Chapter Forty-Eight: Shaking Hands
Within a few days, Li Yafang couldn't stand Shen Ruolan's pleading, and agreed to date Chen Wenhai again.
As soon as they met, Li Yafang said to Chen Wenhai with a pleasant face:
"Last time, I didn't control my emotions and talked nonsense in front of you, and when I went back, my sister criticized me, and she said to me, 'Can't you be gentle?' If Shanghai girls are as unbreathable as you, and they lose their temper regardless of the words they hear a few unpleasant words, which man would be willing to marry a Shanghai girl? That's what my sister said! Before coming this time, I was fully mentally prepared, no matter what you say, I will not lose my temper, I will listen to you! ”
"There's no need to listen to you!" Chen Wenhai said with a smile: "My temper is not good, I am just-for-tat in front of a girl!" I should have mercy! ”
"Actually, you're still quite cute, otherwise, how could that Shanghai girl Zhang Mudan fall in love with you! Tell me the story of the two of you! After listening to the story told by Chen Wenhai, Li Yafang sighed: "Wang Zhiyuan and Zhu Zhenhua, the two bastards, are really hateful!" The two of them wielded maces and forcibly broke up the two of you, which can really be described as 'beating the mandarin ducks apart'! ”
"Who's to say it isn't? That's why I hate both of them! ”
"To tell you the truth, the two of them also said a lot of bad things about you in front of me, so I have an opinion of you! I was confused for a moment, didn't think about it carefully, and got on their thief ship in a daze, you won't blame me, right? ”
"As long as you don't treat me like last time in the future, I will definitely write off the previous unpleasantness!"
"You are magnanimous! You are the prime minister, and you can hold the boat in your belly! After a while, Li Yafang continued: "Some people say that you cry and make a fuss, just like a shrew, and you have lost all the faces of Shanghai men!" ”
Did Xu Yijun say this? It had to be him! He's a bastard bastard! ”
"Leave him alone! What does he know? Li Yafang sighed, and then continued: Actually, this statement is very wrong, at least it is disrespectful to you!"
"It's not just disrespectful to me, it's an insult to my personality!"
"You're absolutely right!" Li Yafang said indignantly: "Some people only look at superficial phenomena, and they also like hearsay and people!" ”
Hearing Li Yafang say this, Chen Wenhai's face immediately turned cloudy, and he said to Li Yafang gratefully: "You still see the problem profoundly!" If you were a teacher at our school, my life would be much better! ”
"You must have been very sad at the time, didn't you?" Li Yafang asked softly.
"Yes!" Chen Wenhai couldn't help but choke, and said in a trembling voice: "I was suffocated for a while, and I was so uncomfortable that I was about to faint!" ”
"I can understand how you felt!" Li Yafang said with respect: "Whoever this kind of thing happens to everyone!" You're still strong, if this happened to someone else, I'm afraid you would have died a long time ago! How could Zhang Xuemei be this kind of girl? It's amazing that she treats you like that, right? Does she understand love? ”
Actually, she can't be blamed for it. If it weren't for someone talking nonsense in front of her, she wouldn't have treated me like that! Also, after all, I have only been with her for a short time, and she doesn't know me at all! ”
"She shouldn't have treated you like that, no matter what! Almost killed! Li Yafang was indignant, "This can only prove that she is too ignorant, too ridiculous, and too ruthless!" ”
"But instead of seeing her like that, people laughed at me!"
"This is the callousness of society!"
After a while, Li Yafang asked with concern:
"What are you going to do in the future?"
"I don't know!"
"I've got to find a way!"
"What else can be done?" Chen Wenhai smiled bitterly, "Anyway, my current reputation has been ruined, and love no longer exists!" Then he said in a mocking tone: "Now, love has quietly left my side!" ”
"You shouldn't be so pessimistic! Perhaps, there is still a glimmer of hope for the two of you! ”
"My sister said the same thing, but ......"
"Don't be! Tell me what is in your heart, do you still love her? ”
"I don't know!"
"You don't want to answer my question! In that case, I can't say anything more! However, I still have to advise you: you should still want to open up in the future and stop torturing yourself! Isn't she just pretty? You fight for breath, find someone more beautiful than her in the future, and her off! Can you stop thinking about her in the future? ”
"Can't!"
"Why?"
"Because I still kind of love her!"
"It's not in vain! She treats you like that, and you still say that! Actually, love is two-sided. ”
"You're saying she doesn't love me?"
"You should ask her!"
"It's in vain to ask, she's always ambiguous, and people can't guess her thoughts!"
This shows that she has always been very conflicted! Maybe she really loves you, but the pressure is too great and the psychological burden is too heavy! ”
"Your analysis makes sense, so I can't be too anxious, I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry!"
"Is she worthy of your love?" Li Yafang asked coldly.
"Why are you asking me that? I do not know! Chen Wenhai became cautious, "If I tell you that she deserves my love, will you laugh at me?" ”
"It's not going to be ridiculous, it's just that you're too dead-eyed! How can you have such unrealistic ideas? Do you think she's going to love you? ”
"You just said to me: Maybe she really loves me, and now she asks me so much! I don't understand what you mean! ”
"I'm talking maybe, don't misinterpret me!"
"I'm not misinterpreting you, I know you're comforting me!"
