XXXVI Found
As soon as Tan Wang entered, he saw that his father had stuffed a wad of money into the hands of the proprietress of the porridge shop, which seemed to be about five or six thousand.
"You take this money first, and then tell me if it's not enough. Niuniu is about to go to elementary school, where is it not costly? Dad told her.
The woman looked awkward, frowned and accepted the money: "It's good if you know, don't forget your daughter if you have a son." As she spoke, she glanced at the little girl who was sleeping soundly on the bed.
Daughter?!
For a moment, he almost couldn't stand up for a moment, and he felt a dull pain in his heart.
"I know. You two have suffered so much with me, and I will definitely make amends to you in the future. The father took the woman's hand as he spoke.
"Okay, okay, you don't need to say that. Just remember who is with you the longest. Although the woman said this, she couldn't help but smile on her face.
Later, they babbled about some previous things, and Dad suddenly remembered his purpose for coming here: "By the way, make me a bowl of red bean porridge and add more brown sugar." ”
A hint of impatience flashed across the woman's face, but she did as she was told.
On the way back, Tan Wang followed his father in silence, trying to digest everything that had just happened.
According to them, the father and the woman have known each other for a long time, and although the parents of both families do not approve of the two being together, the two still secretly have children.
Later, after being introduced by my father's colleague, my father met my mother again, my mother is an intellectual, she is also beautiful, and she loves her father very much, not to mention that the parents of both families are very satisfied with each other, and my father did not refuse......
His mother was so gentle and understanding, but she left him and his father at the beginning, presumably because she knew about it. But he hated his mother for so long.
Thinking of this, Tan Wang's heart felt as if it was being pierced by a needle, and each time it pierced deeper than the last.
I can't stand it anymore. Tan Wan squatted down in pain and covered his heart, looking up, his father had walked a long way, he stretched out a hand towards his father's back, but he felt that the whole environment was getting darker and darker, and the sound of the wind blowing the leaves in his ears was becoming more and more blurred, until finally, he couldn't even see his own hands, and the whole world could only hear his own breathing.
"What's going on?"
In a blink of an eye, he was back where he had been: an unbreakable glass door, with endless white on the other side, and infinite black on his side. It's eerily quiet.
Tan Wan patted the door, found that it still couldn't be opened, and turned to find that the large opening that emitted a blinding white light at the beginning had disappeared, and a new crack appeared a little further away from him—this one, although it also emitted a strong white light, was not as glaring as the first one.
There was a strong premonition that in this rift, he would also know something he had not known before.
Although he was a little scared in his heart, he was afraid that he would see something that would be unbearable for him, but at the same time, he was looking forward to knowing more about the truth of the matter, so that he could untie the knot in his mother's heart.
And it is very simple to untie this knot, as long as he can know that his mother had a hard time leaving him, he is willing to let go.
He thinks that he has been a much more mature person than his peers since he was a child, but this incident alone has made him not let go for so many years, and he has taken it out from time to time to hurt his heart.
"Now that you've decided, let's move forward."
Thus, the conversation stepped into a second rift.
When all the senses began to resume their work, Tan Wang saw the scene clearly: it was a summer evening, the sun had set halfway, and the twilight sun shone all over the street, and the leaves of the trees shone golden.
Inexplicably, there is a feeling that the years are quiet.
This was still the street where the porridge shop was located, and not far in front of him was the porridge shop. At this time, standing on the street, you can even smell the smell of dinner coming from each house, which adds a bit of fireworks to the whole street.
Tan Wang looked around, but he didn't see his father, and he didn't find other familiar people.
"What's going to happen this time?" While thinking like this, he wanted to go to the porridge shop first, at least find out what year it was.
Unexpectedly, as soon as Tan Wan took a step in the direction of the porridge shop, he saw a woman with a dusty temperament coming from across the street - it was his mother.
The talks retracted the step that had just been taken.
At that time, my mother was wearing a simple tight black T-shirt, a pair of blue denim cropped pants, a pair of white casual shoes, and a white bag on her shoulder. Her long black shawl hair swayed from side to side as she walked, looking very flowing.
Tsk, my mother's dress is not inferior even now.
Tan Wang couldn't help but think in his heart. But after thinking about it, even such an excellent mother still couldn't escape the fate of having a scumbag husband, so he shook his head helplessly.
There was no joy or anger on my mother's face, and she even looked very calm, and she went straight into the porridge shop.
But the more calm my mother looked, the more angry she became.
"Looks like mom knows about it."
Tan Wan followed and also entered the porridge shop.