Fang'er came to Chuxin Courtyard, and the maid guarding the door saw that it was her, and she didn't even pass it, so she put her in directly.

She entered the inner room and saluted with a smile, "Xiangye, Mrs. woke up and said that she missed you!" ”

Gu Qinyuan Yuguang saw the smile on her face, and his heart was inexplicably on fire.

He got up, and suddenly a heartwarming foot kicked her out!

Fang'er exclaimed, hit the solid wood round table, covered her chest in pain, and looked at Gu Qinyuan in horror.

"Get out!" Gu Qinyuan's eyes were red, and he snorted coldly.

Fang'er hurriedly got up, didn't dare to stay longer, and ran away quickly.

Several imperial doctors looked at each other, and were about to comfort him again, but Gu Qinyuan was angry, and in one go, he stroked all the tea sets on the table to the ground, "If you don't have anything, get out of here!" ”

The imperial doctor was frightened, where did he dare to speak, and he retreated one after another.

Gu Qinyuan propped his hands on the table, his eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was terrifying.

He turned his head to look at the unconscious girl on the couch, and his heart was suffocated.

I always felt, I always felt as if he had lost something important......

That thing can't come back......

Is it their child?

Or, is it her heart?

At this moment, Bai Qingjue came in with a medicine box on his back.

After a few years of precipitation, he looks gentle and elegant, full of compassion to help the world and save people.

The signboard of Yimei Pavilion has become bigger and bigger in recent years, and almost everyone in the Great Zhou Kingdom knows it.

The former poison saint, washed his hands in the golden basin, and became a living bodhisattva passed down by word of mouth in the world.

He glanced at the messy porcelain pieces on the ground, stepped over slowly, put the medicine box on the table, sat on the embroidery pier, and said while checking Xie Tao's pulse: "It doesn't help you to be so angry." It's better to sit back and have a cup of tea. ”

Gu Qinyuan said coldly: "Drink tea?!" At this time, do you think I still have the heart to drink tea?! ”

Bai Qingjue let go of the hand to diagnose the pulse, and said mockingly: "When this girl was in trouble in the past, didn't you also have the leisure to drink tea?" Why are you not in the mood now? ”

Gu Qinyuan choked and paused for a long time before he said lightly: "With your medical skills, it is possible to keep the mother and son safe?" ”

Bai Qingjue got up, picked up the medicine box, and smiled sarcastically: "Gu Xiangye, the fetus has been aborted, where did the 'son' come from?" At night, I sent a little maid to Yimei Pavilion to get medicine, her body was already very bad, and ordinary doctors couldn't cure it, so I had to decoct the medicine myself. If you don't take medicine and take care of it, I'm afraid you won't be able to survive for two years. ”

After that, he walked a few steps outside, and suddenly turned back, with a faint contempt in his eyes, "If someone hadn't spent a lot of money to invite me, I wouldn't have wanted to come here." The prestige of Gu Xiang's favored concubine and killing his wife has spread all over Hojing...... Gu Qinyuan, I Bai Qingjue has been a brother with you for several years, how much I respected you at the beginning, and how much I look down on you now. ”

After finishing his words, he strode away.

Gu Qinyuan stood alone in place, his fingers digging into the wooden table, and all ten fingers were bleeding, and he didn't even realize it.

He stood alone for a long time, and walked to the bed in despair.

Sitting in the robe, he stretched out his hand and stroked Xie Tao's pale face.

After marrying her for so many years, he hadn't looked at her carefully.

Her skin was very white and transparent, and her baby face was even more delicate than he had imagined.

Her lips were slightly upturned, and because of the miscarriage, they were strangely white.

It's ridiculous that he hasn't kissed her on the lips for so many years.

His fingertips slowly traced the shape of her lips, and he slowly leaned over and kissed the bloodless lips gently.

He couldn't taste anything, because the tip of his tongue was only bitter at this time.

He pressed his cheek against hers.

For so many years, he has never bought her rouge gouache, and in winter, her face is not as tender as Zhao'er, and the touch of sticking it is quite rough.

He closed his eyes, tears forming in the corners of his eyes.

……

On the other side, the Royal Palace.

Shen Miaoyan has been locked in a secret room for seven days.

She had never taken that kind of pill for seven days, she had endured the pain night after night, she could not eat properly during the day, she was so thin that her wrist seemed to break when it was broken.

She was still kneeling on the soft couch, her hands were hung high by the silk, her head was weakly lowered, and her posture was humble and humiliating.

Jun Tianlan came in from outside with minced porridge, and when he saw her appearance, he couldn't bear to close his eyes, and then he immediately relented, squatted down in front of her, and said slowly: "Miaomiao." ”

Shen Miaoyan raised his head with difficulty and spat at his face.

Jun Tianlan raised his sleeves, wiped her saliva without care, scooped up a spoonful of meat porridge with a spoon, blew it warm and sent it to her lips, "Good, just endure it for another three days." ”

Shen Miaoyan trembled all over, eating the meat porridge he fed him in the dark.

Every time, every time she experienced that unbearable drug addiction, she wanted to kill herself.

But after enduring it, there was a particularly strong desire to survive from the bottom of my heart.

If she wants to live, she still has many, many things to do, how can she die?

She devoured the meat porridge with great effort and took the initiative, and in Jun Tianlan's relieved eyes, she quickly ate her full.

Jun Tianlan wiped the corners of her lips clean, clicked on her acupoints, ordered the palace people to bring warm water, and personally served her to take a bath.

He changed her into a clean cotton coat, and he locked her up as she was.

Before leaving, he kissed her on the lips, "Things are busy in the palace these days, but I will take the time to come to see you, and I will come to see you when I finish my studies every day." ”

After that, he knew that he couldn't wait for her answer, so he got up and left indifferently.

The door of the secret room was closed, and Shen Miaoyan knelt alone in the dark and silent environment, a heart that had been tempered a thousand times, and it was rare that he was no longer afraid.

In the evening, Nian Nian really came.

He sat cross-legged beside Shen Miaoyan, "Mother, my father has to discuss with the minister tonight, and he can't come." I brought you candy, do you taste the sweetness? ”

As he spoke, he fed a piece of candy to Shen Miaoyan's mouth.

He also ate a candy himself, and said with his cheeks on his cheeks: "Mother, when I was five or six years old, I especially loved to eat sugar, and my father said that the happiness I got from eating candy was only temporary, but the tooth decay left behind hurt all the time." It is not cost-effective to leave a permanent calamity for the sake of momentary pleasure. After that, I didn't eat much candy. ”

Shen Miaoyan tasted the plum candy, and the sweet and sour smell filled between her lips and teeth, which was delicious.

She understood that Niannian wanted to use these words to let her survive the remaining three days, so she smiled, "What Niannian can do, my mother will definitely be able to do." ”

She also wants to completely quit that drug addiction, not to let herself become a tyrannical and murderous person like Wei Yuanji, and not to let herself be easily controlled by others.

Nian Nian took a villain book from his bosom again, "Mother, I brought my favorite storybook, and I'll tell you a story." ”

The soft voice of a child echoed in the secret room.

Shen Miaoyan listened quietly, her mind extremely quiet.

After Nian Nian left, a palace maid came in to serve Shen Miaoyan for dinner.

Although the woman in this palace is honest, she is a talkative person, and she has been tricked by Shen Miaoyan in the past few days, and now she can't control her mouth: "Miss Shen, the emperor went to Changhuan Palace tonight!" ”