Chapter Seventy-Five: Please Don't Come Into My Life
The two were together, Li Zhiwen joked and said to Lu Xiaohui: "I haven't seen you for a few days, you have gained a lot of weight, it seems that I still haven't raised you well!" ”
"Hehehe......"
Lu Xiaohui just pursed her lips and smiled, she didn't laugh after getting along with Zhou Jiaxing for a day, but just a moment with Li Zhiwen made her extremely relaxed, and she felt that Li Zhiwen had never left her, without the slightest abruptness.
After that, the two of them walked quietly in the night market for a while, neither of them spoke, and did not spoil the brief peace.
The two of them are like newlyweds shopping, so ordinary and so peaceful.
Lu Xiaohui suddenly said: "Recently, my family has been introducing me to blind dates. ”
As soon as Lu Xiaohui's words fell, the two of them stopped their steps very tacitly.
Lu Xiaohui kept her head down, she didn't hear Li Zhiwen's movement for a long time, and when she raised her head, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing.
"My mother faints at every turn, I'm really worried about her body now, I don't want to go on a blind date, but I can't help it, I can only obey the family's arrangement now, if nothing else, I may get married this year."
Li Zhiwen was stunned, the whole person was like a telephone pole, standing there straight, even if he was a human being in two lives, he had seen too many people, and he would be left and right, but now he was like a dumb person, his brain was blank, and he didn't know what to say.
"And...... I'm still a second marriage...... While I'm still young, if I don't marry now, I guess I won't have anyone in the future. ”
Lu Xiaohui whispered again, and then strode forward, at this time Lu Xiaohui was like a lost child, she could only walk casually, take a step, look at a step.
Li Zhiwen wanted to say something at this time: "No one wants you, I want you!" ”
But in the end, he still held back, he needed to think about Lu Xiaohui, he didn't want Lu Xiaohui to have too much pressure, this was Lu Xiaohui's choice, and he couldn't force Lu Xiaohui to do anything because of his preferences, after all, he owed her too much before.
Seeing that Lu Xiaohui's back was about to disappear into the crowd, Li Zhiwen was busy and chased after him.
Walking out of the night market, Lu Xiaohui's home is not far away.
The crowd gradually became scarce, and Li Zhiwen finally said hoarsely: "Xiaohui, I ......"
Before she could continue, Lu Xiaohui yelled directly: "Don't talk!" ”
This abrupt voice made Li Zhiwen look at Lu Xiaohui in some surprise.
This is the second time she's mad at herself!
Lu Xiaohui raised her head that had been lowered, she was already in tears at this time, although her face was pitiful, but her eyes were clearly with a trace of perseverance.
Lu Xiaohui choked up and said: "Li Zhiwen, my heart is really too soft, even if you beat me so many times, but when you beg me afterwards, I will always forgive you softly, and I am even more stupid that you will get better next time, but what I get is your merciless beating again and again." ”
Lu Xiaohui wiped away the tears on her face with her hands and said, "I...... In fact, I hate you in my heart, I hate you very much, and I hate why you suddenly became so good, otherwise I wouldn't have been so sad and reluctant to leave you. ”
"In the past few years, you almost killed me, you will beat me when you are happy, you will beat me when you are unhappy, others will make you angry, you will still beat me, I just want to ask you, did your hand hurt when you beat me?"
"I don't hurt, but my heart hurts!"
"I had made up my mind to leave you, but you suddenly became better and became a little inexplicable, and I was even more insecure at that time. Let me ask you, are you lying to me again because you were kind to me before? ”
"I'm really stupid, I'll easily believe anything you say, I'm stupid, I can't tell right from wrong, I don't understand why I met you here?"
"But anyway, we've broken up, so we'll have nothing to do with each other, please don't walk into my life, into my heart, okay?"
At this moment, time seemed to stop, Li Zhiwen even forgot that he was a person, a breathing creature, as if he no longer existed, he integrated into the world, and his heart could only tolerate Lu Xiaohui alone.
Seeing that Lu Xiaohui wiped away the tears on her face, her breathing gradually became smoother, and she no longer greeted herself, and walked directly towards the dark front alone, but looking at Li Zhiwen and looking at Lu Xiaohui's back, there was a moment of confusion.
Li Zhiwen was stunned for a moment, and then walked up quickly, but this time he was separated from Lu Xiaohui by a certain distance, until Lu Xiaohui walked into the unit building, and Li Zhiwen was no longer worried.
Li Zhiwen smiled bitterly and muttered to himself: "Xiaohui, in fact, I want to say that you can find one, it's actually very good." ”
Li Zhiwen thought about what Lu Xiaohui said, walking aimlessly on the street, he passed by a park, and saw the benches above, and at that moment Li Zhiwen really felt that he was tired.
I don't know if it's because I've walked too much, or because of Lu Xiaohui, anyway, at this moment, he doesn't want to go on, he slumped on the bench a little weakly.
Li Zhiwen really wanted to hug Lu Xiaohui into his arms just now, and tell her well that he would not do nothing in the future, even if he was confident that in this golden age, he could succeed and he could realize his lofty ideals and ambitions, but in the end he still held back.
He is a very rational man, he restrained his impulses, the adult world is like this, you must always restrain yourself to avoid causing trouble to yourself, and it will bring problems to the other party.
What else can be done?
Lu Xiaohui is pitiful enough, is it because of herself that she broke up with her family once? Lu Xiaohui's mother's health is not good enough, if it is because of this incident that Lu Xiaohui's mother is angry, then how should Lu Xiaohui face her family?
Although he has assets of 10,000 yuan, can this make Lu Xiaohui live a good life? This is still far from enough, and after a few years, the country will be strong, inflation and other problems will also appear, and 10,000 households will become leeks on the street.
Perhaps, leaving is the best protection for Lu Xiaohui!
Sitting on the bench, Li Zhiwen's brain suddenly became active, he thought of a lot of things, but after all, he still revolved around Lu Xiaohui and considered Lu Xiaohui.
But in the end, with reluctance and tiredness in his heart, he lay on the bench and fell asleep like this.