Four: Is it a dream?
Sanxi was woken up by a child's cry, and she rubbed her sore neck with sleepy eyes.
When did you fall asleep on the edge of the bed?
However, she seemed to have had a long dream just now, as if she had dreamed of the past, dreamed of him.
But at the moment she didn't think much about it, because the child was still crying. She hurriedly got up to check the child's diaper, and sure enough, it was pulled.
She instantly had a head and two big.
I can't help it, this situation is several times a day, although I feel that my head is big every time, but I still have to deal with it.
Only she knows about Sanhi's birth, she has no friends in the city, and she hasn't been in touch with her family for years.
Probably the family thought she was dead.
Forget it, no one cares anyway.
Sanxi didn't care about that for a long time.
It was getting dark, and after changing the diaper, Xiaoyi fell asleep peacefully.
What do you have for dinner?
There are only instant noodles left at home, and there are two eggs left in the refrigerator, so let's save them for tomorrow morning.
This situation at home is not due to economic reasons, but because Sang Xi is alone, and with such a small intention, he really rarely goes out.
There are various epidemics in the spring, what if you accidentally go out and get sick?
He wasn't around, and she had to take care of his children.
For Sangxi, Xiaoyi is more like an obsession.
……
After dinner, sleepiness gradually invaded Sanxi's brain. She didn't know why she was so sleepy, she just felt so tired.
She worries every day, for fear of getting sick. She has seen too many news that little babies have been killed because of a small illness, and she always scares herself, she is really scared.
The security of the community where she lives is not good, and she is often worried that a bad person will break into the house and hurt Xiaoyi.
In short, she just feels that this world is very dangerous, she and her children may die at any time, and someone wants to harm them at any time.
Sanxi didn't know what was wrong with him.
She obviously loves Xiaoyi very much, but sometimes she looks at her and cries, but how much she hopes that it would be good if she didn't have her.
It would be nice if she was the only one from beginning to end.
Thinking so, Sanhi fell asleep again.
In the haze, I felt that the light in the house suddenly dimmed, but suddenly brightened again. There seemed to be someone talking around him, softly and softly. It seems to be a female voice, and it seems to be a male voice.
If it's a male voice, it's like his voice.