Forty put it down

The attending doctor hesitated, but asked the nurse to take off her ventilator. Probably the doctor also knew that he was powerless, but as a doctor, he couldn't give up saving people until the last moment.

After taking off the ventilator, my mother smiled hard and raised her hand tremblingly, and the doctor hurriedly took the initiative to hold her hand.

"Help me...... Ask for ...... I want to see my son ......" the conversation came closer, and the mother was heard to say this weakly.

His eyes instantly turned red.

He thought that his mother, who had abandoned him and left, was thinking about going back to see him at the last moment of his life.

"Mom......" Tears flowed down the corners of Tan Wang's eyes, and he wanted to reach out and touch his mother's face, but he couldn't.

He was more helpless than ever.

And the doctor didn't seem to expect her mother to say this, so he quickly asked the nurse to put her on a ventilator and quickly put her into the operation.

Tan Wan sat on the floor against the door of the operating room, his tears were dry and dry, dry and dry, and he felt that he had never shed so many tears in his life.

I don't know how long later, he was looking at the operating lamp in a daze, and suddenly heard a long "drip-" sound from the instrument that monitored his heart. He stood up with a "pout", a flash of disbelief in his eyes, he looked at his mother lying on the operating table, and finally did not walk over, but closed his eyes in despair.

His heart felt like it was going to crack, it had never hurt so much.

Tan Wang knew that even if her mother's injuries in the car accident were not very serious, then the heart attack caused by her shock in the car accident was enough to kill her.

He has no one to blame, so he can only keep these things in his heart and bear them silently alone.

The door to the operating room opened, and a blinding white light shone in, and Tan Wang's eyes were stabbed and closed. When I opened my eyes again, I was back in front of the glass door.

"What's going on?" Tan Wan wiped tears from his face, wondering why he was suddenly back here.

And then? What happened? Even though he knew that his mother's rescue was ineffective in the end, he still hoped to attend his mother's funeral and send his mother on her last journey.

I don't know why, such a big thing happened, he didn't hear any news at the beginning, maybe his father hid it too well.

But he felt that something was wrong, if his father divorced his mother for that woman, but after his mother died, his father did not marry that woman immediately......

Later, when I went to junior high school, I started a boarding life, and I didn't go home even during the winter and summer vacations.

The last time I went home was in my senior year, when he was interning at the company, and someone called him unexpectedly and asked him to go back and see his dad one last time.

But at that time, he had never seen the woman and her child at the porridge shop.

What happened next?

Tan Wang felt that this matter was not over here. But he looked up into the endless darkness, and there was no rift left that would allow him to return to the past.

"Ah Wang......" someone was calling him.

Tan Wang turned around abruptly and found that the glass door that could not be opened before had opened by itself at this moment. Without hesitation, he stepped through the glass door and came to the blank world.

"Awang ......" is the same voice again.

This time he heard it so well that he could be sure it was his mother's voice.

"Mom-" This word, which carried countless thoughts, attachments, regrets, and pains, could finally be shouted out of his mouth without any inhibitions and happily at this moment.

"Ah Wang, you have grown up, go live the life you want, don't always dwell on the past. Mom is doing well now, so you have to live well too. ”

It is the gentle voice of my mother in my young memory.

Although in this endless white world, Tan Wang can't see his mother's figure, but he can feel that his mother is by his side, and always there, always there.

"Ah Wang, go back, don't let the people who care about you worry. Promise Mom, don't blame Mom anymore, don't blame your Dad, let it go. "This is my mother's last wish.

Tan Wang's hand, which was originally clenched tightly, suddenly let go at this moment. Maybe he really should let go, and his mother didn't want to watch him suffer so much.

Living well is probably a belated filial piety to your mother.

He closed his eyes and nodded.

"Talk, talkβ€”" Sanshi called him.

He opened his eyes.

"I'm back?" Looking at the familiar silly girl in front of him, and the familiar bedrooms around him, he couldn't believe it.

"What's coming back? Are you sleeping stupid? Sang Xi pouted and said angrily: "You usually don't let me lie in bed, you can see for yourself, it's noon now!" ”

Is it only noon? Talking dumbly, he thought that many days had passed.

Remembering the words his mother said to him before waking up, "Don't let the people who care about you worry", Tan Wang curled the corners of his mouth.

It seems that his mother is blessing him.

Got up, put on his shoes, and stretched his waist: "Silly girl, what do you want to eat?" I'll do it. ”

Sang Xi sat on the bed in a daze, watching him go from a stunned face just now to a quickly rejuvenated and energetic appearance, and was speechless in shock.

When Tanwan walked out of the bedroom, she got out of bed and put on her shoes and chased out: "Ah, hey, I've already ordered takeout!" ”