Chapter 32: A Mess of Thoughts
In order to solve the problem of separation between husband and wife, Zhang Xiuying was transferred from Shaanxi to Shiyan.
As early as when she was teaching in Shaanxi, Zhang Xiuying was very responsible, and was rated as an excellent class teacher and excellent teacher for many years. Zhang Xiuying did not go to college, only a high school degree, however, because of her brilliant performance when she was teaching in Shaanxi, therefore, after coming to the Second Automobile Dongcheng School, she was entrusted with the important task of taking over the famous chaotic class of the school.
The Chinese teacher and homeroom teacher in the sixth grade of the class was Zhang Xiuzhen, who graduated from the secondary normal school and has been teaching for more than 20 years. Zhang Xiuying looked down on her very much, thinking: She has received a teacher education, and she is an old teacher, so she teaches books so badly, it is really too lacking in level, ability and responsibility.
Han Dawei is Zhang Xiuzhen's son, after the frog incident, Chen Wenhai was removed from the head teacher, and Han Dawei was very proud. Zhang Xiuying said to Chen Wenhai:
"What kind of ability does Zhang Xiuzhen have, she can't even teach books well, and she also connived at her son to make trouble in your class! Han Zhiqiang also went too far, he didn't educate his son well, but came to the school to insult you, wanted to beat you, and ran everywhere to sue you! That Feng Baoyu is not like words, he belittles you behind your back, saying that you have no real talent and learning, and you can't teach at all! ”
"Also, on the issue of my love with Zhang Xuemei, Feng Baoyu not only doesn't sympathize with me, but often belittles, slanders and hurts me in a joking way, as if I am just fascinated by Zhang Xuemei's beautiful face, and I won't choose a partner at all! also said that Zhang Xuemei is the most shameless slut in the world! To put it mildly, Feng Weimin desecrated the beautiful and sacred love! Chen Wenhai took a sip of water, and then continued: "He Xinhua, who lives in the same bedroom with Feng Baoyu, is even more disagreeable, as if I went after her because I was doing something with Zhang Xuemei!" Actually, I didn't chase her at all! ”
At this time, Wang Guifang came, and she said to Chen Wenhai:
"It's nice to say that you chase her, and some people even call you a scoundrel and a hooligan!"
"Yes, in the eyes of some people, I am a dead-faced scoundrel and a shameless scoundrel, and I should be cut with a thousand cuts!"
"Didn't Zhang Xuemei get along with you for a while?" Zhang Xiuying asked Chen Wenhai: "I really don't understand, how did you two get into such a situation!" ”
"It's not that anyone is stirring up!" Chen Wenhai said uncomfortably: "Some people just look down on me, thinking that I can't even teach well, and I am not qualified to chase Zhang Xuemei at all!" Actually, I also want to teach books well, but because of my long-term insomnia, my body has been destroyed, and I have headaches and can't read and study for a long time, so this situation has happened! I knew that because I didn't teach well, the students and their parents were unhappy with me. But which of them could truly understand the great pain in my heart? Some of them not only did not sympathize with me and comfort me, but they often poured salt into my wounds! I'm also a self-respecting intellectual, don't I want to teach books well? If my health was better, if my family environment was better, I wouldn't have been able to get to where I am now! ”
"Maybe that's fate!"
"Do you also believe in fate? This is idealism! After a while, Chen Wenhai continued: "On my love issue, in addition to Feng Baoyu and He Xinhua, there are also Hu Zhanyong, Huang Jianhua, Qu Ying, and Xie Rundong, none of them can really understand me!" It can be said that among the male teachers in our school, no one can really understand my love for Zhang Xuemei, in their eyes, my love for Zhang Xuemei is ridiculous and worthless! ”
"Society is so absurd and cruel!" Wang Guifang said.
Chen Wenhai lay on the bed, no sleep, tossing and turning, chaotic thoughts coming from the depths of memory.
In a hazy sleep, Chen Wenhai floated to the sky and came to the fairies.
In the vast heavenly court, the fairies danced, sang tactfully, and dispelled the gloom in Chen Wenhai's heart with beautiful singing and dancing. In this heavenly realm where fairies are like clouds, the sound of silk and bamboo, the staggered staggering, and the beautiful singing and dancing make him pleasing to the eye, as if he was drunk!
Standing in this group of flower-like fairies, Chen Wenhai remembered the verses in the "Book of Songs": "My Fair Lady, Gentleman is good."
