XXXI. Sit down
Sanghi carried a heart, and without the slightest hesitation, desperately walked through the crowd, only to find that the crowd was surrounded by an old man lying on the ground, and someone was already rescuing him.
"It's good that it's not a talk."
A false alarm.
Sanshi forced himself to calm down after taking a few deep breaths, and slowly made his way through the crowd. Opposite her was the sea, which still glowed blue, and the sound of the waves beat against her heart one by one, but at this moment, she felt that the scene in front of her was not as amazing as it had been.
She turned around, and there were more small vendors on the beach on the shore, some selling souvenirs and some selling barbecue snacks.
Further afield, there are towering high-rise buildings. The white light emitted from the countless windows stung Sanhi's eyes deeply, dividing the beach from them into two worlds.
After the high level of tension, Sanxi felt that her heart and body were getting cold a little, and she suddenly felt a little dazed, not knowing what she was doing. The crowd passed by her, and she stood there as if still.
After a long time, a gentle sea breeze carried the mouth-watering aroma of barbecue, blowing Sanghi awake.
She suddenly came to her senses.
Looking around, there is still no figure to talk about, no matter how charming the aroma of the barbecue stall is, it can't attract Sang Xi at this time.
After thinking about it for a while, she decided to go back to the hotel first, maybe she couldn't find her, and she was already waiting for her in the hotel?
Sang Xi's heart was crossed, so he walked back the way he came, and when he stepped on the floor tiles, he realized that he was not wearing shoes. When she had just looked for the place where they had taken off their shoes, the shoes she had been talking to were gone.
"Worn by someone else? Or did the talk take away? ”
She had no choice but to walk back barefoot.
Luckily, it's summer, and there's nothing awkward along the way. Along the way, except for the black soles of the feet, nothing else.
When Sangxi arrived at the door of the hotel room, he found that the door of the room was hidden, "Did you come back from the visit?" Thinking so, Sanxi gently pushed the door in, and saw his back. There was only one small light on in the room, and the light was a little dim.
Tan Wan sat on the sofa, one hand clutching tightly a half-drunk bottle of mineral water. Put your arms on your laps and bow your head deeply. The whole person looked tired and anxious, and the back of his white shirt was already soaked with sweat. On the coffee table in front of him, there was also an open medicine bottle, which looked like he had just taken medicine.
The scene in front of her made Sanxi unable to walk for a moment, and she stood still, not knowing what to say for a moment.
It wasn't supposed to be the time to talk about taking medicine, and he was taking medicine at this time, apparently because she was in a hurry to have a heart attack.
Sanxi blamed herself, but she was too embarrassed to apologize to Tanwang again, and then begged him for forgiveness. Obviously, when they went, they said that she would hold his hand and not let go, and she would not let him worry because he couldn't find her.
But now she broke her promise, and she didn't do it.
Sanhi came in with a soft voice, but was still heard by Tanwan.
"Sit down." Tan Wan didn't look up, just put the mineral water bottle in his hand on the coffee table, and then screwed the medicine bottle together. His tone was flat, and he couldn't hear the joy or anger.
But Sanhi knew that he was angry at the moment.
After hesitating for a few seconds, Sanxi cautiously rubbed over to the sofa and sat down, the distance between her and Tan Wang was enough to seat two more people.
"I ...... Wrong. "Either way, it's always a good idea to admit your mistakes first.
"You're not wrong." Tan Wang didn't look at her, but stared at the dim little light next to the TV, and his tone was still very flat.
It's over, it's over, it's hard to coax this.
Sanxi felt like he was going to crack.
How can an apology appear more sincere? She will take care of all the housework in the future? Or do you want to learn to cook obediently?
Just as she was still thinking in her heart, Tan Wan spoke again: "You are not wrong, it is my fault, my health is too bad to bear a little thing." ”
After a pause, he finally turned his head to look at Sangxi, his eyes were red, as if he had cried. But before Sanxi could see clearly, he quickly turned away and continued: "When you first told me that you liked me, I couldn't have been happier in my heart, I liked you far earlier than you thought. ”
Sang Xi's heart moved, some surprises, some surprises, but more doubts: why did you say this suddenly?
"Because I know my physical condition, I may not know when I will die. I can't guarantee a future with you. ”
"Talk......" she wanted him to stop.
"You know what? Your simple but pure and sincere love was really touching, so I decided that no matter what the future holds, I can't fail you now. ”
Sanhi sat down next to Tan Wan and hugged him. She knew that there was nothing she could do to stop him from continuing, and she could only comfort him in this way.
"Before we were together, I looked at everything very lightly, and every day I painted and enjoyed the scenery, and the day passed. But after being with you, I have a new goal, I work extra hard every day, I am not afraid of drinking and I am not afraid of all-nighters. I thought, even if I could leave you as much as I could before I die? ”
Sang Xi couldn't help crying at last, and tears flowed down her face and onto the clothes of the talker. The hot touch made the conversation stop, and a hand was put around her waist.
Tan Wan took out a tissue with his other hand and wiped Sang Xi's tears: "Why are you crying?" Silly girl, let me continue. ”
So he continued: "Later, when you quarreled with me and complained that I didn't go home, I felt no less sad than you. But I didn't blame you at the time, you were just young. But after a few times, I realized that I was just treating you in the way I thought was right, and you didn't seem to be very receptive to my way. ”
As she spoke, she smiled a little, but when the laughter reached Sang Xi's ears, she was only distressed. So she hugged him again and rested her head on his shoulder.
"But talking, in fact, I have long known that when you rejected me, when you didn't go home all night, I never doubted you, and I always firmly believed that you had your own reasons, so I quarreled with you at that time just to let you spend more time with me."
After Sang Xi finished saying this long paragraph in one breath, Tan Wang also hugged her with two hands: "Silly girl." ”
At that time, Sang Xi already knew clearly that she didn't need to promise that she wouldn't run around anymore, the two of them had such a tacit understanding, and nothing would break them up.