"It's good to know!" Li Yafang stared at Chen Wenhai's face, "Do you know your problem?" You just love fantasy, some unrealistic ideas linger in your mind! With all due respect, I think Zhang Xuemei is a watery poplar girl, she can love you today, and she will love others tomorrow! She just likes to play this kind of trick, to play with men in the palm of her hand! She takes this kind of emotional game as a kind of fun, and she never gets tired of it, so don't fall for her! ”
"You seem to know this kind of girl very well!"
"I've seen a lot of girls like this! Don't forget, I'm also a Shanghai girl, well-informed, Zhang Xuemei's tricks don't want to get through in front of you! ”
"This kind of girl can't help but say no, but after all, it's a minority! You can't beat all the girls to death with a stick! Maybe Zhang Xuemei doesn't belong to this kind of girl, say you are dazzled! ”
"I'm still blind?" Li Yafang smiled, "I won't tell you, I once went to look for her!" From her words and deeds, I feel that this girl is not authentic! She giggled in front of me, saying that you are indeed cute, and then saying that you are too dead-eyed! What to say: She doesn't know how many times she has hinted at you, but you just don't give up and want her to marry you! How is this possible? She said to me: It's not that she can't get married, so why do she have to see you! ”
"Did she say that to you?"
"Why am I lying to you?" Li Yafang smiled, "That's why I bluntly advised you not to have any hope for her!" Is this kind of girl still worth your nostalgia? I'm putting it mildly, you're wasting your youth to wake up! My comrade. ”
"Don't you just look at her unpleasantly? Don't you just want me to let go completely? ”
"I just don't like her! I'm just going to get you out of the sea of suffering! ”
"Seriously, huh? I don't think I'm living in a sea of misery with her! She's just a little headstrong, a little moody! ”
"Do you want to keep soaking with her?"
"I have no choice but to enlighten her slowly!"
"Does this work? She's not a three-year-old! ”
"Who's to love now, you say? Could it be you? ”
"Why do you ask me that? You disrespect me so much! ”
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you that!" Chen Wenhai hurriedly apologized to her.
"You hurt me, can you just say I'm sorry?"
"And what else do you want me to do?"
"Shall we break up?"
"I don't want to do that yet!"
"You're such a weirdo!"
When parting, Chen Wenhai said to Li Yafang very sincerely:
"Now, in this world, only you understand me best, so I want the two of us to always be good friends, okay?"
"Absolutely! As long as you can afford me! ”
One day, her sister Li Yaqin said to Li Yafang:
"I heard that Chen Wenhai loved a girl when he was 15 years old."
"I know!"
"Who told you that?"
"Chen Wenhai told me by himself."
"When?"
"Recently. This girl's name is Zhang Mudan, who used to cut the queue in Yunnan, and now, she is a worker in Factory 51. ”
"Is she pretty?"
"It's not very pretty, it can only be said that it looks average."
"I heard that she is two years older than Chen Wenhai. How could Chen Wenhai fall in love with her? ”
"How do I know?"
"What do you think about the issue of puppy love? Is it for or against? ”
"Not for and not against. Chen Wenhai told me that his feelings for Zhang Peony at that time were a hazy love. This is in line with the love characteristics of his age. However, from Zhang Peony's side, her feelings for Chen Wenhai are not hazy love, but a mature love! I think: Chen Wenhai must feel sorry for this love, because he did not consciously develop and consolidate this love at that time, so that this love quietly slipped away from his side! ”
Li Yaqin tilted her head, supported her chin with her hand, and listened intently.
For Chen Wenhai, this is his first love, and I think: he will never forget this relationship in his life! It's an unforgettable love! You go to school in the 51 factory children's school, maybe you will meet Zhang Peony one day. ”
"If I see her one day, I must ask her well: 'Do you still love Chen Wenhai now?' If I asked her that, what would she answer me? ”
"Be silent!"
"Why?"
"Because she already has a husband and children, I don't know how to answer!"
After a while, Li Yaqin asked her sister:
"Do you like Chen Wenhai?"
Li Yafang did not answer her sister's question, but said to her sister like this:
"Now, he is still in love with Cao Xiaoyan, and I can't enter his heart anymore!"
"Then forget it both of you!"
"If the problem is as simple as you think, that's great! Now, Chen Wenhai doesn't want to break up with me right away! He wants me to be his best friend forever! In fact, I already knew in my heart that he and I could only be ordinary friends! That's good, marriage should be based on love! ”
At this time, Li Yafang's good friend Deng Lixia came, and she told Li Yafang:
"I went to our dorm room and I found a letter under your pillow!"
"It's Chen Wenhai here, right?"
"It's not!" Teresa Teng took out the letter from her bag, "Look! ”
Li Yafang took the letter and looked at it, it turned out to be his colleague Tang Jianxin. "It's him again!"
Li Yafang said to Teresa Teng:
"A unit, what to write! If you have something to say to me, won't it be over in person? ”
"He was embarrassed to tell you in person, so he wrote to you!"
"He keeps pestering me, I'm so annoying!" As she spoke, Li Yafang was about to tear up the letter.
Deng Lixia hurriedly snatched the letter, "He has no malicious intent, why are you so ruthless?"
"He shouldn't be pestering me endlessly!"
"What are you talking about? Someone else writes to you with good intentions, but you say that about others! Are you really in love with that Chen Wenhai? ”
"I don't know!" Li Yafang was impatient.
"Our eldest lady is getting more and more angry now, which man dares to marry you?"
"No one dares to marry me, so much the better! Miss Ben doesn't plan to marry yet! ”
Revised March 14, 2022