Chapter 50: Zhang Xuemei's Troubles
During the summer vacation, Chen Wenhai was the only one left in the dormitory, and he often felt bored, so he came to the office to read, write, and prepare for classes.
Sitting in the office, Chen Wenhai often can't help but look at Zhang Xuemei's desk. How he wished that Zhang Xuemei could sit in the office with him at this time!
Sitting in an empty office, Chen Wenhai often feels lonely. He wanted to read, write, and prepare for classes, however, in many cases, he couldn't even read a word, he couldn't write a word!
Chen Wenhai often thinks like this: How boring life is!
Sometimes, Chen Wenhai will do nothing, but sit on Zhang Xuemei's chair for a long time!
One day, Chen Wenhai was sitting in Zhang Xuemei's chair thinking about a problem, and Bai Xiaofeng came in. Seeing this scene, she smiled at Chen Wenhai with a strange expression. Chen Wenhai thought she was laughing so stupidly!
Bai Xiaofeng is a primary school mathematics teacher who has been teaching for decades, and she has long heard of the emotional entanglement between Chen Wenhai and Zhang Xuemei, at this moment, she saw Chen Wenhai sitting on Zhang Xuemei's chair, and thought: "You Chen Wenhai will have unrequited love and shaved his head to pick a hot head, and he will not let go of the chair that Zhang Xuemei has sat on, it is really ridiculous!" ”
After returning home, Bai Xiaofeng told her husband about the situation, and her husband said with a smile: "He's gone crazy!"
Later, the scene that Bai Xiaofeng saw in the office spread ten, ten, and hundred, almost all over Shiyan City, and became the information for people to talk and laugh after dinner, and some people looked down on Chen Wenhai even more, and the phenomenon of "messing with mandarin duck scores" intensified in this school, and the last principal actually took Chen Wenhai's marriage issue to the symposium several times to discuss!
For more than 20 years, due to people's misunderstanding and prejudice, Chen Wenhai's image has been distorted beyond recognition and miserable!
One day, Chen Wenhai came to the office alone.
Chen Wenhai sat down at the desk, opened the lock, opened the drawer, took out a book from it, flipped through it, and felt bored, so he threw the book on the table, took out another book from the drawer, flipped through it, and still felt bored, so he threw the book on the table, and then took out the third and fourth books...... However, I didn't feel bored after taking several copies in a row!
Chen Wenhai was annoyed, so he took out a stack of manuscript paper from the drawer, wanting to write something, however, he wrote and scratched, and the manuscript paper was messed up, so he crumpled the manuscript paper into paper balls and threw them on the ground, and threw more than a dozen paper balls in a row! Chen Wenhai seemed to feel that his thinking had been solidified, and he once again realized what it was like to be exhausted!
Chen Wenhai put the rest of the manuscript paper into the drawer, took out the Chinese textbooks, Chinese reference books, and textbooks, and the result was: I couldn't read it without reading a few words, and I couldn't write it without writing a few words, he thought:
Since I can't read any books now, I can't write any articles, and I don't have the heart to prepare for class, so I might as well write a love letter to Zhang Xuemei to express my thoughts.
So, Chen Wenhai wrote a love letter to Zhang Xuemei.
It is also strange to say that when Chen Wenhai picked up the pen and wrote a love letter, those beautiful words and sentences that he usually didn't think of at all were like spring water gushing out from the bottom of his heart!
In this way, Chen Wenhai wrote one letter after another!
Some of these love letters were sent to Zhang Xuemei by Chen Wenhai, and some were stuffed into the drawer of Zhang Xuemei's desk by Chen Wenhai.
Chen Wenhai has never written a love letter to a girl before, and now, writing a love letter to Zhang Xuemei is the first time in the world!
Chen Wenhai never even dreamed that he would write a love letter to a girl, and he would write a love letter to a beautiful girl!
Chen Wenhai is worthy of graduating from the Chinese Department of the university, and is worthy of being a middle school Chinese teacher.
