Chapter 39 We don't owe each other
Chen Jiaojiao puffed out her mouth slightly and shut up.
In the end, this matter is between the two.
She leaned quietly into his arms, staring at the tip of the pen that had fallen.
Suddenly, his lips were gagged and he was pulled into his arms.
"Your Majesty........!"
Unlike the previous kisses, he just honestly stuck to her lips, did not move and did not continue, his hands trapped in her arms.
The sound of breathing was so loud that she could feel his lips tremble slightly, and there was no emotion in his closed eyes.
"Your Majesty?"
Chen Jiaojiao cautiously dodged back, and was caught up by him again, "Jiaojiao." ”
He called on her, seeking to claim the general.
"Your Majesty, what's wrong with you?"
He didn't seem right, his voice was hoarse and low, and his eyes drooped without joy or anger.
His forehead rested on her shoulder socket, and he didn't speak for a long time.
When the shoulders go up and down, it seems as if you need to breathe harder.
Chen Jiaojiao frowned, his hands on both sides were clenched, and the green tendons on the back of his hands appeared, as if he was enduring pain.
"Your Majesty, is there anything uncomfortable, I'll call the imperial doctor, don't hold on."
His hand was held little by little, and the heat of his palm was passed to her through the back of his hand.
He grabbed her hand and pressed it to his heart.
The heartbeat was violent, like the noise of a drumbeat, Chen Jiaojiao blinked her eyes again and again, and unconsciously the heartbeat of the two was synchronized.
Such a fast heartbeat must be uncomfortable, Chen Jiaojiao didn't care about anything else for a while, reached out to hold Qi Yan's face, and forced him to look up.
The tails of his eyes glowed a thin red, and there was a mist brewing in his dark eyes, so faint that she couldn't see the focus of his pupils. His eyelashes trembled slightly, and his blood-colored lips gave him a strange and fragile beauty, like a falling butterfly.
Leaning directly on her palm as if he was powerless, she had never seen him like this.
"Your Majesty......... Under? ”
Chen Jiaojiao's voice couldn't help but cry, and she carefully touched his face, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Qi Yan shook her head, blood overflowed from the corners of her lips, and when she saw her crying in a daze, she opened her mouth as if she wanted to call someone.
"Shh
He put his index finger to her lips and shook his head again. The viscera was rubbed and twisted, and he couldn't speak in pain, but the person in front of him was about to cry out in fear.
"It's okay, it's an antidote, just spit out the dirty blood."
"I'm sorry! Your Majesty, I'm sorry, I ........."
Chen Jiaojiao hugged his neck, buried her head and cried, she never thought that the detoxification process would be so painful, he was fine, she secretly paralyzed herself.
How can it hurt so much?
"It's not Jiaojiao's fault, I tease you," without explaining that this little thing can be sad for a long time, Qi Yan hooked his lips and rubbed the little hand of the person in his arms.
While she was there, he had the courage to detoxify this poison.
"Deep-seated poison, not recent."
"Huh?" Chen Jiaojiao wiped her tears, looking like he didn't look like he was lying, "Before entering the palace?" ”
"Hmm."
"Why did Your Majesty poison you, and who gave it to you?"
As if the blood was flowing backwards, Chen Jiaojiao shivered for a moment.
I kept praying in my heart that I wouldn't, at least not be a father.
Qi Yan exhaled and breathed before he could barely speak, "You know. ”
It's not a question, her mother should have told her, and her appearance is even more proof.
Chen Jiaojiao hummed quietly, biting her lip and looking at him carefully.
Xu is really too painful, he only covets her softness, and doesn't want to care about anything else, just once.
"Why did Your Majesty poison, I want to know."
She touched his fingertips and shook them, and he flipped his hand to take hers.
"It's none of your business. I've been a medicine man before, and I've tried medicine, so I have some leftovers. ”
That year, it was obviously impossible to escape by hiding in Tibet alone, so he and He Shuming hid at the door of the pharmacy and begged for a bite to eat.
After eating and taking medicine, he didn't let He Shuming touch it. Originally, the Qi family dragged him down, and it had nothing to do with him, and he didn't need to take his life.
Locked in a cage in the basement, it's fine, at least safe, and no one outside can find him.
Some of the drugs are poisonous, some are not, and if he drinks too much, it seems that he is just like that, but he is not poisoned in the end.
Chen Jiaojiao lowered her head and looked at the hands held by the two, and Qi Yan also watched, and no one spoke for a long time.
What I couldn't explain in one sentence was the suffering of the year, and if she remembered correctly, he should have been just over ten years old that year.
The family happily returned to Beijing from Biansai and brought gifts for her, but what awaited them was a catastrophe.
The former major general had to survive by being a medicine man.
How it has nothing to do with her.
"Don't cry, I'm telling you, it's not for you to cry, it's just for you to know it's okay with you."
Large tears fell down the hands of the two of them, and cut into the fingers. Her head hung low, as if she were about to shrink herself into a ball, and her shoulders trembled slightly.
wanted to wipe his tears, but his hand was grabbed by him, Qi Yan felt a little funny.
He calmly told the past, Chen Jiaojiao's heart ached, and she couldn't help but throw herself on his shoulder, sobbing and choking on his clothes.
Want to hug, as before, like there is nothing between them.
Maybe nothing will happen that year, and they will stand together and hug like this.
She is the most favored little princess of the Ming Dynasty, and he is a young general who soars into the sky.
Qi Yan reached out and touched the back of her head, listening to her crying in her ear, dumb and dumb.
"Jiaojiao doesn't cry," he pinched her little face and pulled it out of his arms, "Jiaojiao saved my life when I first entered the palace, it's not that maybe I will be beaten to death by them." If you die, I'll let you go. ”
"Jiaojiao, after accompanying me to detoxify, I will let you out of the palace in the spring."
"You're free, and you don't owe me."
Leaning on his shoulder, Chen Jiaojiao silently shed tears, "My sins are atoned for, aren't they?" ”
Don't ask him, and don't ask yourself.
She knew in her heart that it was not over, but he compromised, and she had to leave in the spring.
Before he compromised himself, he found an excuse for her not to be bound by guilt.