Forty-four left
The next morning, Sanhi got up early, and this time she took a little extra care: she added a little more sugar to the tortillas than before, and carefully cut each tortilla into the shape of a heart.
She hoped that when she saw or tasted these tortillas, she would feel sweet in her heart.
With everything ready, Sanhi headed for the hospital. It was probably just in time for the morning rush hour, and the traffic jam on the road was very serious. Instead, Sanxi had to walk halfway, and by the time she reached the hospital, the tortillas were already slightly cold.
"I hope the talks won't be disgusted." While thinking, Sanxi pushed open the door to the hospital room.
Empty.
The early morning sunlight softly pours into this room, and the greenery by the window stretches its branches. This scene is like an oil painting in a dream.
The only drawback is that the talk is not there.
"Went to the bathroom?" Confused, Sanxi placed the lunch box in his hand on the bedside table next to the hospital bed.
The ward where Tan visited did not have a private bathroom, so if you wanted to go to the toilet, you had to go to the far end of the corridor.
Sanxi sat on the edge of the bed and waited, but after waiting for a while, he didn't see Tan Wan come back, and when he turned his head, he noticed that something was wrong - he didn't pay much attention to it just now, and only then did he find that the quilt was neatly folded, and if he just went to the toilet simply, there was no need to fold the quilt at all.
Sanshi felt his breath stagnate. In the next second, a young nurse who had examined the conversation yesterday came in: "Hey, what are you doing here?" Aren't the patients in this ward discharged? ”
"Discharged? When was this? Sanhi's tone unconsciously tensed, and she looked at the nurse with a wary expression.
The little nurse was taken aback by her reaction, but couldn't help but say, "Just last night, it's weird, I have to be discharged from the hospital so late." We definitely don't agree to put it on hold, but he has a special situation, so we will do it for him. ”
"What do you mean? What does it mean that he is in a special situation? Sanxi didn't realize that his tone was a little higher than before, and he unconsciously took a few steps closer to the little nurse.
The little nurse's hand, which was originally holding on the doorknob, was also frightened to let go at the moment: "He...... Didn't he tell you? He doesn't have much time left......"
What the little nurse said later, Sanxi couldn't hear clearly, she had already held back tears and walked away from the door. Out of the hospital, she didn't know where to go. She desperately dialed the phone to talk to the phone, but kept being told that the phone was turned off.
"Talking to you big liar, didn't you tell me you were okay? Didn't you tell me that you would marry me when you were discharged from the hospital? Sanxi felt that her world had collapsed, and all the grievances and unwillingness came to her heart at once, turning into tears and ruthlessly venting on her face.
She crouched at the entrance of the hospital as if no one was there, and cried loudly.
……
I don't know how long it took, but Sanxi felt cold and hungry. The weather in late autumn is like this, and when it comes to the wind, the wind rises. She looked up at the sun and thought it was strange. Obviously it is not yet winter, and the sun at this time is the same as the sun of the 39th day, although the sun shines on the body, but does not feel a little temperature, as if hanging there is just a decoration, just to comfort people and say: Look, the sun still exists.
Yes, the sun still exists in this world, but she can't feel the warmth of the sun anymore.
It's like talking.
Sanshi smiled self-deprecatingly, then stood up. Probably because she had been squatting for too long, she felt that she couldn't see clearly in front of her after getting up, and she stood in place for a while before returning to normal.
The child in her belly also seemed to have a sense of her feelings, making her lower abdomen slightly painful for a few seconds.
Sanhi gently stroked his lower abdomen and decided to go home first.
At this time, the road was no longer congested, but she did not take a taxi, but chose to walk. It was a long or short journey, and she walked for hours.
It was afternoon when she got home, and she didn't feel hungry or tired.
As soon as he entered the house, Sanxi noticed that something was wrong: someone had come, and he had come back from a visit!
Sanhi rushes into the bedroom like crazy and finds that the suitcase of the conversation is missing, and when he opens the closet, his clothes are also gone.
The tears that had already been drained poured down again.
She returned to the living room and found several things on the living room table: two bank cards and a letter.
It is a salary card to talk about and a card to deposit money with them. He didn't take any of them.
And the content of the letter is also very short: take care of yourself and your children, live well, and forget about me. I'm sorry.
There are also two small figures drawn in stick figures under the characters.
Sanxi could see that one was her and the other was their unborn child.
Sang Xi touched the little child who talked about the painting, and tears fell on the letterhead: "How do you know that the baby in my belly is a daughter?" ”
Although in the eyes of Tanwang, Sanxi has always been a stupid girl with a big grin, but she is not really stupid, she can see that Tanwang doesn't want to affect her.
According to the little nurse, Tanwan could die at any moment. She knew that Tan Wang chose to leave, because she didn't want her to be sad and sad when he died.
"But Tanwang, I'm so sad now, what will I do if you're not there in the future......" Sanxi cried out of breath again, she felt that her breathing had gradually become difficult, she really didn't know, now Tanwang left without saying a word of greeting or let him die in front of him, which made her more sad.
She felt like her guts were going to crack.
……
Sanxi didn't know how long she had been crying, she fell asleep on the couch. Vaguely opened his eyes, as if he saw that Tan Wan had returned, he carried himself to the bed and helped himself cover the quilt. She tried to call him and reach out to grab him, but she couldn't make a sound and didn't touch anything......