Chen Wenhai is really worried that Zhang Xuemei will not be able to understand such a subtle love letter!
Sometimes, Chen Wenhai is moved by his love letters full of hot words!
Yes, these love letters are from the depths of Chen Wenhai's heart, and they are the natural expression of his true feelings, how can they not move people?
Life is so wonderful, originally, Chen Wenhai didn't plan to write a love letter to Zhang Xuemei at all, but because the days were too difficult during the long summer vacation, in order to pass the difficult time, he temporarily thought of writing a love letter to Zhang Xuemei. Who knew that as soon as he wrote it, he couldn't control himself, and he would write so many love letters to Zhang Xuemei during the summer vacation!
Originally, in the era of reform and opening up, it was understandable for young people to write love letters to each other, however, Chen Wenhai wrote love letters to Zhang Xuemei would become a big crime for him!
This is something that Chen Wenhai never even dreamed of!
Could it be that Chen Wenhai is willing to put a lot of energy into falling in love and writing love letters?
No! Chen Wenhai has had ideals since he was a child, and he wants to have a career after joining the work, but because he fell seriously ill during college, and now his health is still very bad, he feels powerless to do his career!
How many people can truly understand this huge pain in Chen Wenhai's heart?
Zhang Xuemei turned on the cassette recorder, put a tape in it, and then took out a basin of clothes and washed up the clothes while listening to the songs. Because the melody of the song was very beautiful, Zhang Xuemei couldn't help but hum along. She thought, "If I wasn't doing laundry right now, I would be dancing to the melody." My teachers and classmates said that I was talented in dancing, and they said, "If it weren't for that sport, I would probably have been admitted to art school!" However, I was lucky enough to be admitted to a teacher training college and came from the countryside to the city! The fly in the ointment was that I couldn't get into the Normal University! If I had been admitted to Normal University back then, I would have been the same as Chen Wenhai now! ”
Thinking of Chen Wenhai, Zhang Xuemei's heart is very uncomfortable! She thought: What kind of person is Chen Wenhai? He seems to be well-mannered and seems to be very learned, but I see that he barely reads, and sometimes he even uses foul language and swear words with his colleagues. He himself explained again and again, and his family also explained: the reason why he didn't read was because he had a splitting headache when he read a book, which was the root of that serious illness! To put it mildly, it is the sequelae. However, some people don't believe this explanation at all, especially after the turmoil, some people not only don't believe it, but also have a worse opinion of Chen Wenhai, thinking that Chen Wenhai is a complete scoundrel and crazy person on the issue of marriage! How absurd society is!
Now, after a semester of getting along with Chen Wenhai, Zhang Xuemei has a basic understanding of him. Zhang Xuemei believes that although Chen Wenhai has shortcomings and mistakes in his work, he is definitely not a bad person! What Zhang Xuemei never expected was that after only a few months of getting along, such a big turmoil would occur. She wondered: What kind of impact will this turmoil have on her future life path?
The clothes were finally washed, and Zhang Xuemei hung the washed clothes on a rope.
At this moment, the postman came, and he handed Zhang Xuemei a few letters. Zhang Xuemei took the letter and frowned when she saw that there was a letter from Chen Wenhai in these letters.
Zhang Xuemei walked into the room, threw the letter on the table angrily, and then lay on her back on the bed and looked at the roof.
The song was still playing on the cassette recorder, but the beautiful melody could no longer arouse Zhang Xuemei's beauty, and she got up from bed irritably and turned off the cassette recorder on the cupboard.
After turning off the tape recorder, Zhang Xuemei opened the drawer and saw dozens of letters from Chen Wenhai in the drawer, and couldn't help laughing.
"What's the happy event you've had? So happy! ”
Zhang Xuemei looked back and saw that it was her classmate who came.
She said to Chen Shuhong:
"You just scared me!"
