Gu Xinxue returned home happily, and when she returned to the door, she sighed helplessly and went back with a smile.

Gu Xinxue: "Grandma, I'm home." ”

Grandma Gu: "Okay, let's go and prepare, it's going to be dinner soon." ”

Gu Xinxue: "Oh, I know. ”

After Xinxue went in, she wiped the table, washed the dishes and chopsticks, and then placed them on the table in order, she looked at the stove, it was his grandfather who was cooking food, she didn't dare to look at it more, and wiped it carefully. After a while, the sound of a battery car came from outside the door, and his uncle immediately returned to the room after he was done, and then looked through the window, yes, it was her father who came back, and he immediately returned to the room when he saw the back.

Gu Xinxue looked at the clock hanging on the wall and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, it's good that I came back early, otherwise I would have to be scolded again." ”

Then I walked to my desk and looked at the desk, everything was neatly placed, whether it was a book or a pen, or there was no dust on the table.

Xiaoxue took out a blue diary from a drawer. She took out a pen and wrote down the following paragraph: "Today I made the first good friend in my life, his name is Wang Moyan, I didn't expect to meet him again two years later, I hope that I can become the best friend with him in the future." ”

When she was done, she quietly closed the journal, locked it in the cabinet, and looked at the clock on the wall.

Gu Xinxue: "It's going to be six o'clock, it's time for dinner." ”

Xiaoxue quietly walked outside, and called her father and grandmother who were sitting there with a smile, "Dad, grandma, grandpa, are you going to eat?" ”

Grandma Gu: "You take out the two bottles of beer in the room, your dad is going to drink tonight." ”

Gu Xinxue looked at Father Gu, who was sitting there and didn't speak, and thought in fear: "Dad is going to drink again, is something happening to him again?" Every time I drink, my dad loses his temper and doesn't care about it. ”

Xiaoxue returned to the room and took out the beer that was in the cabinet. When Grandpa Gu came back, the family sat at the dining table and ate.

Every time he eats the news, he feels very scared, especially when his father is going to drink, he is even more scared, he doesn't even dare to raise his head, just cares about eating the rice in the bowl.

So after so many years, she developed a habit. Ten minutes later, she finished the bowl of rice, immediately stood up and said, "Grandpa, grandpa, I'm done." ”

No sound

Xiaoxue immediately ran to the sink, washed her dishes and put them in the cupboard, and then immediately returned to her room. He was told that a catastrophe was coming. Sure enough, not long after Xiaoxue returned to the room, there was a voice outside.

Grandpa Gu: "Why did you resign?" Tell me about you, what do you say about the job you just found? If you don't do it, you won't do it? ”

Gu's father: "Oh, my parents throw the job on me every time they come to this job, I do more and more work every day, what is there to do, just resign." He took a sip of his wine as he spoke.

Grandpa Gu: "I told you a long time ago, how can work be smooth and comfortable, isn't it all about working slowly little by little." Your job was introduced to you by your aunt at the beginning, and it has been stable for more than 10 years, but at this time, you say that you don't do anything, you don't do a good job, so what should you do with your children, do you want to raise your children? He slapped the table and said angrily.

Gu's father: "Oh, don't worry, Mom and Dad, I will definitely find a job as soon as possible, and I won't cause you trouble." The child is also in school for a day, which does not cost much. ”

Grandpa Gu: "It doesn't cost much to spend every month for books, food, these are not all money, buying clothes or anything is not money, I told you a long time ago, the girl is not good to raise, but she doesn't listen, I want to leave her behind, now it's okay, there are so many things, I and your mother are old, I want to live a good life, live a stable life and stay at home with such a scourge, what is the use." ”

Gu's father: "Dad, you just..."

Before Dad Gu finished speaking, Grandma Gu coughed a few times, and Dad Gu immediately didn't say anything more.

Grandma Gu: "Okay, okay, anyway, the child is about to start school now, and it won't be much needed." No matter how you say it, it's our granddaughter after all, don't think about it, eat quickly, eat quickly, the dishes are cold. ”

Grandpa Gu: "What to eat, I don't have time to take care of your affairs, this child has to take care of you, I won't take care of it, I'm responsible for helping you pick up and drop off the child, it's already very good, you can do the rest yourself." He put down his chopsticks and walked away.

After Grandma Gu saw Grandpa Gu leaving, she comforted the son next to him in a low voice.

Grandma Gu: "You said that you were too, you divorced without making a sound, and you also brought the children over, I really don't know what you think." ”

Gu's father: "Oh, Mom, why do you say that, Xiaoxue is still so young, don't you say this, what should he do if he hears this?" ”

Grandma Gu: "What can you hear, what can you do if you hear it, his mother doesn't want him anymore, we left him at home to give him a bite to eat, what else can he do, what else can he do, just say that you leave him here, what do the neighbors think of you, how will you get married in the future?" Do you still want a wife, do you still want to be like this for the rest of your life? ”

Father Gu took a sip of wine and didn't say anything.

Dad Gu: "Okay, okay, don't talk about it, it's been so many years, there's nothing to say." ”

Grandma Gu: "It's because so many years have passed that I said that the children are already so old, getting bigger and bigger, and they will soon be in the fourth grade, and the tuition fees will be more later, so you can do it yourself." After all these years, isn't he connected at all? No news at all? ”

Gu's father took another sip of wine and drank it, while Xiao Xue, who was eavesdropping on them at the door of the room, silently shed tears, holding his nose in his hand, and not letting himself make a sound.

Gu Xinxue thought to herself: "Mom, it's been six years, where are you?" Since you have begotten me, why do you not want me? Why give me hope and disappoint me? Why... ”

For so many years, this question has been hovering in Xiaoxue's mind, since he has left at such a young age, why did he give birth to him...

Gu Xinxue thought to herself: "Mom, are you okay?" What city are you in? ”