The conversation was dreaming again.

This time, he was already in elementary school. Because at this time, he had been taken to the city by his parents.

It was probably when I was in the second grade of elementary school, and it was also such a spring when the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and when I came home from school that day, I heard the sound of ping-pong and throwing things at home. He was accustomed to it, and went back to his room to do his homework in silence, but this time his parents quarreled for a long time, it was already dark, it was still raining and windy outside, and his ears were mixed with the sound of his parents arguing and throwing things.

He didn't know the reason for the incident, and he couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong, he only remembered that in the end, his father threatened to find a gentle and considerate wife, and his mother rushed out of the door in a fit of anger.

There have been before, my mother left the house after a quarrel, but it won't be long before my mother will come back, but this time it's different, and I have an inexplicable strong premonition in my heart: my mother will never come back.

So the next second he heard his mother going out, Tan Wang put down half of his homework and chased him out. As he passed by the living room, he didn't look at his father too much.

The street where his house is located is covered with cherry blossoms on both sides, and because of the wind and rain, the cherry blossom petals scattered all over the street have a bleak beauty. It's just that at this time, he didn't have time to take care of this, he ran to the door, and saw his mother get into a taxi, he ran after the taxi in the heavy rain, shouting as he ran: "Mom is back, Mom is back, Mom is back......"

I don't know how long he ran, but the taxi his mother was in completely disappeared after a turn, he fell to the ground, and his immature little hand pressed into a cluster of cherry blossom petals on the ground, and a piece of cherry blossom petals was wet by the rain and stuck to his cuffs, and he finally couldn't help it, and lay on the ground and cried.

Talking about this dream, watching it all happen from a third perspective.

Pain, unwillingness, and despair were intertwined in his heart, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

It's strange, it's obviously a dream, why is the uncomfortable feeling so real.

Tan Wan looked at himself who was still lying on the ground and crying, and suddenly had a strange feeling: "That's not me, that's just someone else, I'm just looking at other people's lives."

But after hesitating for a long time, Tan Wang couldn't help but step forward and propped his umbrella on Xiao Tanwang's head, and then he realized that Xiao Tanwang's body was trembling slightly - he was sick. I remember that this was the first time he had an illness, on the side of the road on the night his mother left.

Tan Wan hurriedly took out a small bottle of vitamins written on it from his coat, poured out two pills for Xiao Tan Wang, and helped him up and leaned against his arms, and after a while, his breathing finally came to normal.

In reality, it was the neighbor who worked the night shift who came back from work to find him lying on the side of the road and took him to the hospital, which saved his life in time.

He didn't have the heart to think about anything else, because at this moment, Xiao Tanwang was looking at him with teary eyes, and the dim light of the street lamp reflected in his eyes, which made him look particularly pitiful.

Tan Wan squatted down, stroked the muddy water from the clothes on his chest with his hands, and touched his cuffs with his eyes, Tan Wan took off the cherry blossom petals that were stuck in his cuffs and put them into his tender palm.

"We are all growing up, no one's departure is terrible, you have to take care of yourself in the future, only you can be good to you." Tan Wan looked into his own eyes when he was a child, and said seriously and solemnly.

But at this time, Xiao Tan Wang obviously couldn't understand the meaning of his words, just blinked his eyes that had just cried red, and nodded as if he didn't understand.

Sure enough, after that night, he never saw his mother again. It was probably from this night that Tanwan became disgusted with rain, nights, and cherry blossoms.

At this time, he probably never imagined that in the future he would meet a very silly little girl, willing to hold her in his arms when it rains, tell her bedtime stories at night, and accompany her to see the sea of cherry blossoms in the cherry blossom season.

Her presence allows him to tolerate all the things he hates.

I don't know, but this is probably love.

At the end of the dream, Tan Wan took Xiao Tan Wang's hand and sent him home.

If at that time, there were people who said words of encouragement or comfort to him when he was sad, and took him by the hand like this and sent him home, maybe the little one could have been less hostile to the world.

Talk about waking up.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he met a pair of red eyes that were crying, like a little white rabbit, and in a trance it seemed to overlap with the childhood self in the dream.

When I looked closely, I realized that it was Sanghi.

Sang Xi saw that he woke up, and he was aggrieved for a moment: "Woo woo, I'm sorry to talk, I shouldn't run around, I shouldn't let you be anxious, I really didn't know you had a heart attack, I'm sorry it's all my fault, you scold me!" ”

In the end, I let her know.

talked about having congenital heart disease, but he never said it to Sang Xi, for fear that she would worry, every time he put the medicine into a small bottle of vitamins, if Sang Xi asked, he said that he was taking vitamins.

Strangely, he hadn't been sick for a long time, and this time it did surprise him a little.

"Silly girl, it's okay if you're fine, why am I willing to scold you?" Talking's voice was hoarse and weak.

He tried to reach out and touch Sanghi's head to soothe him, but found a cherry blossom petal pinned to his cuff.

He froze.

Maybe there was some guidance in the dark that helped him untie the knot in his dreams.

Thinking of this, Tan Wang smiled relaxedly, and continued to reach out and touch Sangxi's hair.

Seeing him smile, Sang Xi's depressed mood was much better, she shook the hospital bed and picked up a bowl of white porridge from the small table next to her.

"Let's talk, let's drink some porridge, the temperature is just right now."

"You feed me."

Talking to the silly girl who understands him, when she feels that she has done something wrong, only by instructing her to do something can she really reduce the guilt in her heart.

"Okay." Sang Xi really burst into tears and laughed.