Zhang Fuying glanced at the stack of letters in the drawer, and then said
"Chen Wenhai has sent you so many letters, I'm a little jealous!"
"I'm so annoyed, you're still jealous! This Chen Wenhai is also too annoying! Why are you writing so many letters to me? Isn't it crazy? ”
"How can you say that about him?" Chen Shuhong glared at Zhang Xuemei, "You really don't know how to be blessed in the midst of happiness, if you change someone else, you would have been so happy that you would have been so happy!" ”
"What's the Coke?" Zhang Xuemei pushed the drawer up, "I can't understand the letters he wrote at all, the clouds and mountains are foggy!" ”
This only shows that your level of understanding and appreciation is limited! Who made you not learn Chinese well when you were in school? How's that, now you know that you regret it, right? ”
"It's not that I don't study Chinese well, it's just that my Chinese grades are a little worse!" Zhang Xuemei blushed and said to Chen Shuhong, "He sent me so many letters, many people misunderstood, and thought that my relationship with him had developed to that point!" ”
"Did your relationship get to that point?" Yang Xiaomei asked.
"What? You suspect I've done that with her! Zhang Xuemei's eyes widened, and her face turned red.
"Only the two of you know this best!" Zhang Fuying said.
"You go, you hurry up! I never want to see you again! Zhang Xuemei was simply angry, and she yelled at Zhang Fuying. And you, get out of my house too! Zhang Xuemei turned around and shouted at Yang Xiaomei.
"Are you crazy?" Zhang Fuying said, "What is this? Isn't it true that young people fall in love now? Don't pretend to be serious! ”
"That's it!" Zhang Fuying glared at Zhang Xuemei, "The two of us didn't say anything about you, why are you so angry with the two of us?" It's not worth it to hurt the harmony of your friends for this little thing! ”
"Can this be considered a trifle? The problem now is: I and him Chen Wenhai have never done that thing at all, not once, and he hasn't even touched my hand! ”
"Won't it?" Yang Xiaomei said, "How can there be such an honest and rule-abiding person now? What age is it now! Could it be that he Chen Wenhai is Confucius? ”
"You don't believe it! I'll tell you the truth, I don't dare to love him! He is from Shanghai, and he seems to be so knowledgeable, what am I Zhang Xuemei? How can you be worthy of him? I often wonder: did he Chen Wenhai have other plans to chase me, bully me for not seeing the world, and want me to be his little woman obediently! I often think like this: Isn't it easy to find a beautiful and diploma Shanghai girl with just those conditions? Why did he come to me? I'm nothing, I look average, and I'm so dirty! ”
"Are you dirty?" Chen Shuhong couldn't help laughing, "Although we can't compare to the big city here, you grew up in the county after all!" You shouldn't look down on yourself! Besides, what about Shanghainese, Shanghainese are also people! Can't a girl who grew up in a small county town love a boy who grew up in a big city? ”
"Chen Shuhong is right!" Xie Jihong said, "I think: Chen Wenhai is from a big city, and he can take the initiative to put down the shelf to chase you, which shows that he has given up the superiority of big city people, which is very commendable!" You can't hurt him! ”
"I don't want to hurt him, but some people just don't understand the relationship between me and him, and they talk nonsense!" Zhang Xuemei's eyes dimmed, sorrow enveloped her face, and she said to everyone in a choked voice, "Since I talked to him in the office that night, people have looked at me with strange eyes, especially after Chen Wenhai cried in the office that day, I have become a vixen and a bad girl in the eyes of people!" He used to scold me like that! ”
This can only show that the remnants of feudalism are still at work in the minds of some people! Now, our country has just begun to carry out reform and opening up, so there is still a long way to go if we want to truly achieve that marriage is based on love! Marriage should be based on love, and the developed countries of the West have already done this! Marx and Engels emphasized this a long time ago! ”
"Or our Xie Jihong has a level, we should all learn from Xie Jihong!" Chen Shuhong said to everyone.
Revised March 14, 2022