In the auspicious clouds, Chen Wenhai found that a fairy was looking at him affectionately. He was overjoyed and hurried towards the fairy.
The two of them hugged each other tightly, the stars twinkled around them, and the fairy music floated from the distant horizon.
They are grinding in heaven, like glue and paint, with strong affection, and they swear by the mountains and the sea!
This is a paradise of perfection, and they will never want to return here!
Suddenly, a sound of light and light woke Chen Wenhai from his sleep, it turned out that the window was not closed properly, and a strong wind was blowing outside.
Chen Wenhai closed the window, recalling the scene in the dream just now, and still felt a burst of sweetness in his heart.
At this time, Hu Zhanyong came back.
"You say, isn't it a bit whimsical that I want to marry Zhang Xuemei in the future?"
"You can't say that, it's man-made!"
"In this way, as long as I continue to work hard, my good wishes can still come true!" Chen Wenhai half-jokingly asked Hu Zhanyong: "If Zhang Xuemei loves me, will she marry me?" ”
"How do I know? You should ask her! ”
"She's so cold to me now, how can I ask her!" Chen Wenhai said distressedly: "Since I was seriously ill when I was in college, I rarely read books!" I don't think I'm an intellectual anymore! Actually, I don't want to think about marriage too early at all, because I have big ambitions! ”
"What are your ambitions?"
"I want to be a language educator, and I want to make myself a famous writer and scholar! Am I a little too ambitious? ”
"Sort of!" Hu Zhanyong said with a smile.
"I'm in bad health right now, if I'm in good health, the first thing I want to do is to teach Chinese well and make myself an excellent middle school Chinese teacher!" It's a pity that many people don't know me and think that my failure to teach Chinese well is due to not doing my job properly and thinking too much about marriage! ”
"Is Zhang Xuemei also included among these people?"
"Do you need to ask? Otherwise, how could she keep avoiding me? The more Chen Wenhai spoke, the more distressed he became, "She always avoids me like this, which makes many people mistakenly think that I am in unrequited love, and some people even mistakenly think that I am a scoundrel with a dead face!" Do you say I'm wronged? ”
"What's the solution? Reality is so ruthless! ”
"I'm so worried that if I keep going like this, I'll be a bunch of stinky shit one day! At that time, not only will no one want to marry me, but I will also be 'squeezed' out of the education world! I'm so annoyed now, I love Zhang Xuemei so much, but Qu Ying and Xie Rundong don't understand it at all! ”
"What's wrong with the two of them?"
"I asked Xie Rundong: 'If Zhang Xuemei will marry me?' He actually said: 'Zhang Xuemei is not suitable for you!' What's even more annoying is what else he said: 'Wang Guifang, you can think about it'! You say, isn't this a random mandarin duck spectrum? ”
"Aren't you two good? Chat together a lot, and you often show her your work! ”
"But there is no love between us!" Chen Wenhai was angry, "Xie Rundong often praises Wang Guifang in front of me, saying that she is so good and that she is good. You say, since she is so good, why didn't Xie Rundong marry her? Hu Zhanyong, I always felt that Zhang Xuemei still loved me, but she didn't dare to go out for a walk with me because someone put pressure on her. You tell me the truth, will Zhang Xuemei marry me in the end? ”
"Then it's up to you to try."
"How hard can I try? She's always like that, and I can't force her to marry me! ”
"How's your relationship now?"
"It's okay."
"Tell me the truth, do you have to marry her?"
"You know, I've always wanted to find a beautiful and virtuous wife, and Zhang Xuemei just meets my standards."
Hu Zhanyong took a few puffs of cigarette, pondered for a while, and then said to Chen Wenhai:
"For the sake of the two of us being good friends, I will definitely find a way to make Zhang Xuemei willing to marry you, she still listens to me."
"Do you have any good ideas? Can you tell me about it? ”
"You don't have to worry about this, you will watch me then!"
"Do you really have that much ability? Don't you fall in love with her too, do you? ”
"How could I fall in love with her! Besides, I don't plan to stay in Hubei for the rest of my life, and I am applying to the principal to be transferred back to Tianjin. ”
"Will he let you go?"
"Pretty much." Hu Zhanyong snuffed out the cigarette butt, "Before I transfer away, I must find a way to let Zhang Xuemei marry you!" How's it going, are you friends enough? ”
"You're coaxing me, aren't you?"
"How can it! I, Hu Zhanyong, are still very angry with my buddies! ”
"Then I've heard your good news!"
Revised March 9, 2022