Chapter 108: Do as You Please
As a tourist town, Baijing Town still has a lot of food in the town, such as grilled fish, hot pot, soup pot and all kinds of Chinese food.
However, for this kind of thank-you banquet, the Jin family still chose the most traditional Chinese food, and it is a coincidence that in the end, the venue chosen by the Jin Ling family for the banquet was actually the "Hongyun Hotel" where Bai Yaolong entertained Xu Wenmin last time.
For this dinner, Bai Yaolong and Jin Ling had to ask for leave from school, and in order to avoid the classmates in the class from noticing anything abnormal, the two of them also deliberately took leave in the morning alone, while the other staggered before the end of school.
After school in the afternoon, the two didn't go out of school together, and they only met when they walked to the entrance of the town street, feeling like two cheating couples, indescribably awkward.
The two walked on the road and didn't speak, because both of them were sighing at the wonder of fate, who would have thought that because of a falling water accident, not only did it produce a subtle bond between the two, but also made the two families have a relationship.
The dark night of November came early, and there was no moon in the sky today, making the whole sky dark and gloomy, but fortunately, the dilapidated street lamps on the side of the road were glowing with dim yellow light, and the lights of the houses at the beginning of the day, as well as the traffic on the side of the road, made the two walking on the road not so depressing.
After walking for a while, Bai Yaolong finally broke the silence, took out a bag of dried mangoes from his backpack, and said to Jin Ling: "Here, I bought it for you last time I went back to Yuqing." ”
Jin Ling took the dried mango, a little distracted, she tore open the mouth of the bag, tasted it, and then said to Bai Yaolong: "Hey, Bai Yaolong, do you blame me for keeping things in my heart and not telling adults, and you missed an opportunity to make a name for yourself?" ”
Bai Yaolong smiled, it seemed that Jin Ling was still worried that she was really like her mother said, thinking that she was an ungrateful person.
"Do you look at me like this, like the kind of person who pursues fame and personality?"
Jin Ling shook his head, looked up at the dark sky, and continued:
"No, although we haven't been together for a long time, you give me the feeling that I am like an observer, obviously trying to pursue something like us, but it always gives people a feeling of ethereal nothingness, that is, the feeling that I can't grasp and can't see clearly, in short, I can't say..."
In fact, Jin Ling didn't realize that when he said this, what he really wanted to express in his heart might be that he had fallen in love with this boy, but he couldn't touch his true heart and couldn't control the erratic feelings, which was very uncomfortable.
And Bai Yaolong didn't expect that what he gave Jin Ling was such a feeling, maybe it was because he couldn't share his secrets after he came to this world, and because of the more or less consciousness gap between him and junior high school, he always felt a little lonely.
And it is some daze or celibacy behaviors reflected by this loneliness that make Jin Ling have this feeling.
Of course, even if it was Jin Ling, Bai Yaolong couldn't tell the truth, so he could only helplessly deceive her: "Maybe I'm a person who is more freewheeling!" ”
In order to get into college, we have to learn subjects that we may not be interested in at all, and in order to break silver, we have to endure annoying work and boring bosses, even if it is to save people, which rises to moral quality, how many people dare to say that they have no fear at all, and they do it with their hearts.
If there is an afterlife, Bai Yaolong's most hopeful thing is to put aside the world, live the true life, and be able to "do whatever you want".
Jin Ling also seemed to feel something, thinking that since he was a child, although he was willful, he actually lived in the expectations of his parents, and he had been taught by his parents to become the best and most outstanding person.
But in fact, she doesn't like to study, her dream is to open a flower shop, every day to be able to sprinkle water in the morning among the flowers, prune at noon, and smell the fragrance at night is her most dream life.
But can she take this dream as her goal, of course not, her father's expectation for her is to be like him, to be able to become an excellent doctor, and learning is the most basic quality of a doctor.
"Bai Yaolong, do you have any dreams?" Jin Ling continued to ask.
But Bai Yaolong shook his head and replied: "No, is it a dream to eat and wait for death, enjoy life?" ”
Jin Ling glanced at him this time, and complained: "Of course it doesn't count, why are you so boring, dreaming of such a sacred thing, you are so unbearable by you, say it again." ”
Bai Yaolong thought about it, to be honest, he really didn't have any dreams, in his previous life, some people said that he dreamed of being a scientist, some people dreamed of traveling around the world, and some people dreamed of living in a big house and living a good life, but these dreams seemed to have turned into boring "money thoughts" in the end, in addition to money, a few people still remember their childhood dreams.
He is not short of money, and he has enjoyed half of his life, for a person like him who has reached a certain height and has no pursuit, how to talk about dreams, if he really wants to say something he expects, he can say it, but he doesn't know whether to say it or not.
Seeing that his face changed from frivolity just now to seriousness, and his head turned lower, Jin Ling didn't know what was wrong with him, but he still urged: "You say! ”
Bai Yaolong stood still, thought about it, Jin Ling saw that he was not leaving, and also stopped, Bai Yaolong looked at her intently and said, "Jin Ling, my dream is..."
At this time, his eyes were full of ghostly light, blazing, looking at Jin Ling without blinking, but he didn't speak, Jin Ling made him look embarrassed, but he didn't want to give up looking at him cowardly, the two of them were like this, under the dim and mottled light and shadow, staring at each other.
"My dream is to grow old with you..."Bai Yaolong said very slowly.
And when Jin Ling heard Bai Yaolong's embarrassing words, his face was already red, but Bai Yaolong then said: "When you grow old together, you can still eat the rice noodles you cooked, hahaha..."
After speaking, a voice sounded on the street, "Bai Yaolong, you bastard!" Then a pair of young boys and girls on the side of the road chased and ran in this simple and beautiful town, like a touch of endless memories of youth, so that many years later, both of them still remember this night without a moon, but full of young frolic.
In this way, the two chased under this beautiful moonlight, frolicked in the neon lights of the busy traffic, and unconsciously came to the "Hongyun Hotel" that their parents agreed to not call a "big hotel" at all.
And such a youthful scene is obviously so beautiful!