother, mother, I died so miserably, so miserable......"
The same dream kept repeating, and every time, Sixin woke up crying, and his clothes were soaked. There is no way, this matter has become a dead knot in Sixin's heart. As long as this revenge is not avenged for a day. Then, this thought will not be liberated for a day, and how will it be indulged in nightmares all the time.
Her heart was always in hell, scorched by the fire, uncomfortable, and painful.
It seemed that Sixin's eyes had begun to flicker with a little red, and soon her reason would be submerged.
said that it was too late, and it was a sunny snow that was sleeping sweetly. Suddenly, eyelashes fluttered. The eyes couldn't help but crack a thin slit, and it seemed that he saw a figure.
Originally, Qingxue, who was still a little confused, was stunned in her mind when she saw that figure. slowly opened her sleepy eyes, and looked at it, it turned out to be her master, Sixin was back.
After confirming that the figure was Sixin, Qingxue's eyes were completely sleepy, and she was completely awake at once.
Gradually, the sleepiness in his eyes was replaced by a sudden joy.
"Hehe, master, are you back, have you eaten? Drunk water? ......" Qingxue saw Sixin, maybe she was too excited, and said a series of words.
Originally, the thoughts that were still immersed in memories were about to lose their minds. However, when he heard Qingxue's voice, Si Xin was like a slap in the face, and he suddenly came to his senses, and his reason began to return.
After a pause, the flush in Sixin's eyes began to fade and he saw the clear snow in front of him, and Sixin's eyes couldn't help but be dyed with a smile. I can't help but feel a little funny in my heart, this girl is really ......
"Okay, Qingxue, you asked so many questions at once, how can I answer you?" Sixin looked at Qingxue funny, and said a little jokingly.
Hearing Sixin's joking words, Qingxue couldn't help but blush, and she was a little embarrassed.
"Lord, lord, master, I, I ......" Qingxue looked at Sixin and stammered a little.
Hearing Si Xin's stammering words, the smile in Si Xin's eyes deepened.
Truth be told, it's late. Sixin felt that there were too many things happening today, and she needed to digest it well, think about it carefully, and sort out her clues, so that she could know what she was going to do next, which was right.
After all, some of the situations that have emerged now are unexpected. Although, on the surface, it seems that everything is in favor of thought. However, for the sake of caution, Sixin still had to walk and look at ten, just in case.
So, after thinking about it, Sixin is still not here, and he is too entangled with Qingxue.
Moreover, now that Qingxue is the time to grow your body, you need to rest a lot, so that it can be good.
"Hehe, Qingxue, you don't have to say anything, I know your intentions. It's so late now, what's there, let's talk about it tomorrow! Go back and rest! Wait, I'm going to rest too. Sixin looked at Qingxue, although, there was some amusement in his words. However, it is not difficult to hear the meaning of concern.
Seeing Sixin say this, Qingxue didn't want to say anything more.
To be honest, it's getting late, and it's time to rest. If so, continue to be here. Then, there is no way for the master to rest.
Moreover, in Qingxue's view, Sixin has a lot to do every day. If you don't have a good rest, then how can you have the energy to do things?
Thinking like this, Qingxue also loosened. After all, Qingxue is the one who really cares about thinking.
For Qingxue, Sixin is not only her benefactor, but also her relative, and it can even be said that she is her sister.
Of course, Qingxue naturally wouldn't say these words to Sixin. After all, some things are said to be a little fake. Therefore, Qingxue would rather take this care to heart. Use practical actions to prove that you care about thinking.
It's true, but it's better to do one thing than to say a thousand things and ten thousand. After all, no matter how nice it sounds, it is still said, and if it is not done, then it has no practical meaning.
Anyone can dream about it, but it's hard to put it into practice.
"Well, in that case. Master, Qingxue took her leave. Qingxue restrained her shyness, looked at Sixin generously, and then said goodbye.
After saying that, Qingxue raised her feet and left.
After Qingxue left, Sixin did not go to bed immediately. Instead, he sat down, poured himself a cup of tea, and drank it in small sips.
At this time, the tea had become a little cold, and when I drank it in my mouth, I swallowed it all the way, and my stomach was cool. Looking at the flickering candle flame, Sixin began to fall into memories again.
The flames of the candles flickered continuously, and it seemed that a figure flashed in front of him, smiling at Sixin. When he saw that figure, Sixin grinned, laughed wantonly, and laughed heartily.
When Sixin wanted to talk to the figure, he found that the figure on the other side was no more. In this room, there was no one but thought.
It turned out that in front of the eyes of the thought just now, Jiang Ran appeared a phantom. And the owner of this phantom is none other than Xuanyuan Qimo, who left the capital two days ago and rushed to the border pass.
For the phantom that appeared in front of him just now, the corners of Sixin's mouth couldn't help but raise a self-deprecating arc.
"Hehe, I'm really, I haven't seen you for two days. Unexpectedly, visions began to appear in front of my eyes. If Qi Mo knew about it, he wouldn't have to die of it! Si Xin thought so in his heart.
The candle flame kept flickering in the room, and Sixin was shrouded in it, and it was impossible to see her expression at this time. Ethereal, looming.
After drinking a cup of tea, Sixin poured himself another cup and then drank it all and blew out the candle flame. Touching the darkness, he walked to the edge of the bed, took off his coat, lay on the bed, covered himself with a quilt, and closed his bright eyes.
In fact, in this dark night, when you can't see your fingers. Sixin tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep.
Sixin doesn't know what's going on in his head, in short, he just can't sleep, which makes people very annoyed.
This situation lasted for a while, and Sixin really couldn't stand it anymore. So, I simply sat up and sat up on the bed.
Of course, thinking is not a dazed meditation. Instead, the exercises given by Tianshan began to flash in my mind. Then, as described above, begin to cultivate.
Actually, Sixin also has no way, who told her insomnia?
Now, in the middle of the night, she can't go and wake up Qingxue and them, and accompany her to insomnia here!
Obviously, it is not advisable to do so. Besides, Sixin is not that kind of person.
Therefore, in a helpless way, Sixin chose to practice the exercises given by the Tianshan Mountains. Anyway, I usually think about too many things, and I don't have time to cultivate. Now, I can't sleep at night. It just so happens that you can take this time to cultivate, it's like killing two birds with one stone, so why not do it?
In this way, Si Xin began to cultivate.
Time, just like that, before you know it, has passed.
Gradually, the sky has begun to dawn, the sun is rising, and the morning sun is exceptionally soft, making people feel very comfortable.